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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I'd never wish for something as cruel as existence.
In my case I truly would never wish for something as cruel as existence, to me existence is especially cruel especially as we exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. It's horrific to me how existing can very easily get much more unbearable and way more torturous, I find it horrifying how existing beings suffer so much, the amount of suffering in this reality truly is beyond comprehension, in fact to me existing truly does feel like nothing but suffering, I'd never wish for the cruelty and futility of existing, to me it's so painful how existence is this cruel.
For me personally only non-existence is desirable, I wouldn't wish to exist under any circumstances, instead I wish I could just fall into an eternal sleep and be permanently safe from all suffering. To me existence is a terrible tragedy and a curse, for me the problem lies in existence itself as ultimately it's the source of all this cruelty and suffering. More than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I never became aware of something as torturous and futile as existence which just causes all of this pain and suffering all for the sake of it, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, to me existence truly did cause nothing but harm in the first place, the way I see it it serves no function but to torment existing beings until they die anyway, I wish I could just never suffer again and forget about it all.
In my case I truly would never wish for something as cruel as existence, to me existence is especially cruel especially as we exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. It's horrific to me how existing can very easily get much more unbearable and way more torturous, I find it horrifying how existing beings suffer so much, the amount of suffering in this reality truly is beyond comprehension, in fact to me existing truly does feel like nothing but suffering, I'd never wish for the cruelty and futility of existing, to me it's so painful how existence is this cruel.
For me personally only non-existence is desirable, I wouldn't wish to exist under any circumstances, instead I wish I could just fall into an eternal sleep and be permanently safe from all suffering. To me existence is a terrible tragedy and a curse, for me the problem lies in existence itself as ultimately it's the source of all this cruelty and suffering. More than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I never became aware of something as torturous and futile as existence which just causes all of this pain and suffering all for the sake of it, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence, to me existence truly did cause nothing but harm in the first place, the way I see it it serves no function but to torment existing beings until they die anyway, I wish I could just never suffer again and forget about it all.