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ic3peak feels like the inside of my brain especially this^ song
 
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i am the animal i am an animal
Jun 20, 2023
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it speaks to my soul idk, everything is on the edge of destruction and theres always a void that follows me of uncertainty and chaos
 
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"More then your eyes can see..."
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Smashing Pumpkins - Here is no Why
 
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5


heavy song

her screaming is epic

lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Darling, stop confusing me
With your wishful thinking
Hopeful embraces
Don't you understand?
I have to go through this
I belong to here where
No one cares, and no one loves
No light, no air to live in
A place called hate
The city of fear

[Chorus]
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
And the hurt stops

[Verse 2]
It's sometimes just like sleeping
Curling up inside my private tortures
I nestle into pain
Hug suffering
Caress every ache
 
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Jane Siberry/KD Lang-Calling All Angels 💙😥💙😥💙








Santa Maria, Santa Teresa, Santa Anna, Santa Susannah
Santa Cecilia, Santa Copelia, Santa Domenica, Mary Angelica
Frater Achad, Frater Pietro, Julianus, Petronilla
Santa, Santos, Miroslaw, Vladimir and all the rest

A man is placed upon the steps and a baby cries
High above you can hear the church bells start to ring
And as the heaviness, oh, the heaviness, the body settles in
Somewhere you can hear a mother sing

Then it's one foot, then the other as you step out on the road
Step out on the road, how much weight, how much?
Then it's how long and how far and how many times
Oh, before it's too late?

Calling all angels, calling all angels
Walk me through this one, don't leave me alone
Calling all angels, calling all angels
We're tryin', we're hopin' but we're not sure how

Oh, and every day you gaze upon the sunset with such love and intensity
Why?
It's ah, it's almost as if you could only crack the code then you'd finally understand
What this all means

Oh, but if you could, do you think you would trade in all
All the pain and suffering?
Oh, but then you'd miss the beauty of the light upon this earth
And the, and the sweetness of the leaving

Calling all angels, calling all angels
Walk me through this one, don't leave me alone
Calling all angels, calling all angels
We're tryin', we're hopin' but we're not sure how

Calling all angels (calling all angels), calling all angels (calling all angels)
Walk me through this one, don't leave me alone (walk me through this one, don't leave me alone)
Calling all angels, calling all angels
We're tryin', we're hopin', we're hurtin', we're lovin'
We're cryin', we're callin' 'cause we're not sure how this goes
 
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Guess Who's Back ??? 😉😁👍

Eminem-Houdini :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Hey, Em, it's Paul
Uh, I was listening to the album
Good fucking luck, you're on your own

Guess who's back, back again?
Shady's back, tell a friend
Guess who's back, guess who's back
Guess who's back, guess who's back
Guess who's back, guess who's back
Guess who's back
(Da-da-da, da, da, da, da, da, da)
(Da-da-da, da, da, da, da)

Well, look what the stork brung
(What?) Little baby devil with the forked tongue
And it's stickin' out, yeah, like a sore thumb
(Bleah) With a forehead that it grew horns from
Still a white jerk
Pullin' up in a Chrysler to the cypher with the vic's, percs and a Bud Light shirt
Lyrical technician, an electrician y'all light work
And I don't gotta play pretend, it's you I make believe
And you know I'm here to stay 'cause me
If I was to ever take a leave, It would be aspirin to break a feve
If I was to ask for Megan Thee Stallion if she would collab with me
Would I really have a shot at a feat? (Ha!)
I don't know, but I'm glad to be back, like

Abra-abracadabra
(And for my last trick) I'm 'bout to reach in my bag, bruh
Abra-abracadabra
(And for my last trick, poof) Just like that and I'm back, bruh

Now back in the days of old me
(When) Right around the time I became a dope fiend
Ate some codeine, as a way of coping taste of opiates, case of O.E
Turned me into smiley face emoji
My shit may not be age appropri—
Ate but I will hit an eight year old in the face with a participation trophy
'Cause I have zero doubts
That this whole world's 'bout to turn into some girl scouts
That censorship bureau's out
To shut me down so when I started this verse
It did start off light-hearted at first
But it feels like I'm targeted
Mind bogglin' how my profit has skyrocketed, look what I pocketed
Yeah, the shit is just like y'all have been light joggin' and I've been running at full speed
And that's why I'm ahead like my noggin, and I'm the fight y'all get in
When you debate who the best but ops I'm white-chalkin' when
I step up to that mic, cock it then
"Oh my god, it's him... not again!"

Abra-abracadabra
(And for my last trick) I'm 'bout to reach in my bag, bruh
Abra-abracadabra
(And for my last trick, poof) Just like that and I'm back, bruh

Sometimes I wonder what the old me'd say
(If what?) If he could see the way shit is today
(Look at this shit, man) He'd probably say that everything is gay
(Like happy!) What's my name, what's my name?

So, how many little kids still wanna act like me?
I'm a bigger prick than cacti be
And that's why these words sting, just like you were being attacked by bees
In the coupe leaning back my seat
Bumpin' R. Kelly's favorite group, the black guy pee's
In my Air Max 90's
White T's walkin' parental advisory
My transgender cat's Siamese
Identifies as black, but acts Chinese
Like a motherfuckin' hacky sack I treat the whole world, 'cause I got it at my feet
How can I explain to you?
That even myself, I'm a danger too
I hop on tracks like a kangaroo
And say a few things or two to anger you
But fuck that, if I think that shit, I'ma say that shit
Cancel me what? Okay, that's it, go ahead, Paul, quit
Snake-ass prick, you male crossdresser, fake-ass bitch
And I'll probably get shit for that
(Watch) But you can all suck my dick, in fact
Fuck them, fuck Dre, fuck Jimmy, fuck me, fuck you, fuck my own kids they're brats (Fuck 'em)
They can screw-off, them and you all
You too, Paul, got two balls, big as RuPaul's, what you thought you saw ain't what you saw
'Cause you're never gon' see me
Caught sleepin' and see the kidnappin' never did happen
Like Sherri Papini, Harry Houdini, I vanish into the thin air as I'm leaving, like

Abra-abracadabra
(And for my last trick) I'm 'bout to reach in my bag, bruh
Abra-abracadabra
(And for my last trick, poof) Just like that and I'm back, bruh
 
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I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
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Come to America

And work your whole life
we're all just rats inside a twisted maze
where profit is time
Fill me with chemicals

And sell me a cure
we're all just little plastic piggies
that don't know what were worth

Around this world we go
climbing up that rope
They let you die slow

you pay them what you owe

pray to Americana
life in America

Pray to Americana

Life in America
pray to Americana
life in America

pray to Americana

Life in America

come see the carnival (gather around and watch the rich eat the poor)
we'll laugh at the poor
they all dance in desperation
watch them crawl on the floor

you stole the fruits of my own labor

I've got nothing left to give

Could you please give me some shelter

I've got nowhere to live

Around this world we go
climbing up that rope
They let you die slow

You pay them what you owe
 
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📻🎶

Lofi Lamb: Beats to indoctrinate your followers to.

🤷👁️🎩🌻☀️

Aesthetics Visuals Compilation 2022 Brain Stimulants 6 ( NO COLOR STROBES)

 
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UmbraDweller

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Sep 15, 2023
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Once you decide on it, it all gets clearer
That's where it gets its appeal to a wretch like me
Don't tell me I'm being selfish
In a hundred years you won't disagree
Years ago the wheels were set in motion
Something else is writing my story
I tried hard to see a different way out of this
This is just the way that it has to be

And if I had one last urgent prayer
This would be the last thing I wrote
But I know I'm gonna end up back here
Gonna have to fix all that I broke

Oh the green starts to fade into yellow
So slowly it was hidden to me
And yellow's a short trip to the red zone
Red will be the color of my ending
After red all I want is blackness
Can't even remember how it feels to be green
Maybe I never even had a color
And I've always been this empty

And if I had one last urgent prayer
This would be the last thing I wrote
But I know I'm gonna end up back here
Gonna have to fix all that I broke

Drive a nail into my coffin
Drop my body into the ground
Now if ever again you need to find me
You know what to do to be found

Drive a nail into your coffin
Follow me into the ground
Next to me is clarity forever
Next to me peace can be found

Oh you'll never look back
You'll never regret this
All the pain that life had
There's a way to forget it

Oh you'll never look back
You'll never regret this
All the pain that life had
There's a way to forget it

Until you have to fix all you broke
 
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Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
126


I miss my old emotions
I miss the pain I used to have
I'm going through the motions
I'd sell my soul to make me sad
I needed something to help me get through
I wanted something
And the doctor said to
Take this pill you'll feel much better
When you wake up numb and your brain's been severed
And your heartbeat won't be based on the weather
When you sell yourself to me
Took your peace, your pain, your pleasure
And I left you with one face forever
You won't hurt anymore
Be careful what you wish for
Something is missing
This predisposition
I feel like I'm living inside of my head
How can they sell you on something to help you
Then tell you we might make you wish you were-
I needed something to help me get through
I wanted something
And the doctor said to
Take this pill you'll feel much better
When you wake up numb and your brain's been severed
And your heartbeat won't be based on the weather
When you sell yourself to me
Took your peace, your pain, your pleasure
And I left you with one face forever
You won't hurt anymore
Be careful what you wish for
Be careful, be careful
Be careful what you wish for
Be careful, be careful
Be careful what you wish for
Be careful, be careful
Be careful what you wish for
Be careful, be careful
Be careful what you wish for
 
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PAIN-Don't Wake The Dead :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








See how evil spread its wings
All the nightmare comes alive right through your dreams
Time is ticking way too fast
Close your eyes and another life has passed

Don't wake the dead
Where life's so beautiful
Don't chase the dead
Where truth makes no sense

Come here, wash away your sins
All the lies you need to feel that you're free
I see your faith start to crack
Karma creeping up like a monkey on your back
No mercy, feel the flames

Don't wake the dead
Where life's so beautiful
Don't chase the dead
Where truth makes no sense

Don't wake the dead
Where life's so wonderful
Don't chase the dead
Your life makes no sense

Death has no shame
You're wonderful
It's how it will end

Don't wake the dead
Where life's so beautiful
Don't chase the dead
Where truth makes no sense

Don't wake the dead
Where life's so wonderful
Don't chase the dead
Your life makes no sense

'Cause you don't exist
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Stone Temple Pilots-Creep :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Forward yesterday, makes me wanna stay
What they said was real, makes me wanna steal
Livin' under house, guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse
All's I got is time, got no meanin', just a rhyme

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be

Feelin' uninspired, think I'll start a fire
Everybody run, Bobby's got a gun
Think you're kind of neat, then she tells me I'm a creep
Friends don't mean a thing, guess I'll leave it up to me

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
Guess I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be

(Half the man)

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
Guess I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
(For as I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)

Well, I'm half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be
Half the man I used to be
 
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Shaboozey-A Bar Song (Tipsy) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









My baby want a Birkin, she's been tellin' me all night long
Gasoline and groceries, the list goes on and on
This 9 to 5 ain't workin', why the hell do I work so hard?
I can't worry 'bout my problems, I can't take 'em when I'm gone (Uh)

One, here comes the two, to the three, to the four
Tell 'em "Bring another round", we need plenty more
Two steppin' on the table, she don't need a dance floor
Oh my, good Lord

Someone pour me up a double shot of whiskey
They know me and Jack Daniel's got a history
There's a party downtown, near 5th Street
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy

I've been Boozey since I left, I ain't changin' for a check
Tell my ma', I ain't forget (Oh, Lord, uh)
Woke up drunk at 10 a.m., we gon' do this shit again
Tell your girl to bring a friend (Oh, Lord)

One, here comes the two, to the three, to the four
Tell 'em "Bring another round", we need plenty more
Two steppin' on the table, she don't need a dance floor
Oh my, good Lord

Someone pour me up a double shot of whiskey (A double shot of whiskey)
They know me and Jack Daniel's got a history (We go way back)
There's a party downtown, near 5th Street
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy (Woo)
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy (At the bar gettin' tipsy)
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy

One, here comes the two, to the three, to the four
When it's last call and they kick us out the door
It's gettin' kind of late but the ladies want some more
Oh my, good Lord (Tell 'em drinks on me)

Someone pour me up a double shot of whiskey (A double shot of whiskey)
They know me and Jack Daniel's got a history (Way back)
There's a party downtown, near 5th Street (Come on)
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy (Woo-ooh)
Can someone pour me up a double shot of whiskey (A double shot of whiskey)
They know me and Jack Daniel's got a history (It's Jack D)
At the bottom of a bottle gon' miss me (Baby, don't miss me)
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy (At the bar gettin' tipsy)
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy
Everybody at the bar gettin' tipsy

That's fuckin' messed up, bro, they kicked me out the bar
 
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maggot

Member
Jun 29, 2024
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Makes me think about the final exit.
 
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Surreal

Feel free to dm anytime!
Jul 7, 2024
19


The first minute or so energizes me to just do anything, I probably listen to it at least once daily.
 
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Nikki Glaser-Someday You'll Die (Song and stand up clips) :heart::hihi::heart::hihi::heart::hihi::heart:





 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

(they/he)
Mar 4, 2024
600


I don't mean to reproach you by saying this
I know that scares you
All of the big occasions you might have missed
No, I accept you
And I don't even need to know your reasons
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay
I think you sometimes forget
I would know you best

I hope you don't take this the wrong way
But I think your inside is your best side

I, was that a teardrop in your eye?
I never thought I'd see you cry
Just know whatever hurts, it's all mine
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
I can see the truth through all the lies
And even after all this time
Just know you've got nothing to hide
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)

I remember one time you were lost
I came to find you
And I knocked on your front door
That was you I'd never seen before
And I saw the magazine you were reading
And I read the page
And if I had just one single wish
Wish I could have said this
It's okay to cry

I, was that a teardrop in your eye?
I never thought I'd see you cry
Just know whatever hurts, it's all mine
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
I can see the truth through all the lies
And even after all this time
Just know you've got nothing to hide
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)

There's a world inside you
I wanna know what it feels like
I wanna go there with you
'Cause we've all got a dark place
Maybe if, if we shine some light there
It won't be so hard
I want to know those parts of you

I, was that a teardrop in your eye?
I never thought I'd see you cry
Just know whatever hurts, it's all mine
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
I can see the truth through all the lies
And even after all this time
Whatever it is just know it's alright
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)

It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
It's okay to cry (it's okay to cry)
 
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Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
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Time To Go Waaaaaay Back .😉😁

Anita Ward-Ring My Bell :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I'm glad you're home
Now did you really miss me?
I guess you did by the look in your eye
(Look in your eye, look in your eye)
Well lay back and relax, while I put away the dishes
(Put away the dishes)
Then you and me can rock a bell

You can ring my bell, ring my bell
You can ring my bell, ring my bell
You can ring my bell, ring my bell
You can ring my bell, ring my bell

The night is young and full of possibilities
Well come on and let yourself be free
My love for you (Love for you, love for you)
So long I've been savin'
Tonight was made for me and you

You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ding-dong-ding)
You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ring-a-ling-a-ling)
You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ding-dong-ding)
You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ring-a-ling-a-ling)

You can ring my bell, you can ring my bell
Ding, dong, ding, ah-ah, ring it
You can ring my bell, anytime, anywhere
Ring it, ring it, ring it, ring it, oww
You can ring my bell, you can ring my bell
Ding, dong, ding, ah-ah, ring it
You can ring my bell, anytime, anywhere
Ring it, ring it

You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ding-dong-ding)
You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ring-a-ling-a-ling)
You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ding-dong-ding)
You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ring-a-ling-a-ling)

You can ring my bell, ring my bell (Ring my bell, ding-dong-ding)
 
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Bring Me The Horizon-Kool Aid :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We are the children of the devolution
The infamous martyrs, the scars on the sun
Asphyxiating with a smile on your face
While they pull your teeth out one by one

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Who's keeping score?

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

Such a sucker for an execution
The void is a vampire
Fat on our blood
Domesticated like a cat in a cage
While they try their hand at playing god

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Afraid there's no cure

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

I got my hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
My hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Get the fuck up
Yeah!

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
You should've known
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

You should've known!

What if it's like:
"La, la-la-la, la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
Oh, I forgot something
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la, yeah
La-la-la, that this was gonna end in tears"
Some shit like that
 
Abra

Abra

let go
Jul 8, 2024
13
Hey guys, I released my first song about a week ago, it has no lyrics but can I get some honest thoughts?

 
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If I ran away, I'd never have the strength
To go very far
How would they hear the beating of my heart
Will it grow cold
The secret that I hide, will I grow old
How will they hear
When will they learn
How will they know
 
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Experienced
Jul 11, 2024
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Atmospheric ballad from a time when people thought heavy metal music was causing people to kill themselves.
 
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Jun 8, 2024
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