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Leonszabs

Leonszabs

Fortnite Expert
Aug 12, 2025
56
Hi everyone, I'm a 23 year old trans guy who loves playing Fortnite and drinking sweet tea. Currently studying zoology and I love to write as well. I'm from the US and I have some mental disorders, but I take one day at a time.
 
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renaxx

renaxx

ㅠㅅㅠ
Jul 30, 2025
26
Hi, I'm 18F
I enjoy listening to music and reading books. I also really love cats.
I'm not a native speaker, but I can speak some english and have a translator.
I recently found this site and I'm looking for someone to chat with. If anyone wants to talk, feel free to PM me.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
101
D
Hi I'm 23 f UK, I have autism and BPD,
I have tried recovery many times and things just get worse for me not better so I do plan to ctb (no date planned as of yet)

I'm happy to make friends for the time I will be here
My hobbies used to be fine arts but lately nothing is interesting me.
I'm a good listener and ear for venting, nice to meet you all ❤️
Do you have discord
 
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Tattz66

Tattz66

Member
Aug 10, 2025
24
Hi everyone, im Matt and im 27 from UK. From next week I won't be here anymore so im looking to connect with people from all over. I like watching Horrors, being out in nature (the woods are my favourite,) going to the gym and getting tattoos. Hmu :)
 
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suicidalbnuy

Member
Jun 17, 2025
10
I'm Andrea, 24, trans. I'm from Mexico. I just want someone to talk to. We can talk about anything. I'm really depressed, and I don't have any real friends. Want someone to listen to and to be listened to. I've been feeling really bad lately. Finally I'm able to receive and send messages.
 
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Lily6759

Lily6759

Suicidal Sadist
Apr 23, 2025
31
Hi, I'm Lily 22 transfem.
I don't have a lot of interests, games ig.
I love talking with people, but I'm also extremely socially awkward (im a bit better online than i am irl) but typically I'm shy.
I live in NZ, which seems rare on this thread recently.
I have pretty heavy anxiety, depression and bpd.
It would be cool to hear from some people
 
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starinthesky

starinthesky

twinkling star
Aug 13, 2025
40
Hey, I'm Maja, 23 mtf from Sweden.

It's been a long while since I tried connecting with people so pardon if I am skittish or awkward.

I like arts and crafts (writing, sewing especially), model sculpting, movies and astronomy. I play video games too but have been trying to cut down on that.

I'm up at very cursed and unconventional times for my timezone due to severe sleep issues.

I'm up for talking about anything!
 
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EdwardSharpeh

EdwardSharpeh

New Member
Aug 15, 2025
1
28M European, mentally healthy just too poor to ever be happy. Spent the last 10 years like Oldboy locked up in my apartment, partially for political reasons, mostly knowing that I could only ever attract negative attention if any at all. The internet is the only place where I can participate on an even footing with anyone who matches my wits and experiences. Just realized that even i had the first bit of sudden success I always strived for, I could not change whom I did degenerate to as an individual in the past decade.
I am very familar with digital media of any kind, most dark places on the interwebs, messenger services and social media platforms and especially video games. LF other NEETs & Doomers to spend times with, preferably around the early day GMT+4
 
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Bruce

Bruce

Mage
Sep 22, 2023
593
Hmm.. I'll go as well. 42 M Ro. Very few aged people here. Not sure if that makes me a survivor or an idiot for not ending it already.

Anyway, a few things about me: I like sports, games, movies, music, books and animals (not necessarily in that order). I'm constantly trying to isolate myself from society but not by staying inside but by spending time as far away as possible from them. I like to get outside and spend as much time in nature as possible. It would be nice to connect with someone open-minded, someone closer to my age and maybe from the area as well.
 
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ultradespair

ultradespair

Shut-in
Jul 25, 2025
47
22 M from Europe
Shut-in for the past 5+ years
Would like to make non-judgemental friends that have similar interests/lives. Id say im very accepting of everyone :heart:
My favourite things are: various Videogames (especially MMOs), Animals (cats!!!) and Music
Id love to hear about your hyperfixations/interests! But very open to talking about all kinds of topics.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Arcanist
May 20, 2025
488
Hmm.. I'll go as well. 42 M Ro. Very few aged people here. Not sure if that makes me a survivor or an idiot for not ending it already.

Anyway, a few things about me: I like sports, games, movies, music, books and animals (not necessarily in that order). I'm constantly trying to isolate myself from society but not by staying inside but by spending time as far away as possible from them. I like to get outside and spend as much time in nature as possible. It would be nice to connect with someone open-minded, someone closer to my age and maybe from the area as well.
Hey Bruce, you are not alone. I've got a couple decades on you. I also do a lot of outside activities. I'm not alone though, I have The Lunatic to keep me company.
She is a great partner, never complains and is up for anything.
PXL 20240102 190936403
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Just why?
Aug 13, 2025
26
Hmm.. I'll go as well. 42 M Ro. Very few aged people here. Not sure if that makes me a survivor or an idiot for not ending it already.

Anyway, a few things about me: I like sports, games, movies, music, books and animals (not necessarily in that order). I'm constantly trying to isolate myself from society but not by staying inside but by spending time as far away as possible from them. I like to get outside and spend as much time in nature as possible. It would be nice to connect with someone open-minded, someone closer to my age and maybe from the area as well.
Hi Bruce,

I have 15 years on you and do loads of outdoor activities. I love rock climbing and sailing (which makes me familiar handiling rooes, rigging and tying knots if you get my drift)

Not saying I am a survivor but I have had 50 of dark thoughts since my teens and had one attempted hanging a few weeks ago when it felt like all hope was lost.
 
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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
136
My mental health hit a record low as of late so I feel a deep need to talk. DMs are open.

I'm 18M, Argentina, I love bitching and moaning about life. I'm socially awkward but I try my best. I don't judge and I feel like I'm a good listener. I like philosophy and ethics, videogames, EDM, non-fiction books, some anime but tbh only Dragon Ball, Hunter x Hunter and Death Note.
 
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Slimprofessional010

Slimprofessional010

Member
Jul 29, 2025
44
Hello, I'm looking for friends. I'm 19 Years old, I like to talk and I'm clingy. I really only have friends from here and I would like to get to know you and keep communicating. Please be my friend. I have PTSD, depression, ADHD, ADD and seasonal affective disorder.
 
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Done_with_the_world

I don’t know if I want to die or run away.
Oct 16, 2024
22
Hi, I'm a 25 year old female from Canada with BPD, ADHD, depression and psychotic symptoms. I have wanted to die since I was 12 and don't know why I keep holding on. Living is painful for me and I currently hate my living situation and life in general. I'm probably going to look at a nice selection of ropes tonight. In case things get too much.

Anyway, I enjoy all things horror, metal, classical and rock music, playing piano, physics, writing, drawing, hiking, being alone, puzzles and mysteries, reading, philosophy, sharks, history, hurting myself, stars and nighttime, the Puzzle and chaos: frozen castle game, rain, swimming and travelling. If any of that interests you, please feel free to try and dm me.
 
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aria_of_a_dream

aria_of_a_dream

we all go a little mad sometimes…
Aug 16, 2025
30
Hi, I'm a 25 year old female from Canada with BPD, ADHD, depression and psychotic symptoms. I have wanted to die since I was 12 and don't know why I keep holding on. Living is painful for me and I currently hate my living situation and life in general. I'm probably going to look at a nice selection of ropes tonight. In case things get too much.

Anyway, I enjoy all things horror, metal, classical and rock music, playing piano, physics, writing, drawing, hiking, being alone, puzzles and mysteries, reading, philosophy, sharks, history, hurting myself, stars and nighttime, the Puzzle and chaos: frozen castle game, rain, swimming and travelling. If any of that interests you, please feel free to try and dm me.
I would dm you but I just joined and can't figure out how to. DM me if you feel like it. I'm also from Canada
 
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
767
25M - United States

If you are currently planning to ctb, please do not reach out to me. I cannot handle losing someone I have gotten close to.

I have depression and anxiety. I really would like to recover, though I am a bit skeptical that I will. I was in therapy for a really long time, and tried everything from hospitalizations to ECT. I ended up giving up on that though when they told me I'd probably always feel like this and should consider long-term hospitalization. I decided to do this because I wanted to try to live a normal life for as long as I could. However, this has been very painful.

I enjoy watching anime. Some of my favorites are A Silent Voice, Shinsekai Yori (which is also my favorite book), and the Heaven's Feel films.

I can be quite sad and melancholy, and tend to be skeptical about positive possibilities when I feel negatively about myself. I'm also not really the best at talking to people so I may come off as a little bit awkward.

If you would like to chat with me, please send me a message. My profile is also open so feel free to look over some of my posts if you would like to learn a little bit more about me.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
101
I'm still here... My discord is still stink144 if anyone wanna talk. I'm in my 20s, female, autistic, sex repulsed (so I am not interested in romantic relationships or hearing about yours) and like playing Roblox a lot especially recently the game called 99 nights in the forest! I need someone to send Roblox pics to !
Also I'm from POLAND. I hope mods don't mind me posting here again and again
 
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real human being

real human being

full of broken thoughts
Jan 28, 2022
231
Hey, I'm a 22 year old male from Israel.

In my free time I tend to watch shows/movies/anime, listen to music (some of my favorite genres are indie rock, punk rock, folk punk), or watch stuff on YT mostly. My depression makes it hard for me to maintain interest in hobbies, so I am a bit boring, though I do have a passive interest in a lot of topics including philosophy. I also have an interest in IT and technology in general since that is my field of work.

I have several mental illnesses. Depression, anxiety, ADHD, OCD, CPTSD. I'm only diagnosed with 3 of those but pretty sure all of them fit me. These illnesses make my life pretty difficult. I'd appreciate making a friend who can relate to that struggle.

I don't really know anyone IRL besides my family and the people I work with so I am pretty lonely.
 
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Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
856
Name ;Hela

Age ; 26
Gender ;; Female
Sexuality ; Bi
Timezone ;Central
Likes ; Art, music, anime
Dislikes ;Being alive
Hobbies ;Art,Gaming,watching movies
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**Fun facts about you**
Personality ; I'm a bpd queen
Love language ;Affection
Favorite food; Chinese food

Favorite songs; Spiraling out by Softcult, Jaded by Spiritbox ,Floral and Fading by Pierce the Veil, River of Sorrows by Paleface Swiss and Venus Doom by HIM
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requiesce

requiesce

Member
May 7, 2023
9
yooo, 20M here from Europe
Dutch speaker but can speak perfect English
love playing competitive games in my free time like valorant or league etc.
also like the Resident Evil series a lot and games like Path of Exile
i play the guitar, primarily metal and rock but i listen to a lot of genres
i have a very sexy ESP telecaster style guitar that i love
i study medicine, wanting to become a neurosurgeon

i have autism, ADHD and bipolar type 1

would be nice to get to know some new people
i'm really welcoming, so don't be afraid to DM me regardless of how much you relate to my interests or struggles, i'm always here to listen without judging

my discord is .aksis. so feel free to DM me! :)
 
PepperJam

PepperJam

I am one of the injured. A tear blurs flesh.
Jul 27, 2025
9
I'm a 22yo tall scary goth woman. I'm transfem too. I live in the USA (unfortunately).

I'm a huge music nerd and play video games too. I'm a huge fan of anything experimental as far as music goes and I play a lot of roguelikes. I'm a rivethead/goth. My favorite bands are Skinny Puppy, Throbbing Gristle, Bauhaus, and Sisters of Mercy.

I'm friendly, so feel free to pm/message me or ask me for my discord. Looking for any new friends who are open/like minded.
 
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Lambybahhhhhh

Lambybahhhhhh

One day, I am gonna grow wings
Jan 8, 2025
20
FoxSauce here

Female 20, live in a small island Puerto Rico
A bit about me:

Has MDD , GAD , BPD

Im mostly a chill person, I can totally be shy but I want to try to get to know other people and

love anything horror related, mostly based on true stories mostly

Passionate about art, also anime art as well, videogmaes like old ones like outlast Fnaf (big fan) other videogames even I'm DS or Wii (ik old lmao)


I have a interest in cooking and baking

I like to talk about any but nothing politics related

Also if you need someone to talk about your woes feel free to PM me!

Sorry of this bio doesn't seem that exciting
Hi!! I'm puerto rican too, you sound pretty cool do you wanna chat :)
 

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