How do you feel right now?

[Kit1]

In absolute agony. The pain is too much to bear and I refuse to go to the NHS for support.

 

[cheese.out]

Absolutely tired and awful. Opioids are the only thing making me feel smth. Just wanna sleep forever but cant bring myself to try to ctb again

 

[Kit1]

Probably dissociated.

 

[moshimoshi]

Really nauseous and a deep pit in my stomach. So full of regret and anguish. If I look away from my screen for even a minute everything painful comes rushing back and it feels like I'll have a heart attack

 

[Mirrory Me]

Bored.

 

[terra.nuvo]

Kinda like a horrible person and lonely

 

[Ash]

Guilty and insensitive and clumsy and rude

 

[sserafim]

Nothing

 

[Softwind]

I feel guilt and disgust. I also feel insecure and incompetent.

 

[Tact]

Why will they wonder why I didn't say it earlier?

 

[Blurry_Buildings]

In pain. Isolated.

The pain never ends.

 

[moshimoshi]

Want to die slowly want to die I want to tear apart every inch of my body until I'm in pure agony for the rest of eternity

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

In the yearning mode of my yearning/anxiety duo from my limerence. It's going quite well, and by quite well I mean that my heart is sinking to the bottom to the point where even when I'm standing up it feels like it's still being weighted down, probably by how much I suck.

 

[Ash]

Another day, another migraine. FML.

 

[ihateearth]

I wish I was dead already. Hate being alive every day

 

[InversedShadow]

relaxed while listening to peaceful music, it felt a bit like a solitude

 

[Ash]

TFW you've lost enough blood to feel dizzy and generally rubbish but nowhere near enough to sleep, perchance to dream... Have I said FML yet today?

 

[bieatmania]

there's just so few things that keeps me alive, it's only things I care about and it's a weak grip to life that keeps me alive.
I wish I had things like friends or comfy place I can go when I want to pass the time. and ability to enjoy them and appreciate them. I have no interests to socializing but loneliness just grows on and on after 6 years of Isolation.

 

[JaJu]

a bit in a daze and disbelief that this is real life... the longing desire to just heal and rest peacefully, but knowing the reality that I have to return to "real life" whether my health is fully recovered or not to get back into the daily grind. Just slaving away...

 

[jujujr]

Just came back here because things are getting worse. I can't keep going anymore. Want to CTB soon but idk what to do

 

[Meteora]

I feel truly horrible. Got a runny, clogged nose, headache.... and I feel needy.
I don't know wheather it is the hayfever or a cold.
I just wished I was dead, I feel lonely, isolated and sad.
My "mother" keeps telling me she loved me and was sooooo happy when I was born... there's something amiss..... if everything was so wonderful and easy as she says, why do I feel this way?

 

[slightoverlooked]

exhausted but in a good way! have been using the time at the beginning of the semester to just meet up with lots of friends and go to as many social events as possible lmao!

 

[Kit1]

Struggling - mentally and physically.

 

[Meteora]

I have a cold or hayfever, don't know, and that makes everything worse.

 

[Ash]

Didn't sleep well so tired.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

I took 3 lorazepam and I feel slightly better. Slightly. Better than nothing.

 

[Ash]

Extremely breathless after the arduous task of ... moving the wheelie bin a couple of feet back into place. I suspect I've lost too much blood from SH recently. Part of me wants to see what will happen if I keep losing blood in significant but regular amounts. The rest of me is facepalming.

 

[Kit1]

Drained. Physically weak. Emotionally empty. Dizzy. Nauseous. Lots of empty noise.

 

[JaJu]

Fatigued, boggled down with so many things to complete before deadline, but a tiny bit hopeful and relieved with the sickness improving and days off work extended.

 

[Eudaimonic]

Sad, anxious, bored, stressed, tired, ashamed, hopeless.