FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Just wish to fall asleep permanently again.
All I hope and wish for is to fall asleep permanently and never suffer in this cruel and painful existence again, I always feel so tired, it'd be such a relief for me to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep where nothing can matter to me and all is forgotten about. All that personally comforts me is being eternally free from all the suffering, peace for me could only lie in never existing again.
I wish for an dreamless, eternal sleep to bring me permanent relief from all the pain and suffering, to me existence just feels like a terrible mistake in the first place, it was never something desirable but rather it just caused me to suffer and I don't want to suffer in any way, I just want nothingness instead. To me there's so much cruelty in how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to find peace from this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway, I already feel like I've suffered for so long now and it's so painful how I had to suffer at all. I'd always prefer to not exist but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the futile and torturous burden of existing where there is all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it.
All I hope and wish for is to fall asleep permanently and never suffer in this cruel and painful existence again, I always feel so tired, it'd be such a relief for me to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep where nothing can matter to me and all is forgotten about. All that personally comforts me is being eternally free from all the suffering, peace for me could only lie in never existing again.
I wish for an dreamless, eternal sleep to bring me permanent relief from all the pain and suffering, to me existence just feels like a terrible mistake in the first place, it was never something desirable but rather it just caused me to suffer and I don't want to suffer in any way, I just want nothingness instead. To me there's so much cruelty in how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to find peace from this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway, I already feel like I've suffered for so long now and it's so painful how I had to suffer at all. I'd always prefer to not exist but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the futile and torturous burden of existing where there is all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it.