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Stumbled across this the other day. 😉

If anyone has an hour to kill... Or listen to when getting ready for work.

VIDEOMIX HIGH ENERGY 3 👍

 
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Warbringer-A Better World :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




I walk decaying cities of a world upon the brink
I watch the earthly creatures one by one become extinct
As I run back and forth to keep a roof above my head
No hope for tomorrow, the future is dead
That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
No a better kind of world is not possible
I keep myself distracted by staring at a screen
My mind always racing, no longer I dream
I swallow prescriptions cause the problem is me
My moods far more stable, no longer do I dream of another world
I race on ahead as if I don't know
My face cracks a smile but the grin is hollow
Cause I've got to get used to this reality
Expect nothing different from the powers that be
That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
A better kind of world is not possible
I don't think a change is something I'll live to see
I'm far more realistic, no longer I dream
I swallow my drugs to silence a scream
I keep myself sedated, no longer do I dream of another world
Each day the same as the previous one
And each day I stay on the grind as I run
To that mass burial plot, where I'll surely be missed
No, the world I imagine, could never exist
That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
A better kind of world is not possible
I'm far too sedated to utter a scream
But no, no longer, no longer do I dream
No longer do I dream
No longer do I dream of another world
 
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Ghost-Satanized :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








There is something inside me
And they don't know if there is a cure
A demonic possession
Unlike any before
It's a sickening heartache
And it's slowly tormenting my soul
I've invested my prayers
Into making me whole
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm victimized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
An nescitis quoniam membra vestra
Templum est Spiritus Sancti
Qui in vobis est
Quem habetis a Deo?
Et non estis vestri
Through a life of devotion
I've been quelling my urges to burst
I've been fighting the notion
To, by love, be coerced
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm paralyzed
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm Satanized
Like a deadly affliction
That is twisting and bending my core
I have begged God for the remedy
But I'm no longer sure
I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm laicized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
 
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Frankie J-Don't Wanna Try 💔💙💔💙💔








I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it, four years go down the drain
Oh, how I wish things would have happened so differently
I tried to save us so many times, but still, you couldn't see
You kept insistin' and resistin' that you would not fall again
And now you're tryna tell me that you're sorry
And you're tryna come back home
You're tellin' me you really need me crying
Beggin' both knees are on the floor
But baby, I
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try 'cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt too bad to where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I've about just had enough
It's been a rough road, baby, just let it go
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
You and I had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so far away from me
Had to wake up, face reality
It all just seem too good to be true after all you put me through
And now you're tryna tell me that you're sorry
And you're tryna come back home
You're tellin' me you really need me crying
Beggin' both knees are on the floor
But baby, I
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try 'cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt too bad (don't wanna try, don't wanna try)
To where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I've about just had enough
It's been a rough road, baby, just let it go
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try (don't wanna try)
Don't wanna try no more (don't wanna try no more)
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, (don't wanna try) oh
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try (don't wanna try)
Don't wanna try no more (don't wanna try no more)
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try
Don't wanna try no more (try no more)
More (more)
 
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Gemini Syndrome-Suffer In Silence :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Someone told me once that I need thicker skin
Now all I have are scars
Someone else suggested I should look within
If I want any answers
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
Someone tried to tell me I was powerless
And they thought they were right
Better not to bet against me no matter what you heard
I never throw a fight
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
(Shut up, shut up, shut up!)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through the illusion if I close my eye
(Suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies lies lies lies!
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I think I'm about to go over the edge
And I don't know how to fly
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
(Suffer in silence)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
(Suffer in silence)
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes
(Suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies lies lies lies!
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
 
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Another 80's video mix....

I didn't know any of the songs. Something different I guess ... If you have an hour to kill.
A couple of scary drag queens in the mix. 😉😂


R29_xXO
 
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AI song based on Kurt Cobain Nirvana slowed and reverb IT gives me calmness and strenght with a feeling of impending doom we all will be Drown in a sun


I've got my hands right now
In every wound

I've been here before but not
With you

I still got some pain but it's
Over now

The sun shines on you but I
Don't know how

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
I don't care
I feel as one

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun

I know I'm a weirdo
And I like it

So in love but yeah
It's a secret

I know it's wrong but
I needed to

To get my hands cleaned
Of what feeds you

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
I don't care
I feel as one

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the...

Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
 
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Volbeat-By A Monsters Hand :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Counting the masses beyond him that's been cut by the blade
Decapitation inflicted by a monster's hand
And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
The stench of rotten flesh has now been caught by a storm
Moving his cellar trophies to another home
And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
Counting the masses beyond him that's been cut by the blade
Decapitation inflicted by a monster's hand
And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
 
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Some party music for a Friday night....😁😁😁😁😁😁

Chic-Megachic (Megamix) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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I really wanted to post something fun but I'm not in that type of mood

Soundgarden-Fell On Black Days :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
And whatsoever I've fought off, became my life
Just when every day seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time
'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)
Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
Searchlight so they say, but I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
When I get it right
'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours, just made it mine
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking, no, not tying
No, not tying
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
But I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
I sure don't mind a change
 
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Song is about being lonely, being in the military service and visiting a prostitute and being friendless/last of class as a kid.

The singer killed himself a couple of months after this recording.

I like this version cause you can hear the crowd singing along basically the whole way through.
 
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A lot of the music I listen to tends to follower a similar theme. I think ill post my Spotify playlists here whenever I get around to finishing them.
 
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brighter than the sun, that’s just me
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Ash

 
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3 different songs that have nothing in common with each other so you can easier find something you like
 
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Would love to chat with someone with a similar taste in music and share songs







<- Aside from the song samples I posted, these albums are what I mainly listen to nowadays
 
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I'm bigger than my body
I'm colder than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones
 
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Evanescence-Afterlife :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Hide, before the flood gates open
Can we just lie here 'til it's all over?
I hear the violence coming, turning red inside
You build your walls but can't forget the hate you hide
Down to finally meet you in the
Afterlife
Save me from this pain and fill the hole inside
You wonder why I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I'm not, not afraid to die
Breathe
I think you're finally broken
If we don't die here, we'll always bе haunted
I feel the panic in evеryone watching lie to me
We've all been used, is all I do for the sick fantasy?
I'm holding on to one belief
I'll see you in the
Afterlife
Save me from this pain and fill the hole inside
You wonder why I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I'm not afraid to die
No one hears me pray for my revenge
Nothing's gonna wash away these sins
I'll bathe in the fire, no more walls to mend
We all die in the end, but I know who I am
So judge me in the
Afterlife
Save me from this pain and fill the hole inside
You wonder why I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I'm not, not afraid to die
I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I am not afraid to die
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
 
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Seether-Here And Now :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Acoustic :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



This fear has me chilled down to the bone
And I have been haunted by these
Things I still have left to say
I'm weary of fighting this alone
So tired of holding on to
Strings much better left to fray
And I said
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
I'm wilted and faded after all
Too strung out and burnt out to be
Half the man that I could be
I'll never belong inside your world
So black out the sun and leave me
To play out the same old tragedy
And I said
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
You're my savior after all
Use your flame to guide me home
And then lay your hand on me
And I said
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is a part of you
 

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