Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Ferreter]

Hurt, regret, shame, guilt, anxiety, fear, feeling stuck, feeling trapped, feeling hopeless, shock, sadness, pain, disbelief...

 

[ghost-shock]

Nothing and lonely

 

[1997]

Empty and tired

 

[barely_afloat]

Drained. What's the point in doing anything? I want to disappear but oh well.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

I feel like everything is crashing down on my life. If only I had a way out, I would've taken it already, but I don't.

 

[technicallyAlive]

I have contradictory feelings at the moment. I don't want to die, I think that even if I'm talentless that I can maybe at the very least become a mother at some point. But then again I dont want to add to whats already pretty bad generational trauma, so as much as I want to live I think it would be best if I ended my bloodline here </3

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Recording me wearing a pair of jeans that I bought and like just because my muffin top is showing is not showing that's going to help me internally. You'll suggest that you're doing this type of shit as a "lesson", then inevitably cry about why I killed myself. It's small shit like this; it totals up over time. I can't buy drugs to make me thinner (like you, living in your pretty-privilege blindspot) and I only have one body to live in. I'm trying to appreciate that as much as I can.

But I can't win, can I? I can't be allowed to accept myself—let alone love myself.