Help How to make SN quieter and more effective?

[alltoomuch2]

How are you feeling now?

 

[hematomatema]

No pain despite no pain relievers? That is interesting. Maybe bc such a low dose

Probably but tbf I did feel something in my stomach but it wasn't rly pain, just "weirdness"

How are you feeling now?

I still have to take deep breaths. Not sick anymore but any movement (typing included) is exhausting

 

[waistcoat]

i hope you find your peace, one way or another. sorry that i only just came upon this thread - i wish you a peaceful crossing.

 

[hematomatema]

Breathing is not getting easier or harder

 

[alltoomuch2]

Probably but tbf I did feel something in my stomach but it wasn't rly pain, just "weirdness"

I still have to take deep breaths. Not sick anymore but any movement (typing included) is exhausting

It may take several days for the SN to leave your system and longer for the signs to resolve. Not sure that's gonna be great for your brain and other organs. You really sure you don't wanna call emergency services? You can do the "learned my lesson, was really scared, won't do it again" thing.

 

[hematomatema]

Can't call unfortunately + trying again later so won't matter in long run

 

[waistcoat]

i wish you the best of luck for later tonight. if you end up not doing the rest later, please make sure you drink lots and lots of water, this will help expedite the process of removing the sn from your system.

 

[dontlook]

Can't call unfortunately + trying again later so won't matter in long run

When do you think you'll attempt again?

 

[hematomatema]

When do you think you'll attempt again?

3-5 hours maybe

 

[dontlook]

3-5 hours maybe

Weren't you worried about your family interrupting you?

 

[hematomatema]

Just said to them I don't feel well and if I can stay home today which they no doubt will say yes to so I get one more day to pull off

 

[dontlook]

Oh, well hopefully that means you won't have to feel so rushed/worried about the noise as before

 

[hematomatema]

Must admit it is very cold body wrapped up in multiple blankets and still freezing but window open so I guess make sense

 

[waistcoat]

Must admit it is very cold body wrapped up in multiple blankets and still freezing but window open so I guess make sense

the cold you're feeling will be exacerbated by the poison in your system. wrap up warm, maybe drink a warm drink. you deserve to be comfy in your final moments.

 

[hematomatema]

the cold you're feeling will be exacerbated by the poison in your system. wrap up warm, maybe drink a warm drink. you deserve to be comfy in your final moments.

Well these definitely aren't final moments yet haha at least not for another 3 hours at least. Small headache now unsurprisingly

 

[dontlook]

Must admit it is very cold body wrapped up in multiple blankets and still freezing but window open so I guess make sense

Low O2 can make you feel numb at the edges {or worse depending). Just monitor your symptoms and hopefully you can close the window soon and warm back up

 

[waistcoat]

Well these definitely aren't final moments yet haha at least not for another 3 hours at least. Small headache now unsurprisingly

you still deserve to be comfy :) and, fwiw, i'd consider your last 3 hours part of your final moments.

 

[rozeske]

It might be better to call emergency services. Depriving your organs oxygen but not enough to die is dangerous and possibly irreversible.

 

[hematomatema]

Nah I should be all good. Woke up and I feel a bit better, no issues with breathing but everything feels a little "tight" if that makes sense. Headache dissipated. No more vomiting. Means I can retry in an hour or two provided my parents aren't back then.

 

[lacustra]

I can retry in an hour or two

Do you really want to? This is the time for that decision. Don't allow yourself to be pressured into this.

 

[hematomatema]

Do you really want to? This is the time for that decision. Don't allow yourself to be pressured into this.

Yeah I'm sure about it but will probably do it tonight rather than in 1 or 2 hrs, is easier that way

 

[alltoomuch2]

Nah I should be all good. Woke up and I feel a bit better, no issues with breathing but everything feels a little "tight" if that makes sense. Headache dissipated. No more vomiting. Means I can retry in an hour or two provided my parents aren't back then.

Can I ask, and please don't take offence, are you over 18?

 

[hematomatema]

Can I ask, and please don't take offence, are you over 18?

Yeah I am DW, have planned this for a while

 

[commongardensnailll]

Can you update us if you decide to try again?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you. update us as desired

 

[hematomatema]

Can you update us if you decide to try again?

Will do, will be in around 12 hours or so if I don't fall asleep before then
Additionally if anyone's got any tips to mask the taste and aftertaste of SN it'd be much appreciated because it's almost enough to put me off the idea entirely

 

[alltoomuch2]

Will do, will be in around 12 hours or so if I don't fall asleep before then
Additionally if anyone's got any tips to mask the taste and aftertaste of SN it'd be much appreciated because it's almost enough to put me off the idea entirely

I remember someone saying they used haribo Tangfastics after.

 

[waistcoat]

hey, sorry to hear your first attempt didn't go as planned. before trying again, please make doubly sure this is what you want to do, there is no shame if you don't go ahead, it's brave to admit that it's not your time just yet.

based on the provided timeline you've given here, i will most likely be asleep by the time you have stated you will reattempt; in the event of that, please know that you are in my thoughts and I wish you the best in whatever it is you decide to do and that you may find peace.

 

[hematomatema]

I remember someone saying they used haribo Tangfastics after.

Fuck, would've been a good idea. I ended up just grabbing a pack of tictacs earlier, hope it works just as well although I have to make sure I don't choke on it when I get dizzy I guess

hey, sorry to hear your first attempt didn't go as planned. before trying again, please make doubly sure this is what you want to do, there is no shame if you don't go ahead, it's brave to admit that it's not your time just yet.

based on the provided timeline you've given here, i will most likely be asleep by the time you have stated you will reattempt; in the event of that, please know that you are in my thoughts and I wish you the best in whatever it is you decide to do and that you may find peace.

Unfortunately I gotta do it now, is my time, but thanks for the kind words

 

[dontlook]

Fuck, would've been a good idea. I ended up just grabbing a pack of tictacs earlier, hope it works just as well although I have to make sure I don't choke on it when I get dizzy I guess

Unfortunately I gotta do it now, is my time, but thanks for the kind words

You're doing it now? I hope you're certain and that it goes smoothly this time