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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
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Well I am just going to get my last meal.I have chosen Pizza hut pizza.
Then I am going to jump,can't wait for nembutal or SN
Goodnight,see you on the other side.xx
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
It's one of those situations where no replies just mean people don't know what to say. I hope it's going to be quick painless and not too many people will see it.

Good luck I guess but it sounds stupid.
 
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Hanger

Hanger

Noosedancer
May 29, 2018
277
Good luck and rest in peace
 
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Tiburcio

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You fought hard for your life and everyone here did a lot of effort for helping.



And still it wasn't enough.
 
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nuclearsnake

Student
Jul 11, 2018
145
Good luck, my friend. I hope you'll find the peace you seek.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Lara,

Please can you hold on for a wee bit longer? I understand you lost your son today but you can absolutely get him back.

In any case I wish you peace whatever your decision.
 
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Tiburcio

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Please can you hold on for a wee bit longer? I understand you lost your son today but you can absolutely get him back.
Yes

This is still not lost. In name of every son who suffered for his parents, please try. The mother's love is stronger than anything in the world.

Please, give yourself the last chance.
 
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RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
I know you're in very tough circumstances, but should you decide to... I hope you find peace.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Well here at the bridge.feel kind of calm now.There is nothing left to say other than thanks for trying.Been sectioned once already today but they let me go after a stint in the 136 suite.more fool them.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
This Pizza is rubbish for my last meal.I!
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
You know you can totally jump if you want to it's your choice. But you don't have to. That would also be your choice.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Bye.
 
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Tiburcio

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Nobody can say we didn't tried it.


Man, this is the saddest thread I've seen in a while.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
FucK I am over the barrier and am scared
 
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Hanger

Hanger

Noosedancer
May 29, 2018
277
You have only 2 chances: Get back or shut your eyes and free yourself. But the second thing is forever...
 
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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
This is your choice to make, remember tho it's never too late to turn back and try life one last time
 
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Mari

Mari

Left forum, time's up
May 10, 2018
169
FucK I am over the barrier and am scared
If you want, you can turn back. Even if you don't see him at the moment, he will still have his mother on earth. That matters. Try and put your hand on your heart and tell the truth to yourself if this is really, really what you want to do?

In any case, whatever you do, I wish you lots of love.
 
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RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
319
It's not yet too late, think really hard on what you want to do. Don't let going over the barrier force you to commit.
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
What the f is going on seriously let her do whatever she wants. Are we turning into a support group or what? Lets give her hotline numbers while at it... geez

It's nobody's damn business what she does . Show some respect.

She's perfectly capable of making a decision. Whatever that might be it's hers.
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
655
Support is here if you need it.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
What the f is going on seriously let her do whatever she wants. Are we turning into a support group or what? Lets give her hotline numbers while at it... geez

It's nobody's damn business what she does . Show some respect.

She's perfectly capable of making a decision. Whatever that might be it's hers.

All above respect her decision but we don't want her to do it whilst in the midst of severe emotional turmoil.

That's all.
 
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Mari

Mari

Left forum, time's up
May 10, 2018
169
All above respect her decision but we don't want her to do it whilst in the midst of severe emotional turmoil.

That's all.
Agreed. Also, respecting her choice doesn't mean that we aren't allowed to express how we feel or that we care.
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
All above respect her decision but we don't want her to do it whilst in the midst of severe emotional turmoil.

That's all.

It doesn't matter what anybody else wants.
 
Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
Agreed. Also, respecting her choice doesn't mean that we aren't allowed to express how we feel or that we care.

By expressing it you're adding to the confusion when there is an important choice to make. Obviously you're allowed to do that.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
It doesn't matter what anybody else wants.

Okay, true. Had it been another poster I would have simply said "goodbye and goodluck and peace be with you" (if I knew some of their history).

Lara is clearly conflicted and filled with angst, strong feelings, and so on.

No one here is judging her decision at all, on any level. She lost her son today to social services so I think that is why folks are reacting to what may be a decision made in the heat of the moment, impulsively.
 
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Mari

Mari

Left forum, time's up
May 10, 2018
169
By expressing it you're adding to the confusion when there is an important choice to make. Obviously you're allowed to do that.
Maybe by not expressing it, you would be adding to the notion that the world is only filled with cold, careless cynics, which is not true.
 
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Jon86

Jon86

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Apr 9, 2018
369
I wonder what happened?
 
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