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I just want to boost my post count. I hope you don't mind.
 
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Give a man a rope and he will hang himself.
 
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Off-topic is the best section on Sanctioned Suicide - change my mind
 
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I miss @timetodie24 I could relate to her a lot. I really liked her. Especially how she tried to comfort me when I was paranoid in that clinic for acute suicidal people. She deserves a way better life. She is a beautiful soul despite all her self-hatred. But I hate myself too. I was always scared to interact with her. I did not want to trigger her.
 
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I am glad noone wants to nuke this thread.
 
ms_beaverhousen

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i wanna build an igloo
I don't even know how I got here. But my drunken mind is so off-kilt, that I kept repeating this just now ("I wanna build an igloo.") because I heard it somewhere... or so I thought. I think what I was actually remembering was, "Do you want to build a Snowman...?" I think my niece would repeat that for her amusement when she was a toddler... from Frozen, right? I watched less than 10min of that movie and couldn't stomach it.
 
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I don't even know how I got here. But my drunken mind is so off-kilt, that I kept repeating this because I heard it somewhere... I think what I was remembering was, "Do you want to build a Snowman...?" I think my niece would repeat that for her amusement when she was a toddler... from Frozen, right? I watched less than 10min of that movie and couldn't stomach it.
I actually really enjoyed Frozen. I remember watching it right when it came out and it convinced me to drop out of my Animation degree by literally 'Letting it Go' since it was causing me so much stress. 😎

I can see how watching around children would make the movie seem much worse though.
 
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I actually really enjoyed Frozen. I remember watching it right when it came out and it convinced me to drop out of my Animation degree by literally 'Letting it Go' since it was causing me so much stress. 😎

I can see how watching around children would make the movie seem much worse though.
I watched it alone with my Mom...😂 I thought I would like it; I love Walt Disney, but this was not that lol. I did not get it. Surprised you liked it though.
 
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I watched it alone with my Mom...😂 I thought I would like it; I love Walt Disney, but this was not that lol. I did not get it. Surprised you liked it though.
I found everything about Elsa herself genuinely quite compelling. Also she's pretty hot even for an ice character. She was forced to conceal her emotions all her life and even when she let them go wild she still has to grapple with being seen as a menace to the very kingdom she is supposed to be in charge of. Idk, that kind of thing appeals to me quite a bit. Frozen 2 has a really messy plot but the songs in that are generally a lot better at least.
 
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I found everything about Elsa herself genuinely quite compelling. Also she's pretty hot even for an ice character. She was forced to conceal her emotions all her life and even when she let them go wild she still has to grapple with being seen as a menace to the very kingdom she is supposed to be in charge of. Idk, that kind of thing appeals to me quite a bit. Frozen 2 has a really messy plot but the songs in that are generally a lot better at least.
I didn't even know any of that. I was just so put off by the "sillyness" or whatever of the very beginning, and the horrible song, that I couldn't.. Never felt the push to try it again. I don't like the look of it. It's like it's too far gone from the genre Ig. But I thought Tangled was the same way and I don't like the animation much on that either. (It looks similar to Frozen lol. Bet Frozen came soon after.) But it (Tangled) was on one day and I didn't turn it cause I was busy, and I cause some pieces of it and I didn't hate it? Frozen II is halfway over now lol actually. I think it's the difference between what I called "old theater" (musicals) and "new theater" being the difference as far as songs go. But maybe Hell could freeze over on Frozen for me. Lol I want to say I thought the guy in Tangled was "cute" too😆

Edit:: Nice going weirdos. Now I keep saying, "Do you wanna build a Snowman?" randomly every like 4 minutes and the frequency is increasing because I don't even know the tune😑 I sound like an imitation of the Gingerbread from Shrek if he were drunk...🙄 Thanks a lot.
 
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I didn't even know any of that. I was just so put off by the "sillyness" or whatever of the very beginning, and the horrible song, that I couldn't.. Never felt the push to try it again. I don't like the look of it. It's like it's too far gone from the genre Ig. But I thought Tangled was the same way and I don't like the animation much on that either. (It looks similar to Frozen lol. Bet Frozen came soon after.) But it (Tangled) was on one day and I didn't turn it cause I was busy, and I cause some pieces of it and I didn't hate it? Frozen II is halfway over now lol actually. I think it's the difference between what I called "old theater" (musicals) and "new theater" being the difference as far as songs go. But maybe Hell could freeze over on Frozen for me. Lol I want to say I thought the guy in Tangled was "cute" too😆
Tangled is also one I quite liked, though not as much as Frozen. I hear there's a sequel series on Disney Channel that actually gets really good…in season 2. 😅

Edit:: Nice going weirdos. Now I keep saying, "Do you wanna build a Snowman?" randomly every like 4 minutes and the frequency is increasing because I don't even know the tune😑 I sound like an imitation of the Gingerbread from Shrek if he were drunk...🙄 Thanks a lot.
Clearly now you have to go see the rest of the movie to find a better song to get stuck in your head instead. 🤔
 
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i like eating spam sometimes. i wish i could have spam now.
 
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I miss debating politics with my friends we just do this right now.
 
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I miss @timetodie24 I could relate to her a lot. I really liked her. Especially how she tried to comfort me when I was paranoid in that clinic for acute suicidal people. She deserves a way better life. She is a beautiful soul despite all her self-hatred. But I hate myself too. I was always scared to interact with her. I did not want to trigger her.
I returned as I'm pathetic and weak and didn't realise how much I needed this space.
Thank you for your lovely message . I don't agree on your words about me 😅 but I appreciate it .
Hope you're doing as ok as can be. And dw i'm not easily triggered by anything on here x
 
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How to pm in this forum? Whenever I click any username this appears
 
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I am having a date in this week with a woman it could fuck me up mentally in a severe way (make me severely suicidal). Today I met her at the self-help group and we had some time alone to talk. I am taking again benzos because otherwise I might cannot interact with her. Too anxious.

But in the longrun the benzos will ruin me only futher. It is a pact with the devil. I went through one withdrawal and it fucked me up so hard.
 
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I have finished Infinite Jest. What do read next? Either Girl with curious hair, again the David Foster Wallace biography, some of his essays which are less known or a readers guid on Infinite Jest.
 
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I don't need a personal venting thread - my head is instead full of spam (and driven by increasing my post count muhahahaha)
 
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Wait what. There is one member (me) currently viewing this thread. And 6 guests. Why are bots so interested in good old spam.

I woke up at 3 a.m. Rejected the idea od taking another addictive sleeping pill. Could not sleep anymore sadly. Waking up at 3 a.m. really becomes a pattern. Either I wake up at 3 a.m. and cannot sleep anymore. Or I wake up at 3 or 4 a.m. and I am still able to sleep but get very vivid and cruel intense nightmares until I wake up. And if I am able to sleep longer my depression also gets worse.

Bipolar is truely a unique hell.
 
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There is a secret I have between me and one or two staff members. I would be curious what the reaction would be if I revealed it but I will never do that. Lol. I think the staff members probably forgot it anyway or quit the forum.
 
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This thread is not meta anymore if I am the only one who fills it. Otherwise it is too obvious it is all only to boost my point count.
 

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