Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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To cease existing is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope and wish for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible and I just wish I never existed.

I really never should had suffered at all in this existence I never would had chose but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result is just always the most terrible tragedy to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

I just want to never exist ever again and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, only non-existence can bring me any peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want all to be gone for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all just so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is just waiting to die.
To me existing truly is just waiting to die and I just suffer so much from waiting for death in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence.

I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, I'll just always see it as so futile to exist, to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is an eternal sleep.

I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful, torturous existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll just always and only see existing as waiting to die. It's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence, it's just all so cruel to me and there's so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll only be at peace once I never suffer ever again, non-existence is just the only relief and peace for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, to me existence will always be an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as an abomination torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally all is gone and nothing in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence can concern me and I suffer simply from existing. It's just all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything and I just suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so cruel and painful to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway and there's just so much suffering in existing, it really is just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it painful to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so painful to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain of this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues.

I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this deeply undesirable, futile existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and I always wish I never existed, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most cruel, torturous burden.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most cruel, torturous burden to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel and dreadful to me.

I wish I never existed more than anything but of course all the suffering just continues and it's so dreadful to me how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish to permanently cease existing where this dreadful, futile existence is finally all forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence that just causes and brings suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful, futile existence where I just hope and wait to be gone, non-existence is just all that's desirable to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is just all I hope for in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is the only peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, futile existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I'll just always and only see existing as just being suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer all for the sake of it. I'll just always see existence as the most cruel mistake that just causes harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be free from it, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is to never exist again, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I just never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence I never would wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to never wake again.

All I wish for is an eternal sleep where this painful, dreadful existence is all gone but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel to me, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I wish for is eternal sleep.

I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish to exist, for me non-existence just is the only relief and I'll only be at peace in permanent non-existence, I'd never wish for this painful existence of suffering all for the sake of it rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to never exist again but of course all the pain of existing just continues, as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I want all to be forgotten for me, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this futile, torturous existence more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues.

It's all so dreadful and cruel to me, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything. All I want is to never exist again but of course the pain of this dreadful, futile existence just continues and I'll always find it so painful to be conscious suffering in this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me any relief from this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting to disappear.
To disappear from this cruel, dreadful existence really is all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel to me, there's just so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to disappear, I just want this existence to be all forgotten, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake.

I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to dissappear with all gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so painful, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never suffer again. I just wish for non-existence to finally solve everything for me and bring me peace, I always wish and hope to erase this existence like I never suffered as all I wish for is no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, all I want is to disappear and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to disappear from this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

It's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten about and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I just always see it as so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence I always saw as a mistake where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone, I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to decay and die anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just wish for some peace from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is so harmful causing endless amounts of suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful existence more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope to permanently cease existing, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is gone and finally nothing can concern me and I suffer simply from existing.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, it just causes harm and suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, for me non-existence is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, all I wish for is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any relief and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to not exist and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, to me existence really is the most torturous, dreadful burden and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this existence is finally all gone and I can be at peace, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake causing all this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll just only be at peace in non-existence.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all gone but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's all so terrible and I'd just never wish to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I hope for, I'd just always prefer to not exist but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll only be at peace in non-existence. All I want is to never wake, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake that I just never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist. I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this futile, dreadful existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence.
I really do always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing peacefully to finally escape from the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's all so cruel to me, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I really am just always so tired of suffering and I'll suffer as long as I'm conscious burdened with this existence, it really is all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly is just only suffering to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer ever again.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from suffering I search for, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just tortures existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from. I just want to never exist again and I'll suffer as long as I'm burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish for any of this.
I really would never wish for any of this and I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence and I'll just always see it as the most dreadful burden to exist.

To me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I'll always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered, in this existence where there's all this suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel existence and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, I'd never wish to exist at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence destined to decay and die anyway and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it truly is all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to exist, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily no matter what, it's all just so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is so much suffering in existing and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing.

I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible and cruel to me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone,

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never existed, I'll just always see existence as an abomination torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and all I want is to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to sleep permanently, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
Non-existence really is all I hope for, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this torturous existence is all gone and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty just continues and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I'd just never wish for any of this, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me any peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just want to never exist ever again, I'm just always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this suffering, cruelty and harm as a result, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
I really will only be at peace in non-existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, to me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and only non-existence can bring me any.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll only wish for non-existence, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence and to me existing is just only suffering, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I'll just only be at peace in non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see this dreadful, futile existence as only suffering, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just always so tired.
I truly am always so tired and it's the kind of tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is some peace from this dreadful, futile existence, I just want to never wake again.

For me non-existence really is the only relief in this torturous, cruel existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and I'm always so tired of it all and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I'm always so tired of, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather I just want to not exist.

I just wish for true permanent peace from this existence that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing, I suffer so much as a result of this existence I'm always so tired of and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I'll always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence no matter what, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, all that existence does is just cause suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and it's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of the torturous abomination of existence, I'd just never wish for any of this and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed and I suffer simply from existing. It's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this dreadful, futile existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence that to me is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
I really will always see existence as the most cruel, dreadful abomination just causing and bringing all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, all that existence does is cause suffering, to me existence really will always feel like a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from this abomination and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's all so cruel, torturous and terrible and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the abomination of existence and I suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again.

I really will only be at peace in eternal sleep where this abomination is all gone and forgotten, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this futile, undesirable existence is all forgotten and finally I can be at peace, all I want is to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake ever again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish for any of this.
I really would just never wish for any of this and I wish I never suffered more than anything rather all I want is to not exist and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and futile where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me some peace and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, I just wish I never existed more than anything and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, it's all just so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to die than suffer.
No matter what I'd prefer to die than suffer in this painful, torturous existence, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than be enslaved in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me any relief from the terrible, dreadful cruel abomination of existence where I just hope to be gone and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, it's just all so dreadful and painful and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen, for me non-existence really is always preferable and is just all I see as desirable in this torturous, dreadful existence where there is no limit as to hoe much one can be tortured and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily, to cease existing is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again and I suffer so much from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake no matter what, it's all so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always feel like a mistake to me.
It really will just always feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I'd just always prefer to not exist but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's so terrible to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from. It just feels like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and painful to me and I'll always find it so painful to exist, I just want some peace, I just want to sleep, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence I never would had wished for, I'll just always see existence as the problem, existing to me will always be only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

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Always seeing existence as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an unnecessary harm and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

As long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where this dreadful, futile existence is finally all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm hoping and waiting to be gone and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, it's all so cruel and dreadful. All that existence does is just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is true permanent peace, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for this torturous, harmful existence rather all I want is to never wake, I just wish for peace from all the pain and suffering in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me any relief.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence with this dreadful, torturous existence all forgotten about.

I just want to never exist again, all I see as desirable is an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally nothing can concern me and I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want to never wake and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently.

I just wish for permanent relief from the pain and suffering of existing and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, I only hope and wish to never wake again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the problem and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than be conscious suffering in this existence suffering so unnecessarily.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so torturous, dreadful and undesirable and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from this dreadful existence that to me is just waiting to die and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any relief from the suffering of existing and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and painful to me, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always an unnecessary harm.
It truly is always an unnecessary harm to me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this harmful, cruel existence where I just hope and wait to be gone, I'd just never wish to suffer in this harmful, cruel existence rather all I want is to never wake again. I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily and to me existing will always be only suffering, it's all so cruel, dreadful and painful and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just find peace from this dreadful, harmful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.