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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
She was my Queen of... Hearts...

 
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kovkay

kovkay

Experienced
Jun 29, 2020
245


Been listening on repeat for a day so far
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,777


Been listening on repeat for a day so far


I can see why. Something about this is so... addicting.

Also, just wanted to drop this here:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433


Beloved brother enemy
I sing my sword song for you
The lullaby of obliteration
So I can wake up with a smile
And bliss in my heart
 
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Matthias_k

...
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Viro_Major

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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
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One of the best songs I know ( especially the lyrics) This song has helped and still helps me :heart:

Sixx:A.M., the hard-rock group Mötley Crüe bassist Nikki Sixx formed in 2007, has teamed with a slew of famous faces for a new charity single, "Maybe It's Time," which will raise money for people early in the process of recovering from opioid abuse. The band previously released the song on their 2016 album, Prayers for the Blessed.

Sixx conceived of the project to raise awareness around opioid abuse and timed its release to coincide with International Overdose Awareness Day (August 31st) and National Recovery Month (September). The artists are donating all of the song's royalties to the Global Recovery Initiative Foundation, which assists people in the first phases of recovery.

 
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Deleted member 17331

The swan sang with a broken neck
Apr 21, 2020
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
This plays when I open doors and enter rooms

 
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Viro_Major

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seen them many times. I remember a guitarist who used to play sited or on its knees, in tears. intense & moving

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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,776



goooooood morning .....Asia ?! :hug:

Good Morning ... U.S. :wink::hug: At least it is here. Was Stars On 45 popular in Asia ?
I found it on youtube 5 or 10 years ago. I don't know what happened to the version I originally found. It had pics of Studio 54 while the music played. Maybe it was taken down. :aw: I think there were other songs in the medley other than the Beatles. :notsure: I think there may have been more than one medley ... I can't remember anymore.

Edited ... I think I found some of it but it's been so long since I listened to it. I don't remember the ABBA music but I could have skipped that as I don't really like ABBA.


 
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

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Sorry for the misunderstanding, I'm located in a secluded place in Europe :) it just appeared suited to greet asians who are ahead of time, after waking up in the middle of the night ;) I had never heard your medleys before... :hug:

 
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toms_space_station

toms_space_station

Alien Observer
Jul 22, 2020
66
i don't understand the pain
i just don't feel quite the same
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
Good Morning ... U.S. :wink::hug: At least it is here. Was Stars On 45 popular in Asia ?
I found it on youtube 5 or 10 years ago. I don't know what happened to the version I originally found. It had pics of Studio 54 while the music played. Maybe it was taken down. :aw: I think there were other songs in the medley other than the Beatles. :notsure: I think there may have been more than one medley ... I can't remember anymore.

Edited ... I think I found some of it but it's been so long since I listened to it. I don't remember the ABBA music but I could have skipped that as I don't really like ABBA.



There was indeed a Beatles one , it`s in there somewhere lol
 

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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Another Polish song but it is also one of my favorite suicide songs. Most songs about suicide contains a lot of crying, desperation and emotional. I like these ones too but this song is different. It's very harmonic and calm. I associate it with acceptance and rational decision about suicide. The author gently sings about the last step and bad fate that encounters her in afterlife.
Here's an English translation from this site with my slight corrections:

I jumped off...
I'm falling down...
It's not as horrible as they say...
I'm...
In heaven...
It's not so wonderful there...

Best time was,
When someone I've got inside me,
When it smelled like rain,
And I was dreaming In the evening
When doves have been fed by me with
Bread with silocarbid,
I was listening music,
I reveled in wine....

Two, large Angels
Are sending me away...
They're saying
'That place for impatient
In heaven are no more'...

Best time was,
When someone I've got inside me,
When it smelled like rain,
And I was dreaming In the evening
When doves have been fed by me with
Bread with silocarbid,
I was listening music,
I reveled in wine....

 
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
As I move towards the unknown, I predictably become more melancholic and chaotic. I know it is temporary like all things and that steels me against the coming tide. I walk alone into the dark as per the script looking for my home once more.

 
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Georgii

Arcanist
Sep 25, 2019
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
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Matthias_k

...
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Tetrarch-I'm Not Right :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:












I'm Not Right


Looking in the mirror and I hate myself
Looking in the mirror and I hate myself
Looking in the mirror and I hate myself
Looking in the mirror and I...
I've gotta get this off my chest
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in motion nothing's working
I'm coming unglued
Wish I could push it all away
I just want to get away (to get away from here)
I can be strong other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I've lost myself
This time I'm serious things cannot stay the same
Whenever I try to end this cycle I lose all hope
(But this is nothing new)
Get up, I can't seem to catch a break with anything (quit bitching)
There's no path for me to take (to get away from here)
I can be strong, other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I've lost myself
I'm not right
I'm not right
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and hate myself (I'm not right)
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and hate myself (I'm not right)
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and hate myself (I'm not right)
Look in the mirror and hate myself
Look in the mirror and, look in the mirror and
Hate
Hate (I'm done with everything)
Hate
Hate (I'm done with everything)
I close my eyes
Look in the mirror and
Hate
Hate (I'm done with everything)
I close my eyes (nothing left inside)
I can be strong, other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I can be strong, other times I cry
I close my eyes, try to clear my mind
Something's missing, I'm not right
My reflection lies to me
I've lost myself
I've lost myself
Hate (I'm done with everything)
Hate (I'm done with everything)
 
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Viro_Major

Rad maker
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
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1,303



Dude Ranch was such a pop punk flagship reference: my soundtrack of 2 bloody consecutive summers spent bodyboarding in San Clemente and La Jolla, San Diego with my favourite cousin and 2 best friends, just after my mother abandoned me during my studies because she flew there to save a millionaire family friend who was threatened by his wife and ended up murdered with poison, just before my own uncle was also killed by his wife because he wanted to divorce (he was rich also). Life's an uncomfortable mess even when it seems like you have it all and control (never the case).
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
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death137

miserable
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