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[Epsilon0]

I'm feeling pretty shitty. Being called a fat, stupid and lazy all day by my mum is doing wonders. All of that being true makes me it hurt just that much more.

That sounds like hell. Noone should be subjected to such psychological terror, least of all by their own mother. Sorry man...

 

[RM5998]

That sounds like hell. Noone should be subjected to such psychological terror, least of all by their own mother. Sorry man...

Worst part is, it seems like the domestic travel shutdown is going to last longer than my allowance of meds. I have no idea what to do if that happens. I'm on anti-psychotics and seizure controllers, and the days when I miss a dose are pretty bad now that I've grown used to them. My dose runs out a few days into April. I hope we're done with this Covid-19 bullshit before then.

 

[Epsilon0]

There must be some doctor's office you can call and get a prescription refill. The kind of medication you are on is serious stuff. I don't think they will dismiss you.

 

[one4all]

@RM5998 where abouts do you live?

 

[RM5998]

@RM5998 where abouts do you live?

India. Specifically, I'm in Kolkata right now, which is in the same state as Darjeeling, hence my attempt at a joke.

There must be some doctor's office you can call and get a prescription refill. The kind of medication you are on is serious stuff. I don't think they will dismiss you.

I don't see a way of doing this that doesn't involve my parents getting to know of it. I have literally no privacy. They know that I'm on meds now, I've just told them that it's for my asthma, not that it's related to a possible mental illness/personality disorder.

Edit: okay, I do have some privacy, considering that they don't know of my suicide attempts, or my membership here, but that's not what I'm getting at. Privacy w.r.t. physical things I have.

 

[one4all]

India. Specifically, I'm in Kolkata right now, which is in the same state as Darjeeling, hence my attempt at a joke.

Sorry. I have no idea about the medical establishments there or how they work.

How does getting your meds refilled get your parents involved?

 

[RM5998]

Sorry. I have no idea about the medical establishments there or how they work.

How does getting your meds refilled get your parents involved?

It involves going to a doctor, which would involve leaving the house, which only happens with their knowledge and permission. Then, once that's done, it would involve going to a pharmacy, which, again, would only happens with their knowledge and permission. And it would involve either withdrawing money from my bank account or using my debit card, which I don't need permission for, but it's something they will know about, since it's attached to my parents' email address (The account was made when I was a kid and we didn't change the attached email later because my mum refused).

I say permission, but it's that way because I refuse to let the situation get to a point where I'm kicked out of the house. I could reasonably force my way out to get both a new prescription and more meds, but I'm not confident I'll be let back in. My parents aren't the most progressive when it comes to mental illnesses and its treatment. And I don't want to risk getting into a situation where I'll have to test whether I have any IRL friends at all.

 

[one4all]

It involves going to a doctor, which would involve leaving the house, which only happens with their knowledge and permission. Then, once that's done, it would involve going to a pharmacy, which, again, would only happens with their knowledge and permission. And it would involve either withdrawing money from my bank account or using my debit card, which I don't need permission for, but it's something they will know about, since it's attached to my parents' email address (The account was made when I was a kid and we didn't change the attached email later because my mum refused).

I say permission, but it's that way because I refuse to let the situation get to a point where I'm kicked out of the house. I could reasonably force my way out to get both a new prescription and more meds, but I'm not confident I'll be let back in. My parents aren't the most progressive when it comes to mental illnesses and its treatment. And I don't want to risk getting into a situation where I'll have to test whether I have any IRL friends at all.

Well that seems to be quiet abit to go through. I wish i had a solution for you. So the debit card is linked to your parents? I would imagine even if you had something delivered to the house they would want to know what it is then.

 

[Epsilon0]

India. Specifically, I'm in Kolkata right now, which is in the same state as Darjeeling, hence my attempt at a joke.

I don't see a way of doing this that doesn't involve my parents getting to know of it. I have literally no privacy. They know that I'm on meds now, I've just told them that it's for my asthma, not that it's related to a possible mental illness/personality disorder.

Edit: okay, I do have some privacy, considering that they don't know of my suicide attempts, or my membership here, but that's not what I'm getting at. Privacy w.r.t. physical things I have.

Ok, I understand. The medical system is very different where I live. You just phone the doctor and they refill your prescription which you pick up with your ID at any pharmacy.

I wish you good luck in finding a solution. I am genuinly sorry you have to worry about access to medication which your doctor prescribed.

 

[one4all]

@Epsilon0 regarding your post https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tea-or-coffee.35318/page-2#post-654702

What splash of Sabbath do you find in the Stones video/song? Just curious.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

@jgm63

I found some entertainment for Cecil. With all the humans in quarantine I figured his job might be a bit slow lately.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

@jgm63

I found some entertainment for Cecil. With all the humans in quarantine I figured his job might be a bit slow lately.

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I wondered when the Lounge would get pole dancers! I have to admit, this was not what I was expecting...

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Ahahahaha Mental Health services sent me a message to get in touch with them to fill out some questionnaire. Hahahahahahahahaa!

 

[one4all]

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Here's a mystery for you guys,
Last night I relapsed with cutting, (I normally self harm in other ways)
I put the blade down momentarily on the floor beside me, went back to get the blade, to discover it had simply vanished! I was in a room 7ft by 7ft (ish) by back was against the door, I emptied the room but it was gone!
I turned everything upside down, checked all clothes, all towels, simply No Where...!! Seriously?
I had to admit to my husband what I had done, he hunted too and still couldn't find it.
So baffled!
How the hell can a Stanley knife blade just vanish?

 

[one4all]

Here's a mystery for you guys,
Last night I relapsed with cutting, (I normally self harm in other ways)
I put the blade down momentarily on the floor beside me, went back to get the blade, to discover it had simply vanished! I was in a room 7ft by 7ft (ish) by back was against the door, I emptied the room but it was gone!
I turned everything upside down, checked all clothes, all towels, simply No Where...!! Seriously?
I had to admit to my husband what I had done, he hunted too and still couldn't find it.
So baffled!
How the hell can a Stanley knife blade just vanish?

Welcome back. We missed you here.
Sorry to hear you had a relapse.
To be honest i've had weird shit like that happen too. One minute something was there and the next it wasn't. And yes we all know i drink. But the weird thing is maybe a day or so later the damn thing is there, right were it was before. I've been living alone for awhile so that rules out the roommate.
Is it at all possible your husband found it and tossed it out, but just didn't want to tell you he did it?

 

[Epsilon0]

@Epsilon0 regarding your post https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tea-or-coffee.35318/page-2#post-654702

What splash of Sabbath do you find in the Stones video/song? Just curious.

I meant that as a description of your musical taste, not in reference to the Stones song per se.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Welcome back. We missed you here.
Sorry to hear you had a relapse.
To be honest i've had weird shit like that happen too. One minute something was there and the next it wasn't. And yes we all know i drink. But the weird thing is maybe a day or so later the damn thing is there, right were it was before. I've been living alone for awhile so that rules out the roommate.
Is it at all possible your husband found it and tossed it out, but just didn't want to tell you he did it?

Missed me? bet ya didn't even notice I was gone!

hmmm now you mention maybe he did, he hates me self harming, fuck, that was my last blade! and fuck I liked the idea of a mystery, !

how you all doing on here? The UK is in lock down, not allowed to leave homes, I ain't coping with this at all

 

[one4all]

I meant that as a description of your musical taste, not in reference to the Stones song per se.

Yup... those are both in my taste for music!

 

[Epsilon0]

Sorry to hear you are not feeling well @Soulless_Angel

You didn't miss much here. Same old, same new.

My country is not in lock down yet, so it's pretty much business as usual, except for the fact that many work from home and there's no pasta at the grocery store.

 

[one4all]

Missed me? bet ya didn't even notice I was gone!

hmmm now you mention maybe he did, he hates me self harming, fuck, that was my last blade! and fuck I liked the idea of a mystery, !

how you all doing on here? The UK is in lock down, not allowed to leave homes, I ain't coping with this at all

How the hell could i not notice you being gone. I still got all this rum lying around. Ordered extra just for you

Could still be a mystery.. as we have no idea if that is what happened or not.
Sorry if i through him under the bus.

Not doing well. Lock down is going on over here and i'm currently out of a job til this shit ends. LOL
I sneak out for my alcohol though Muahahahah

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Strange days for us all.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Sorry to hear you are not feeling well @Soulless_Angel

You didn't miss much here. Same old, same new.

My country is not in lock down yet, so it's pretty much business as usual, except for the fact that many work from home and there's no pasta at the grocery store.

Pasta and flour two rarity's in the world now!

How the hell could i not notice you being gone. I still got all this rum lying around. Ordered extra just for you

Could still be a mystery.. as we have no idea if that is what happened or not.
Sorry if i through him under the bus.

Not doing well. Lock down is going on over here and i'm currently out of a job til this shit ends. LOL
I sneak out for my alcohol though Muahahahah

Awwww seriously thank you!!
We are allowed out for essentials... Rum is an essential I don't care what they say, Plus I can mix it in with the exercise we are allowed once a day...

 

[one4all]

Awwww seriously thank you!!
We are allowed out for essentials... Rum is an essential I don't care what they say, Plus I can mix it in with the exercise we are allowed once a day...

LMAO We are allowed out for the same reasons. It's truely amazing that the liquor stores have been allowed to operate. It seems the state deems those as essential needs also. Also i guess the employees there are deemed as essential.
About the only damn thing they got right in this whole mess.
You are allowed out once a day for exercise?

 

[Epsilon0]

Strange days for us all.

Now would be a good time to post that crazy gif :-)

No, don't do it, I am only joking.

It's enough that thing flash before my eyes as I go to sleep.

 

[one4all]

@Underscore is Epsilon0 referring to that damned panda gif? LOL

 

[Deleted member 1465]

@Underscore is Epsilon0 referring to that damned panda gif? LOL

Don't dis my Happy Panda!


AnD no she was referring to...

 

[one4all]

Don't dis my Happy Panda!
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Would love to see it on fire though. I think that would give it a good reason to dance like that

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Would love to see it on fire though. I think that would give it a good reason to dance like that

Nooooooo Panda.......

 

[one4all]

Nooooooo Panda.......

OK.. set the potatoes on fire then. Mmmm french fries