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noname223

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I am in constant fear that it might be obvious I worked for my college paper with AI. Soon I meet my lecturer and in my head He is ripping me a new asshole and humiliates me in front of All my peers. I am so fucking scared.
 
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noname223

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I am 3 weeks into college again and so much worse mentally. I start to believe again that my suicide would be based facing all these problems. I worry so much, so much anxiety, such strong pathology. I think many of them are irrational but they decrease my life quality so much. I am so tired of it. I think I will quit after this semester again.
 
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noname223

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Woke up at 3 a.m. could not sleep anymore. I think the new seminar paper is too stressfull. I feel like I might collapse. I am really scared the sleep deprivation will cause paranoia. If I become really paranoid I gonna quit college I think. Tonight I will take an addictive sleep medication the only thing that works.

In my seminar for tomorrow I am the GOAT politically. I think I impressed my lecturer. But it is insane which torment is going on inside of me. It is insane fear. I am scared as fuck to participate. At the same time I am scared as fuck when I am not participating. The pathologies are so strong. Literally a game I cannot win.

My das tries to "help me" by whining how horrible it is that I cannot get my degree. I think it is cognitive dissonance because He agitates against unemployed people.

I might go to my self-help group tomorrow. There is a new woman that seems to be interesting. But with my paranoia holy shit this gonna make feel really bad.

I hope so much that I manage to get more sleep. In prior semesters I woke up at 3 a.m. regularly. This caused strong paranoia and made my life a living hell.
 
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I am the alpha and the omega,
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