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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
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Would taking SN then walking off a 120ft bridge into deep water do the trick?

Sorry subject change as I am soooo lost right now!
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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a little music for Elric of Melniboné

Blue Oyster Cult: Black Blade

Soulless_Angel said:
Would taking SN then walking off a 120ft bridge into deep water do the trick?

Sorry subject change as I am soooo lost right now!
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No problem with switching it up here. I think that's why i created this place.
What is pushing you to the edge right now?

I can't tell you one way or another that would work. Thats multiple factors involved.
Is this a public spot?
Are you taking anything with the SN?
Where actually are you thinking about ingesting the SN.. right at the spot or before and walking to it?
Where does the flow of the river go to? would you get hung up on something going up/down stream?
Are you hoping to drown or let SN take over?
 
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one4all said:
I hope you checked out the second link. As i said "Nahh i doubt @Epsilon0 would be doing that. I have been know to be wrong though. But i will give the benefit of doubt"


Actually it was a rendition of Elric of Melniboné
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I read all the Eternal Champion books in the nineties
 
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Epsilon0

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one4all said:
Sorry. Just something someone introduced me to along time ago. And all this started from an Avatar change. I was thinking about doing the Gath of Baal avatar using one of Frank Frazetta paintings.
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@one4all
Wow! I love his self-portrait.



@Underscore

How did it go with the shopping? Did you manage to go out and get what you need, my friend?
 
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@one4all
Wow! I love his self-portrait.



@Underscore

How did it go with the shopping? Did you manage to go out and get what you need, my friend?
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No. I can't get to the shops and if I did I believe the shelves are empty from what I've heard. Can't get deliveries till April.
My brother will try for me tomorrow but I'm not optimistic.
I have two more days of food left then emergency rations.

My weird illness stops me going shopping and puts me in the vulnerable category too so I'm meant to be isolated. Looks like I'll have to risk it though.
 
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Epsilon0

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Underscore said:
No. I can't get to the shops and if I did I believe the shelves are empty from what I've heard. Can't get deliveries till April.
My brother will try for me tomorrow but I'm not optimistic.
I have two more days of food left then emergency rations.
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Living in the UK in 2020... who would have thought it would come to this?!
 
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Living in the UK in 2020... who would have thought it would come to this?!
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Well I did FWIW I knew something like this was coming just not what or when. I thought it would be a few generations away. I didn't figure in disease. Society is so fragile. I'm ashamed to be human.
 
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Epsilon0

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Underscore said:
Well I did FWIW I knew something like this was coming just not what or when. I thought it would be a few generations away. I didn't figure in disease. Society is so fragile. I'm ashamed to be human.
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I didn't think it would happen in my life time either. Here in Sweden people are starting to lose their jobs. The economists on the news say it's a lot worse than the 2008 crisis. I am being naive and still hoping it will somehow be all right.
 
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I can't even say what I really think about it. Just read my signature.
 
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(Had to rotate my mobile, didn't know you had a signature, they are not visible when holding the mobile upright)

I most definitely haven't understood the gravity of the situation. I am too much in my own head.
 
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(Had to rotate my mobile, didn't know you had a signature, they are not visible when holding the mobile upright)

I most definitely haven't understood the gavity of the situation. I am too much in my own head.
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Don't worry, so is everyone else.
 
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one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this, know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Smile when you think of me
My body's gone, that's all...

À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say
Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And living all are scarred

À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

So as you read, know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Please smile, smile when you think about me
My body's gone that's all...

À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
 
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Epsilon0

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one4all said:
Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this, know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Smile when you think of me
My body's gone, that's all...

À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say
Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And living all are scarred

À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

So as you read, know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Please smile, smile when you think about me
My body's gone that's all...

À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
À tout le monde, à tous mes amis
Je vous aime, je dois partir
These are the last words I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
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I dreamed Dave Mustaine singing this song...
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Underscore said:
If you want a remake doing properly, do it yourself.
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Am I the only impressed by how she managed to not die with those heels walking on sand? :pfff:
 
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Epsilon0

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Was your brother able to help you? I was grocery shopping today, and I was wondering how you managed to solve the problem.

Glad to hear you have food. What's for dinner?

I made pancakes.
 
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Epsilon0 said:
Was your brother able to help you? I was grocery shopping today, and I was wondering how you managed to solve the problem.

Glad to hear you have food. What's for dinner?

I made pancakes.
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Yeah. Massive queue to get in then he improvised. We've both got food now for a while. I've actually got too much so I might give some to the neighbours as they are isolating due to age and Ill health.
I so hate not being able to fend for myself.
 
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Epsilon0

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Underscore said:
Yeah. Massive queue to get in then he improvised. We've both got food now for a while. I've actually got too much so I might give some to the neighbours as they are isolating due to age and Ill health.
I so hate not being able to fend for myself.
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I sympathize. I am functional now, but there was a time when I could not even stand up due to the severity of my illness, let alone go shopping. I hated every second of it, it's sould-crushing.


@one4all

I see you changed your avatar. Very, very nice!
 
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Soulless_Angel

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The site is back up and runnibg that's all that matters right now
 
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Junk post, Panda is photobombing. Because he can. Panda
 
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one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
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Underscore said:
That is an excellent painting imo. He has a massive list of work too. Impressive.
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I've always enjoyed his art work :smiling:
Hopefully other will also.
Epsilon0 said:
Yes, I do. Very much so. The expression around the eyes and mouth is eerily hypnotizing.
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The shading helps a lot also IMHO
 
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