Story This is my goodbye

[sneakyninjapantalon]

Thanks for that and sorry that you experienced the same. I'll find the courage, there's no room for failure.

I was where you're at a couple of weeks ago. In front of my mixed SN. Know how it feels and don't know when I'll make a second attempt <

 

[myownpetvirus]

You can always take more time

 

[Givenuponlife]

I know already, and I don't have the courage either to face them or start over. I'm totally aware that my gambling is the worst desctructive out there and I won't let it harm the ones I love. It did its part on me already

Apologies for badgering you, but is there any way you could address your gambling problems, especially with the help of your friends, GF or your family? I'm not in your exact situation, but is it definitely irreversible? Or are there other complications as well?

At the end of the day, it's your decision is your decision and I can't speak with authority from up on high regarding your situation nor will I cast judgement on the choice you end up making.

 

[sneakyninjapantalon]

Apologies for badgering you, but is there any way you could address your gambling problems, especially with the help of your friends, GF or your family? I'm not in your exact situation, but is it definitely irreversible? Or are there other complications as well?
Edit: I am only asking these questions out of curiosity.

At the end of the day, it's your decision is your decision and I can't speak with authority from up on high regarding your situation nor will I cast judgement on the choice you end up making.

I've tried again, and again, and again. And I thought I did it, but it's the same story every time, and especially my family supported me several times and gave numerous chances. So instead of ending up stealing to gamble or harm the ones I love in other possible way, I think this is fairer for all. I really appreciate the message though.
I just drunk it

 

[Givenuponlife]

I've tried again, and again, and again. And I thought I did it, but it's the same story every time, and especially my family supported me several times and gave numerous chances. So instead of ending up stealing to gamble or harm the ones I love in other possible way, I think this is fairer for all. I really appreciate the message though.
I just drunk it

In the case, I can only hope you find the peace that you seek.

 

[sneakyninjapantalon]

Taste is nasty and sticks to the mouth.
Dunno if it's anxiety but my heart is beating so fast rn. Much love

 

[Jadzia]

Taste is nasty and sticks to the mouth.
Dunno if it's anxiety but my heart is beating so fast rn. Much love

Much love to you too ❤
Are you still with us? Xx

 

[Jadzia]

Taste is nasty and sticks to the mouth.
Dunno if it's anxiety but my heart is beating so fast rn. Much love

I hope it was quick and that you are at peace now

 

[Shivali]

 

[thereisthemist]

farewell soul, huggies

 

[Destiny Calls Me]

@sneakyninjapantalon May you RIP

 

[livingdeath]

wish you the very best. RIP and see you on the other side.

Wish I can muster the courage at the right moment this time.

 

[lilin]

RIP

 

[outrider567]

R.I.P.

 

[MidnightTrain]

@sneakyninjapantalon, It appears you may have left us.
I hope your journey was peaceful.
Wishing you eternal rest.
RIP.

 

[amelis]

No one warned them that SN likely won't work without following protocol/antimetics?

Yeah this also worries me. I hope they're doing okay :(

 

[Jadzia]

No one warned them that SN likely won't work without following protocol/antimetics?

They fasted and said they were preparing glasses of SN so they had back up. As long as they had enough and it was pure enough and didn't call for help, it should work.

People often throw up even when they take antiemetics and still succeed.

 

[reverse03]

Taste is nasty and sticks to the mouth.
Dunno if it's anxiety but my heart is beating so fast rn. Much love

May you find peace.

 

[Judy Garland]

I hope you are at peace brave soul. Into God's arms and His Love.

 

[Givenuponlife]

@hellogirl raises a good point. We don't know the status of OP. That said, If OP changed their mind, let's hope that they went to hospital ASAP. If not, then hopefully their passing was/is without much pain.

 

[freedomcalls]

 

[peacetime]

No one warned them that SN likely won't work without following protocol/antimetics?

They prepared more than one glass and fasted. It's enough. I was scrolling down, reading his final message after which he likely passed out for the last time, and then came upon your message. Laughing out loud.

 

[almostoutofhere]

All the reports of failures on here have either been due to being found/rescued, vomiting and not having the second glass ready or not fasting long enough.

I have been warned by tons of ppl on site it's not enough bc it's all I have as well. Also what is really the possibility of being able to drink more when you may not be conscious and/or are vomiting. Has anyone never been black out drunk before? Since ppl have compared 25g of SN to keeping a shot of vodka down, and 500g like trying to drink a whole bottle I think the comparison is relevant.

Safe travels @sneakyninjapantalon

 

[almostoutofhere]

There have been several recently who also just woke up. Again how do we take a second drink when already vomiting?

Even if you vomit, some of the SN is gonna be absorbed. My assumption is when you stop vomiting just down the second glass quickly

 

[almostoutofhere]

That's what you would think but if you have ever had alcohol poisoning sometimes when you stop vomiting it's because you black out. Also, anytime I have vomitted bc of food poisoning or alcohol poisoning it's physically impossible to consume anything

But from what ppl say may not be enough. Accounts on here of ppl recovering on their own. Also just bc ppl got help immediately means they had symptoms doesn't mean they were gonna die

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-on-the-forum-as-a-cause-of-sn-failure.47986/

 

[blackwidow]

This is someone's goodbye post.. Maybe take the whole SN debate else where.

 

[Ireallysuck999]

I wish I had source.

 

[theboy]

peace

 

[reverse03]

Taste is nasty and sticks to the mouth.
Dunno if it's anxiety but my heart is beating so fast rn. Much love

Last seen atleast 2 hours ago. After 10 hours of drinking sn. @sneakyninjapantalon are you still with us? Or the gf found your account? Hope everything is well.

 

[Zegers]

All the RIPs are assumptions

No. There is a thread here where deaths are confirmed (obituary).