Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence.
I truly do suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die anyway. To me human existence truly is just terrible suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and what I find so painful is how I cannot just have the option to painlessly free myself from it all in peace, I only hope and wish for the peace of never existing ever again but of course the suffering just continues.

Personally I find it so dreadful and painful to be trapped in this existence I never would have wished for and never would have chosen capable of suffering to unlimited amounts until death takes away all anyway, it terrifies me how a human can exist for so long and I have so much dread for what lies ahead as well. I just see it as so cruel and horrible how there's no acceptance towards preferring to cease existing over all this pointless, unnecessary suffering in this existence I always saw as so futile anyway, existence will always feel like an abomination to me, it'll always feel like such a tragic mistake that just causes so much cruelty and suffering and I suffer so much from being enslaved in it. I wish for the option to just painlessly die in peace as after all only in eternal sleep will I be unable to suffer and unable to be harmed in any way, I just wish for this existence to no longer be my problem and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for death, ceasing to exist is all that can personally bring me peace from the cruel, torturous burden of human existence there was never a need for at all and as long as I exist it's all I'll wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Finding existence to be so undesirable.
Personally I find existence to be so undesirable in every single way and I find it so painful and torturous to suffer in this existence I never would have wished for and never would have chosen. Simply just being conscious is tiring to me and brings me so much pain, I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to painlessly die and never exist ever again, only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, I see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination that just causes so much cruelty and torment all for the sake of it until all is gone in death anyway and I just find it so undesirable to exist in general.

I see it as such an unnecessary, futile burden to have to wake again trapped in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts and I see existence as suffering all for the sake of it anyway and what terrifies me is how the suffering can continue for so long with no acceptance towards the personal choice of preferring non-existence. It's just so horrible to me how painless death is denied even know existing was forced in the first place, I find it deeply undesirable to exist and I'd never wish for any of this under any circumstance, I just want to die painlessly so I can finally find relief from this existence I never would have chosen, I was never meant to suffer in this existence and never should have existed at all, I have no interest in suffering in this existence and never could do rather I just want to painlessly cease existing and forget about it all, I don't see anything desirable about being conscious in this existence and having to experience anything at all rather such is always a burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There are no disadvantages to ceasing to exist.
There truly aren't any which is why to permanently cease existing is all I'll ever hope and wish for, I'll only ever wish to be permanently free from this existence I always saw as a terrible tragic mistake that just caused so much suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it. What appeals to me about ceasing to exist is that if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way, nothing can matter to me and this existence is no longer my problem, to be conscious in this existence will always be so incredibly burdensome to me no matter what, I see it as the most undesirable, futile burden to have to suffer in this existence there was never even a need for at all.

I personally just don't see any value to suffering in this existence for the sake of it just to be tortured by old age, there are no disadvantages to permanently ceasing to exist yet no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence that can continue for so long, I find it such an cruel, unnecessary burden to have to be conscious at all, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with it. I wish I was never forced into this existence at all as it would have saved me from all this unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have chose, I just don't see anything appealing about having to exist at all rather I've never had any interest in suffering in this existence. To me human existence is something so harmful that just causes pointless suffering all for the sake of it and it can easily get way more torturous at any second, to die painlessly and forget about it all is all I've ever wished for and could ever do no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wished for existence.
I've personally never wished for existence, I never would have chosen any of this and I wish I never existed more than anything, I personally see no value to existing, I could never see existence as a desirable state but rather it's a burden there was never a need for at all. I just find it so cruel how there's no acceptance towards not wishing for existence, I wish that painless death is accessible so I can finally cease existing in peace saving myself from all future suffering as a result, if I'm dead then I cannot suffer in any way, this existence is no longer my problem and all is finally forgotten about, I'd always prefer to painlessly cease existing than to be conscious in this reality where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'd always prefer to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep than be burdened with this existence that to me is just pointless suffering leading to nothing but being tortured by old age, I'd never wish for existence, never have done and never would do under any circumstance rather existence is something I only wish for permanent relief from. To me existence itself will always be the ultimate problem as it's the source of all suffering and ultimate cause of all that torments existing beings, non-existence would solve everything for me as after all, all that causes one to suffer is ultimately as a result of existence itself and to me suffering at all will always be deeply undesirable and unnecessary, I could personally never see benefit to being enslaved in this existence rather existence is a problem to me, I see existence as something that just causes harm and suffering all for the sake of it until death takes away all anyway, I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to disappear from this cruel existence.
All I've personally ever wished for is to disappear from this cruel existence, I wish for this existence to no longer be my problem with all finally forgotten about for me, I'd always prefer to cease existing than suffer in this pointless, meaningless existence I always saw as a mistake but really I wish I never suffered at all more than anything. I wish I never became conscious in this existence, to exist will always be so dreadful to me no matter what, I see existing as just unnecessary suffering until all is forgotten about in death anyway and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope to be gone.

I wish to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, to suffer in this existence will always be the most terrible, torturous burden to me no matter what, it's something I'd never wish for, being able to permanently erase my existence would solve everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, there is no suffering in non-existence yet to me existence feels like nothing but suffering. I'll always be so tired of suffering in this existence and it's tiredness that only non-existence can take away for me, all that could personally bring me peace is to never suffer again, I wish to disappear from this existence where there is all this dreadful, terrible suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I see nothing desirable about human existence and I could personally never see any value to suffering in it rather I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for my existence to be erased and for me to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence and it's tiredness that only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from. Personally I'd always prefer to die than suffer in this cruel, futile existence that I never would have chosen and never would have wished for, I'll always find it deeply undesirable to exist and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything.

I just find it dreadful how I had to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I never would have chose, but now that I suffer and have done for so long all I can wish for is the peace that only ceasing to exist can bring me. I just wish for the relief of never existing again where all is gone for me and finally I can be at peace, all I hope and wish for is a relief of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten about, I only hope for peace from this existence that just brought me so much pain and was always so cruel. I'm always so tired, I always have been and always will be no matter what, simply just existing is tiring to me and is enough to make me wish for the peace of never suffering ever again. As long as I exist I truly will only ever hope for non-existence, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, I just wish for permanent relief from the terrible, torturous burden of human existence where there is all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it, existence could never be worth it for me personally, rather it's something I'd prefer to avoid no matter what, as long as I exist I'll only be hoping to finally cease existing where this existence will be no longer my problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing for death.
I've always personally wished for death, in fact it's all I'll wish and hope for no matter what, for me wanting to die is a response to existence, it's a result of being burdened with this existence I never wished for and never would have chosen. I personally see nothing desirable about existence, I see no value in suffering in this existence rather I just wish for non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten about and there is no more pain, no more cruelty, existence to me just feels like a terrible, torturous mistake and it's one I only hope for permanent peace from.

I've never had any interest in existing and I see it as a burden to suffer in this existence and have to experience anything at all, to me existence truly is just unnecessary pointless suffering there was never a need for at all that just torments existing beings until death takes away all anyway. There's so much cruelty in existing it's all just so terrible to me, I personally only see eternal sleep as appealing, falling asleep permanently would solve everything for me and save me from all future suffering in this existence I always saw as an abomination. Death truly is the only relief for me personally, I wish for this existence to finally be no longer be my problem and for me to never suffer ever again, I'll personally always see non-existence as preferable to existence no matter what, I suffer just from being conscious and find it tiring to simply exist, to never exist again is all I'll hope for and I'd always prefer to painlessly die than prolong suffering all for the sake of it just to be tormented by old age, in fact it terrifies me how a human can exist for so long, it'll always feel so cruel to me how I cannot just have the option to simply die in peace and never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer from being denied ways to just cease existing in peace.
Personally I find it so cruel and painful how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and all I wish for is to escape from it all by ceasing to exist. Non-existence is all that could ever be desirable to me, only in non-existence will I be permanently safe from all suffering with this existence finally no longer my problem, I see existence as deeply undesirable in general, existence just feels like a burden to me and I just have no interest in suffering in this existence, I never have done.

I'd personally never see value in being conscious in this existence rather I just wish to painlessly cease existing in peace with all finally forgotten about and this existence no longer my problem, it just feels so cruel to me how I cannot just painlessly die to escape from the pointless, unnecessary suffering in existing. It's just so terrible to me how there's no acceptance towards wanting death with suffering forced instead even know this existence was imposed in the first place, non-existence truly is all that can personally bring me peace. I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence, I wish to just simply escape from this existence with no more pain, no more suffering where finally nothing can concern me and all is gone, I'd always prefer to die but I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence truly will always personally feel like a mistake to me, it's one so terrible and torturous that just causes endless amounts of suffering and it's one I only wish for permanent relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never meant to suffer in this existence.
I truly was never meant to suffer in this existence and I never should have suffered at all, to exist will always be something so incredibly undesirable to me. I see it as a burden to suffer in this existence at all and more than anything I wish I was never forced into this existence, I wish this torturous, futile existence where there is all this endless suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel was never imposed. Personally I've only ever wished for death and it's all I'll wish for no matter what, I just have no interest in existing as well and I find it burdensome to be conscious and it's a burden that only ceasing to exist can personally bring me peace from, to me existing truly is just unnecessary, pointless suffering all for the sake of it and I truly was never meant for any of it.

I see human existence as an abomination that just causes so much harm until death takes away all anyway and to die in peace and never suffer again is all I personally hope for, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering in an existence that to me feels like nothing but suffering in this reality where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, only non-existence is desirable for me. Only non-existence can solve what I ultimately see as the true problem for me which is existence itself, without existence one cannot suffer in any way with nothing able to matter to them which is why I only hope to cease existing, only never existing again can solve everything for me and it's all I'm meant for, I'd always prefer to not exist but really I never should have existed at all, I find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence all for the sake of it until death takes away all anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just terrible cruelty and suffering.
I truly will always see existing as just being terrible cruelty and suffering no matter what, it's all just so torturous and painful to me and what I find so terrible is how painless death isn't accepted even know this existence causes endless amounts of suffering, the suffering this existence causes is beyond comprehension and there is literally no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they suffer in this existence. At any second existence could easily end up way more torturous and unbearable and it's all just for the sake of it, I'd always prefer to painlessly die than prolong all the suffering just to end up in a situation of way worse torture and die anyway, personally I'd only see non-existence as desirable.

Only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer and unable to be harmed in any way with this existence finally no longer my problem, to me existence truly is an abomination that just causes suffering all for the sake of until death takes away all anyway. I see existence as the most terrible tragedy and under no circumstances would I wish to be enslaved in this existence, instead I'd rather be at true permanent peace instead, I wish for permanent safety from all suffering, human existence just feels like a mistake to me and it's something so deeply undesirable that just causes so much harm. I'd always prefer to die than be conscious of this existence, only being permanently unconscious is ideal to me personally, I could never see value to being trapped in this reality where there is all this pointless, unnecessary suffering, it's all just so dreadful and terrible and I suffer so much from how painless death is denied as I just wish for relief from all this, I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

As long as I exist I'll only ever hope for death.
I truly will only ever hope for death as long as I exist, only non-existence can bring me peace from this existence that just causes so much cruelty and suffering until death takes away all anyway. For me personally ceasing to exist truly is all that's desirable, I've always and only wished for the peace of non-existence, to me it'll always be a burden to suffer in this cruel, meaningless existence where there is all this suffering all for the sake of it and it's a burden that only death can bring me relief from.

I just wish and hope for nothingness where this existence is finally all gone and no longer my concern, ceasing to exist and never suffering again truly is all that's ideal to me as after all there are no disadvantages to the peace of an dreamless, eternal sleep where this existence is no longer my concern yet there is no limit as to how torturous the suffering this existence can get. I just find it so burdensome having to exist and experience anything in general, the way I see it existence just creates suffering all for the sake of it and problems there was never a need for and to cease existing would take it all away for me. I wish to be permanently unconscious incapable of suffering and as long as I exist it's all I hope for, I have no interest in suffering in this existence and I find it terrifying how a human can exist for so long, I always feel so tired of existing and simply just existing truly is enough to make me wish for death, I'll always wish for the peace of non-existence no matter what which is why I suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to save me from all future unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
Personally I truly do find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this existence just to be tortured and die in agony from old age. To me old age truly does just sound like extreme torture and suffering, I see it as horrific how there isn't the option to be euthanised to escape from this and prevent pointless suffering as a result as I'd never wish for any of this and I never wished to exist in the first place. For me personally non-existence is all I could ever see as desirable, I just wish for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where I'm finally free from the terrible, torturous burden of human existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I personally just don't see any benefit of suffering until old age and I have no interest in such either rather it's something I'd prefer to avoid no matter what, it's something I only wish to escape from, human existence will always feel like a mistake and abomination to me and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope to never exist again. I wish to be permanently unconscious where none of this can concern me, I'd personally always prefer die painlessly than suffer all for the sake of it just to end up way more tortured and tormented just to die anyway, death truly is the only relief for me in this horrific reality and I suffer so much from how I simply cannot just die in peace to escape from the torture of human existence, I'll always find it dreadful to exist and I have so much dread for what lies ahead, to me existing truly is just waiting to die, I only hope for non-existence, it's all I could ever see as desirable no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is futile.
No matter what I'll always see existing as so futile, it's just pointless suffering all for the sake of it until death takes away all anyway, personally I see no benefit to being conscious in this existence at all rather such always feels like a terrible mistake to me. I'd always prefer to cease existing than suffer in this existence there was never a need for at all that just brought pain until death takes away all anyway, I'd never wish to suffer in this futile existence where there's so much cruelty and I just don't find it desirable to exist in general, rather I see existence as such an pointless, unnecessary burden and if I don't exist then none of this can concern me which is why to permanently cease existing is all I could ever wish for.

I only hope for non-existence where this futile existence that I see as having no function but to bring suffering until death takes away all anyway is finally no longer my problem, I only wish to be permanently unconscious incapable of suffering in anyway. I see existing as nothing more than just waiting to die where eventually all will be gone and forgotten about anyway which is why I see so much cruelty in how painless death is denied as I'd never wish to prolong all this futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it when there are no disadvantages to permanently ceasing to exist. If I'm gone then nothing can concern me which is why I only hope to never exist again, I wish for the absence of all suffering and cruelty, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer in this futile existence and all will finally be gone for me which is why it's all I wish for, there are no disadvantages to no longer being conscious in this existence I never would have wished for and never would have chosen and under no circumstances would I wish to be burdened with this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Human existence just feels like enslavement to me.
It truly does as after all I was forced to suffer in this existence yet I cannot just have the option to just painlessly cease existing in peace to free myself from it all, it's just so cruel and horrible to me how I cannot just free myself from the imposition of existence. I suffer so much from how I lack the option to just painlessly die and never exist ever again, human existence feels like enslavement as after all an existence of pointless suffering that just leads to decay and death anyway was forced with suffering seen as to prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards not wishing for it.

There's just so much cruelty in how there's no acceptance towards preferring non-existence as I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what especially as there are no disadvantages to painlessly ceasing to exist yet there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel in this existence I always saw as a terrible, tragic mistake, to me human existence really is just suffering all for the sake of it, I see existing as so pointless and undesirable. I see it as a burden to be conscious and have to experience anything at all, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence that was completely unnecessary and there was never a need for, death is what I hope for but really I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I was never burdened and enslaved in this existence, only in non-existence can nothing can concern me and I'll be unable to suffer which is why permanently ceasing to exist is all I wish and hope for. I've suffered too much for too long in this existence I never would have wished for, to cease existing in peace where all is finally forgotten about is all that can personally bring me any relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is the only relief for me.
No matter what the only relief for me truly could ever only lie in death, I wish for non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more cruelty, no more suffering, I've suffered so much for far too long in this existence and I really never should have suffered at all. I find it such a terrible tragedy to suffer in this existence there was never a need for that was imposed that just caused endless amounts of cruelty and torment all for the sake of it, for me existence itself will always feel like the ultimate problem that only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from.

I'd never wish to suffer in this existence I just saw as causing nothing but harm and I personally see no value to suffering in this harmful existence that just torments existing beings until death takes away all anyway. Personally I'd always prefer to not exist and non-existence is all I wish for, only in death will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I'll wish for, I'd always prefer the permanency of never existing again over the cruelty and futility of suffering in this existence all for the sake of it. I know I'll only be at peace when nothing can concern me and this existence is finally no longer my problem, only in the absence of existence will I be unable to suffer which is why I only wish and hope for nothingness, I wish to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues with me just wishing to be gone, as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for the relief that only permanently ceasing to exist can bring me, I'll always be so tired of suffering in this existence I never would have chose.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing, in fact existence can very easily get way more torturous and unbearable at any moment, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me. I wish I could just die in peace and finally never suffer ever again, personally I could never see value in being enslaved in this hellish reality capable of suffering to endless and unlimited amounts, to me existence truly is an abomination, no matter what existence will always feel like such a terrible mistake to me that just torments existing beings until death takes away all anyway.

Personally I'd never wish to exist and I'd prefer to permanently cease existing no matter what, I'm always so tired of being trapped in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer and it terrifies me how a human can exist for so long. I see human existence as the most cruel, futile burden that just causes endless amounts of suffering, I never would have chosen or wished for any of this and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope to be permanently free from the cruelty of existing, I only wish for the peace of never suffering ever again but of course I wish this existence was never imposed. I wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence more than anything but of course this cruel existence just continues, I wish painless death is accessible for me as it would save me from so much suffering and if I'm permanently unconscious I cannot suffer in any way, there cannot be any suffering in non-existence, all suffering is ultimately as a result of existence itself after all and I only hope and wish to be permanently free from it all, I just want peace from all the cruelty in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feels so cruel how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.
It truly does always feel so cruel how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep as never existing ever again really is all I hope and wish for, I'm always so tired of suffering in this futile, torturous existence I never would have wished for. As long as I exist I'll only ever hope to sleep permanently and forget about it all, I wish I could just choose to lose consciousness and never suffer in this existence ever again, to me existing truly is just pointless suffering all for the sake of it.

I wish to just die in peace but of course the suffering just continues with me enslaved in this existence I never would have chose, for me eternal sleep truly is always preferable to all this terrible, unnecessary suffering in this existence that there was never a need for. Existence just feels like a mistake to me, existence just feels like a problem that only never existing ever again can bring me peace from, eternal sleep would solve everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer. There's no suffering in what I see as ideal which is non-existence yet this existence that can continue for so long can easily get so much more unbearable and torturous at any moment, for me personally death truly is the only peace and relief. I only hope to painlessly cease existing and never think or feel anything again, I wish to just fall asleep permanently and it's all I'll wish for no matter what, existing will always feel so incredibly undesirable for me, in fact existence itself will always be the true problem to me and all I hope and wish for is the peace of an eternal sleep where this existence is finally all gone, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me existence itself is the true problem.
It really is as after all it's the source of all suffering and ultimate cause of all that torments existing beings, I'll always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence that was completely unnecessary that there was never a need for at all. More than anything I wish I never suffered in this existence, I wish I was never forced into this existence, to me existence is such a cruel imposition that just causes harm until death takes away all anyway. It's all just so dreadful to me, I find existence to be the most horrific tragedy that just brings and causes suffering all for the sake of it and what is so terrifying is how there is no limit as to how unbearable it can get existing can easily get way more torturous at any moment and it can continue for so long as well.

It terrifies me how a human can exist for so long in this reality where there is all this endless cruelty and suffering, I wish for the option to just painlessly die in peace so I can permanently escape from what I see as the ultimate problem. If I don't exist I cannot suffer which is why to permanently cease existing is all I wish for, what I see as the true problem is existence itself and simply just existing is enough on it's own to make me wish for death. My wish to die is a result of existence and I find it so burdensome to be conscious and have to experience anything at all, existing will always be a deeply undesirable pointless burden I never would have wished for and never would have chose, I'd never wish to exist, to me personally human existence truly does just feel like a mistake and it's one I'd never wish for as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for death.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always find it a burden to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it a burden to exist, it's so burdensome to have to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts without the option to just painlessly die in peace. To me existing truly is just terrible cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, the way I see it existence truly does cause nothing but harm until death takes away all anyway.

All I wish for is to painlessly die in peace and never suffer ever again but of course I am enslaved in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts, I'd never wish to suffer in this horrific world no matter what rather I just want nothingness. I find it so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed even know there was never a need for it and was all completely unnecessary, I see existence as a burden that just causes nothing but suffering, there's so much suffering in this terrible, unnecessary existence that just torments existing beings and it can easily get way more torturous at any moment in fact the amount of suffering this existence causes is beyond comprehension. It's all just so horrifying, existence to me is the most horrific tragedy but in general I just find it a burden to be conscious at all, as long as I exist I'll suffer and only wish to be permanently unconscious incapable of suffering in any way, for me non-existence is the only peace which is why I suffer so much from being unable to simply cease existing, it brings me so much pain how I cannot just have the option to die peacefully to save myself from all future suffering in this existence I always saw as a burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

The wish to never exist ever again.
All I personally hope for is to never suffer in this existence ever again, I just wish for permanent relief from this existence that was unfortunately imposed in the first place, only once I'm free from this cruel, futile existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering will I be at peace. For me there could never be any peace in this horrific world where there is no limit as to how much agony one can be feel, to simply be conscious is such a dreadful, torturous burden and it's something I'd never personally wish for rather I just wish to never exist again instead.

For me non-existence is all that's desirable, it's all I've wished for, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer and unable to be harmed in any way, I'd always prefer to cease existing than prolong all the suffering in this dreadful, unnecessary existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake in the first place just to be to tortured by old age. Personally I just have no interest in being burdened with this existence as well and see human existence as enslavement, I'm so tired of being enslaved in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer without the option to just painlessly die in peace and never exist ever again. Personally I only hope for peace from this existence, I only wish for the peace of never suffering again where all is gone and forgotten for me, existence will always feel like a mistake that just causes so much pain until death takes away all anyway, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want nothingness, permanently ceasing to exist truly is all I see as ideal.

 

[FuneralCry]

Should be able to simply die in peace.
I truly should have the option to just simply die in peace to finally escape from this cruel, futile existence but of course the suffering just continues instead, I see so much cruelty in how painless death is denied, it's just horrific to me how euthanasia is denied for humans even know there is literally no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they suffer in this torturous, futile existence. And this existence was imposed in the first place so it feels so cruel how I cannot just have the option to finally free myself from it even know I was forced into this existence which caused so much unnecessary suffering as a result, no matter what I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence.

I'd never wish for something as harmful as existence where there is endless cruelty and suffering yet no disadvantages to never existing again. I just don't see it as desirable to exist at all so I should be able to just painlessly die so I can finally be relieved from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have chosen and never would have wished for that just causes pain and problems there was never even a need for at all. Personally I see no value to being conscious in this existence rather I just hope for nothingness, I wish to painlessly die and never exist again, I wish to be permanently unconscious with all finally forgotten about for me. I never would have wished to be enslaved in this existence, without the option to just peacefully die human existence will always be enslavement to me no matter what and I'm always so tired of it all, eternal sleep truly is all that can personally bring me peace, it'd solve everything for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer and to never suffer is all I hope for.

 

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Death is preferable for me.
No matter what I'd always prefer to die, death truly is always preferable for me than suffering in this terrible, torturous existence where there is all this endless cruelty, I'd always prefer to not exist and only see non-existence as desirable anyway, I only hope to never exist ever again. Existence to me is just something so dreadful, undesirable and unnecessary that just causes pain, human existence will always feel like a mistake to me.

I see it as something so terrible to be conscious enslaved in this existence capable of suffering to endless and unlimited amounts just to be tortured by old age and die anyway, I'd always prefer to cease existing as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering again as well. I only hope for permanent peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing, only eternal sleep can personally bring me the relief I search for, I'd always prefer to permanently cease existing but really I never should have suffered in this existence at all. I wish this existence was never imposed at all but now that I continue to suffer in this existence non-existence truly is all I could ever hope for, I wish for a painless death to save me from all unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have chose and never would have wished for. I'll always find it deeply undesirable to exist no matter what, I'd always choose to painlessly not exist than suffer so unnecessarily all for the sake of it just to risk experiencing way worse torture at any moment, it truly terrifies me how a human can suffer in this existence for so long, the thought of suffering until old age is horrific to me, I just want to painlessly die in peace and never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so dreadful how I had to exist.
I truly do find it so dreadful how I had to exist even know there was never a need for this futile, unnecessary existence at all with their being no suffering in never existing at all yet there is no limit as to how unbearable the torture of existing can get. I wish I was never forced into this existence where there is all this pointless suffering, I wish I was never forced to suffer all for the sake of it in this cruel, torturous existence that I never would have chose and as long as I exist I'll only ever wish and hope for death, I just have so much dread for what lies ahead.

I wish to just simply die in peace and finally forget about it all, I wish to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep where this existence is finally no longer my problem, I see existence as an unnecessary harm that just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it. I'll always see existence as an abomination no matter what and I was never meant for any of this, I never should have suffered, to be forced into this existence will always be a terrible tragedy to me, I find it dreadful and tiring to simply be conscious in this existence, I just wish painless death is accessible to save me from all future suffering. I wish to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, existence will always feel like a mistake to me, I see existence itself as the ultimate problem and it's a problem that only permanently ceasing to exist could ever bring me peace and relief from, ceasing to exist would solve everything for me, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering, nothing would make me wish to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.
For me non-existence is all I could see as positive, I just wish to never suffer again in this existence I always saw as a terrible tragedy in the first place. Non-existence is all that's positive to me as after all if I'm dead then nothing can concern me and this existence is finally no longer my problem, I'd always prefer to die than to be trapped and enslaved in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts and I just find it a burden to exist in general, it's a burden so dreadful and torturous that has only ever caused me to suffer.

I just find it deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence, I always have done and always will do no matter what, there's just so much cruelty in existing and it can easily get way more unbearable at any moment which is why non-existence is all that's positive for me. I wish for the absence of existence where there is no more suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me as it removes what I ultimately see as the true problem which is existence itself. Without existence I cannot suffer, there cannot be any suffering in non-existence and to me existence feels like nothing but suffering, I suffer simply from being conscious in this futile, cruel existence I never would have wished for and never would have chosen. I just don't see value to existing as well rather I see it as an unnecessary torturous burden that just causes and brings pain, non-existence is all I've personally wished for, to never suffer ever again where all is finally forgotten about and I cannot suffer in any way is all that could be positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never saw existence as something desirable in the first place.
I truly did never see existence as something desirable rather I see it as the opposite, I've never wished for existence, never would have chose it and wish I never existed at all more than anything, simply existing at all will always be something so dreadful to me personally, what I ultimately have a problem with is existence itself. I find it a burden to be conscious having to think, feel and experience anything at all and I suffer simply from existing, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death on it's own, to me human existence just feels like a mistake.

To exist is something completely unnecessary there was never a need for and it can easily get way more unbearable at any moment, to me existing is just pointless suffering and never existing at all would have saved me from all this suffering, I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I never became aware of the futile, torturous imposition of existence. And what is so terrible and cruel to me is how there's no acceptance towards preferring non-existence over all this suffering, human existence just feels like enslavement as I was forced into it and I cannot just have the option to painlessly die in peace. I wish to just simply cease existing in peace as I see existence as deeply undesirable in every way, I have no interest in suffering in this existence and would always prefer to permanently cease existing no matter what, I'll only be at peace when I'm permanently unconscious with this existence finally no longer my problem, for me the only relief truly could lie in ceasing to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer exist, peace for me could only lie in being permanently unable to suffer where this existence is all forgotten about and no longer my concern, I suffer simply from existing and I'll suffer until death takes away all anyway. I never should have suffered in this existence at all and I wish I never did more than anything, for me death truly is the only peace, I only hope to be permanently unconscious incapable of suffering and incapable of being harmed in any way, I truly was never meant for something as torturous and meaningless as existence that just brings and causes all this endless suffering and I find it such a burden to simply exist.

I wish I never had to suffer all for the sake of it but now that I do and have done for so long all I can hope for is the peace of never existing again, I'll only be at peace when this existence is all gone and forgotten about, an eternal, dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering truly is all I personally wish for. I just want relief from this existence I never would have chosen that only ever brought me pain, for me peace could never lie in this torturous, futile existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel rather it's the opposite, I find it dreadful to simply exist and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just hope for nothingness where all is finally gone, non-existence truly is the only peace for me personally and it's all I hope for no matter what, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never having any interest in suffering in this existence.
I've personally never had any interest in suffering in this existence, I just want peace instead, I find it such a futile and torturous burden to have to exist at all, under no circumstances would I wish for existence but rather I just wish for nothingness. I wish for all to be gone and forgotten about for me, I just don't see anything appealing about being conscious in this existence at all rather I see existence as something very unnecessary that just creates pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for and I just don't have any interest in it as well. For me non-existence is all that's desirable and could ever be no matter what, I only hope to never suffer in this existence again but more than anything I wish I never suffered, I never should have been forced into existence.

I just wish for peace from being burdened with this existence, to me existence itself just feels like the problem, it's the source of all suffering after all, what I ultimately have a problem with is existence, I find it deeply undesirable to exist and I just don't have any interest in existing as well. Simply just being conscious is enough to make me wish for death, only eternal, dreamless sleep is all I hope for, I personally don't see value in being conscious and having to experience anything at all, I'd always prefer to painlessly cease existing than suffer for the sake of it in this existence I never would have chose just to be tormented by old age, for me painless death will always be preferable to being trapped in this existence I never would have chose and never had any interest in, I just want to painlessly die and never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence will save me from all pointless suffering.
And that is why to permanently cease existing is all I hope for as after all only when I no longer exist will I be unable to suffer in any way, only non-existence can save me from this existence of pointless suffering that I never would have wished for and never would have chosen in the first place. I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, I'd always prefer the peace of never existing ever again over being trapped in this existence that only ever brought me pain that there was never a need for at all.

I personally find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake with no limit as to how much agony they can feel, all I hope for is to die in peace and never exist ever again, permanently ceasing to exist truly would solve everything for me as after all it removes the source of all suffering in the first place. Under no circumstances would I wish to suffer and I find it such a dreadful, torturous burden just being conscious at all, existence truly is an abomination to me, something as harmful and futile as human existence that just leads to decay and death anyway always feels like a mistake to me personally and it's one that only permanent non-existence could ever bring me peace from. I never should have been forced into this existence and I certainly never should have suffered at all but now I do all I can hope for is the peace of never existing again, I wish for non-existence to save me from all pointless and unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me personally existence will always be an abomination.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this cruel, futile existence, death truly is always preferable for me than all this terrible suffering and cruelty. The way I see it human existence is such a torturous unnecessary burden that was imposed even know there was never a need for any of it at all and there were no disadvantages to never suffering at all, under no circumstances would I wish for the burden of being enslaved in this existence but rather I just want peace instead, I only hope and wish for eternal nothingness where I cannot suffer in any way and all is finally gone for me.

I'd always prefer to die painlessly where nothing can concern me in any way than to be trapped in this reality where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to die tortured by old age, to me existence truly is enslavement as after all this existence of pointless suffering was forced yet I cannot just have the option to painlessly free myself from it in peace. Existence will always feel like an abomination to me and it's an abomination that just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it until death takes away all anyway, existence truly will always be the most terrible, horrific tragedy to me and it's something I wish I never became aware of more than anything, I wish I was never forced to suffer, I'd always prefer to die but only never being conscious of the abomination that is existence at all is truly ideal to me, nothing would make me wish to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for non-existence, to never exist again is truly all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

It terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long in this existence.
It truly does terrify me how a human can suffer so long in this existence with no limit as to how much agony they can feel, I really wish there's acceptance towards preferring non-existence over all this pointless suffering as I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence no matter what. I'd rather prevent suffering by ceasing to exist than prolong it all for the sake of it just to be tormented by old age, I just don't see value to existing at all, I just don't see anything desirable about being conscious in this existence rather such is a burden I never would have wished for and never would have chosen that only ever caused me to suffer, existence truly is the most terrible, horrific tragedy to me.

I wish to just simply die in peace where nothing can finally concern me but of course the suffering continues with me trapped in this cruel, futile existence, there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible to me, the thought of suffering for much longer just to be tortured by old age is so horrifying to me. I'd never wish for that, old age just sounds like extreme immense agony to me, I'd never wish to suffer so extremely in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I never wished to suffer at all, under no circumstances would I wish for human existence and I suffer so much from how I cannot just simply die in peace to save myself from suffering in this existence I never would have chosen. I always have so much dread for what lies ahead and I suffer simply from existing, what I ultimately have a problem with is existence itself and as long as I exist I'll only hope for death, I wish for the peace of never existing ever again.