
Lady Laudanum
Here for a bad time, not a long time
- May 9, 2024
- 864
I think my drink was drugged at a networking event. I feel a lot more dizzy than I should after only having 1 drink and I think I'm gonnna pass out
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Extremely relatable. I also feel like the world is trying to shit me out, like I'm the crap of the world.I truly, genuinely feel like the world will be better off without me. I really believe I'm a burden to everyone around me. I feel sorry for all those who had the misfortune to meet me, and I can't wait to die so that no one else will have to meet me, see me, hear me anymore.
Everything that could have gone wrong in my life, went wrong. It's like the world itself is trying to shit me out because of how worthless I am.
Yesterday, a girl who I once crushed on I haven't seen in months shows up on my shift. Today, the girl who stood me up me at the arcade around 8 weeks ago came to me almost crying for leaving me. Odd coincidences. While we work in the same building, I quite literally have never seen her again until today.Got stood up by someone who said multiple times they were coming to hang out with me.
I feel worthless and unloveable, discarded and lying just bleeding on the floor. My heart feels like it's being carved out but I feel empty, and it's too tough so the knife has to hack at it to break through. My brain feels overloaded and fried, I feel like nothing at all. InvisibleI feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.