Discussion Regrets in Life

[bye_world]

What are your ages on here and your biggest regrets in life :(

 

[ADBoy777]

22
My biggest regret was not finishing the military training It would have given me an easy access to guns

 

[SomewhatLoved]

20, almost 21.

I don't think I really have an instance of a "big" single action or moment I regret not making a different decision in. I feel like I've never really made any sort of grandiose mistake, but I've definitely had a series of smaller ones that have just made my life worse piece by piece. If I had to pick one thing it would probably be not going to my dad or the police when my brother assaulted me. I only told my mom and she didn't really do anything. My brother later attempted suicide, and I think if I had called somebody else he may have been forced to confront his mental health issues and may have gotten better (he was abusing his meds at the time and had just stopped taking everything cold-turkey, resulting in him being in an unstable state).

 

[bye_world]

22
My biggest regret was not finishing the military training It would have given me an easy access to guns

What do you do now. Sit at parents home?

 

[Saturn_]

21, yes.

 

[ADBoy777]

What do you do now. Sit at parents home?

Nah I'm studying software Engineering in uni. Trying to get a gun but it's not easy

 

[LastNite]

Nah I'm studying software Engineering in uni. Trying to get a gun but it's not easy

You won't have any luck getting one. There's three ways to get it:

1. Get it legally (wont work if u got history with mental illness or other stuff)

2. 3d print one

3. buy it illegally (very unlikely to find someone legit)

Just OD it's much better than guns and easier to get a good fast drug.

 

[bye_world]

Nah I'm studying software Engineering in uni. Trying to get a gun but it's not easy

You don't news gun to ctb you can jump in front of a fast moving train

21, yes.

You can share with me. We all are on the same boat here

 

[Pluto]

 

[ADBoy777]

You won't have any luck getting one. There's three ways to get it:

1. Get it legally (wont work if u got history with mental illness or other stuff)

2. 3d print one

3. buy it illegally (very unlikely to find someone legit)

Just OD it's much better than guns and easier to get a good fast drug.

I'm trying to get it illegally rn I know someone that can get it pretty easily I just hope he will agree to purchase it for me. I don't mind give him even 20 grands for it tho I would but it in any price

 

[LastNite]

I'm trying to get it illegally rn I know someone that can get it pretty easily I just hope he will agree to purchase it for me. I don't mind give him even 20 grands for it tho I would but it in any price

Well good luck with that dont get ripped off illegal handguns such as the Glock shouldn't cost anything above 3k

 

[ToANewWorld]

30s. I would have liked to have kids.

 

[Andrew10]

20, I would have regrets if the consequences were for my actions but instead I was used as a cover so others could commit atrocities and I had to bear the consequences and blame for things I didn't even do. My only regret is that I exist. I wish I hadn't survived my CTB attempts years ago.

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

14+4

My biggest regret is probably not getting actual help for my mental health until honestly way too late.

 

[FuneralCry]

My regret was being forced into this torturous, futile existence in the first place and the fact that this existence was imposed when never suffering at all was perfection is the most terrible dreadful tragedy to me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to me existence is an abomination. I always suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence so cruelly denied the option of a peaceful, guaranteed death as all I want is to never exist ever again, I find it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured in agony from old age with no limit as to how much they can suffer, I'd personally never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I see existence itself as the true problem.

 

[bye_world]

Nah I'm studying software Engineering in uni. Trying to get a gun but it's not easy

Which country are you from

20, I would have regrets if the consequences were for my actions but instead I was used as a cover so others could commit atrocities and I had to bear the consequences and blame for things I didn't even do. My only regret is that I exist. I wish I hadn't survived my CTB attempts years ago.

What type of actions?

 

[ADBoy777]

Which country are you from

What type of actions?

I live in Israel

 

[bye_world]

I live in Israel

Wow you are a jew? Sorry I don't want to sound creepy it but I never met one

30s. I would have liked to have kids.

Sadly it's impossible to have kids in today's super expensive world

 

[Andrew10]

Which country are you from

What type of actions?

I could explain a whole list in detail but since I'm not in the mood and I don't think this is the right space, I'm only going to tell you three examples that are still in my head: former classmates of mine used my identity to catfish different girls on social media, even doing it with a girl from my school and because of that I gained a reputation as a sick stalker for something I didn't even do, then this girl leaked my information on the internet and I was cyberbullied on WhatsApp by unknown numbers, receiving calls from strangers and mockery for 2 years, and then they used my identity again happened to leak nudes from a girl with whom I barely had any contact and never spoke. These are just 3 examples, but these are the ones I remember most every time I remember my teenage years.

 

[bye_world]

I could explain a whole list in detail but since I'm not in the mood and I don't think this is the right space, I'm only going to tell you three examples that are still in my head: former classmates of mine used my identity to catfish different girls on social media, even doing it with a girl from my school because of that, I gained a reputation as a stalker for something I didn't even do, then this girl leaked my information on the internet and I was cyberbullied on WhatsApp by unknown numbers, receiving calls from strangers and mockery for 2 years, and then they used my identity again happened to leak nudes from a girl with whom I barely had any contact and never spoke. These are just 3 examples, but these are the ones I remember most every time I remember my teenage years.

You should feel happy as you must be very handsome man that they catfish by using your photos. Although I can't judge as I was never a victim of online bulling and harrasment so I don't know what it is

 

[Andrew10]

You should feel happy as you must be very handsome man that they catfish by using your photos. Although I can't judge as I was never a victim of online bulling and harrasment so I don't know what it is

Thanks for the support but I don't consider myself very attractive, I understand your message and your intentions of support but it is different in this context, they did it with very bad intentions and wanting to hurt me for their own entertainment, I was always a rejected and used as an entertainment circus for many, I was a punching bag of relief for others and I received constant mockery. It hurt a little what they did but what hurt me the most was one of those responsible who caused all this was an old great friend of mine to whom I told my problems with confidence, I already had the suspicion that there could be betrayal but I never imagined that it would go so far and that it would be from a person that in the past I came to appreciate almost as a brother. Still, thank you, I appreciate and value the intention too much and that means a lot to me ♥.

I send you a big hug from wherever you are and lots of support on your way too. Peace!

 

[pointlessliving]

I'm trying to get it illegally rn I know someone that can get it pretty easily I just hope he will agree to purchase it for me. I don't mind give him even 20 grands for it tho I would but it in any price

Hi! Do you think your acquaintance could be interested in helping others? Happy to pay $$, if you are able to connect. Thanks so much!!

 

[Thomas Rekowicz]

25 my biggest regret is using porn as a stimulant so i can work and learn more IT really worked for me since i was 12 i used dopamine from IT to overcome my limits i achieved many academic succeses (3 scholarships and many more) even become member of Polish Writers Union but i suffer from severe depression and personality disorders now IT was not worth all this pain and anxiety. Do not use porn IT is a poison for brain in long run .

 

[yomander369]

29m, I regret getting severely injured 5 month ago from running in the dark. It led to a sequence of events that ruined my health and my life. My only choice is ctb now. All for nothing.

 

[IhatethislifeXD]

Early 20s
Bad uni choice is a big regret for me because I thought I would be interested in the major I would study but it turns out that I hate it and n also it made me lonelier more than ever before. I was also unable to connect with people and make friends in this new place despite trying multiple times to fit in. Furthermore I dont know what I want to do in life, I am not really interested in anything and I dont have goals.
Thats not all of my regrets but its definitely one of them.

 

[bye_world]

25 my biggest regret is using porn as a stimulant so i can work and learn more IT really worked for me since i was 12 i used dopamine from IT to overcome my limits i achieved many academic succeses (3 scholarships and many more) even become member of Polish Writers Union but i suffer from severe depression and personality disorders now IT was not worth all this pain and anxiety. Do not use porn IT is a poison for brain in long run .

Same I also suffer from porn addiction although I didn't achieve anything in my life either unlike you

Early 20s
Bad uni choice is a big regret for me because I thought I would be interested in the major I would study but it turns out that I hate it and n also it made me lonelier more than ever before. I was also unable to connect with people and make friends in this new place despite trying multiple times to fit in. Furthermore I dont know what I want to do in life, I am not really interested in anything and I dont have goals.
Thats not all of my regrets but its definitely one of them.

I didn't even go to any university. I just sloth around

 

[blueinthedark]

What are your ages on here and your biggest regrets in life :(

Im 21. I cant decide if my biggest regret is what I did to hurt my best friend so badly before we fell out, or not opening the messages he sent me applogizing and trying to reconnect the week before he killed himself. maybe its not kms back when i was 18 and planning to do it together with him.

 

[ADBoy777]

Hi! Do you think your acquaintance could be interested in helping others? Happy to pay $$, if you are able to connect. Thanks so much!!

I hope he will help me if he would I can try help you too

 

[pointlessliving]

I hope he will help me if he would I can try help you too

Thank you!!

 

[worldclass_sinner]

20 , Well every day is a regret for me but I wish I had ended my life earlier, it's been hell.