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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
I feel so lonely when i see people living an active, sporty lifestyle, with friends, carefree having fun... the feeling your life is wrong is so hard to deal.
 
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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
358
Can headachey be an emotion? That's my answer if so
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,347
A kind of growing anger and discomfort towards everything. I'm furious
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Una espécie de ira i malestar creixent cap a tot. Estic rabiós.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
sadness
 
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y'ffre

y'ffre

My English could be bad :)
Aug 15, 2022
179
Happiness
 
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FrozenMango

FrozenMango

Hello from the other side
Aug 16, 2022
184
Feeling hurt
 
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S

Sick of it all

It's only a matter of time and I'm running out
Aug 17, 2022
214
Fear.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Apprehensive
 
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Hercules

Hercules

Arcanist
Jan 31, 2021
408
A mix of fear and despair
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,347
I don't know how to value it to know which one it is, but it's screwing up my life.
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No se valorar-la per saber quina és, pero m'està fotent la vida.
 
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Coffeebean77

Well… I tried.
Jul 28, 2022
55
Worthlessness
 
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Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
678
Longing...
 
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Tristan

Tristan

Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead.
Mar 21, 2022
252
Bored! Just bored beyond belief! Dunno how to spend my time, losing interest In all things I used to enjoy. Can hardly keep up watching a movie for more than 20mn these days.
 
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nys

nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
Mostly apathy/indifference. I try to care about things and make myself enthusiastic about my future but it just isn't working. There's no point to any of this. There is a really small bit of hope though, since I'm trying to recover, but right now, that small amount of hope is easily outweighed by feeling exhausted and not caring about anything. It's hard to keep doing recovery when I don't care much about the future
 
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y'ffre

y'ffre

My English could be bad :)
Aug 15, 2022
179
Peaceful boredom
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Frustration (due to anhedonia).
 
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Night_Crew

Member
Oct 23, 2021
45
Shame combined with loneliness
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Loneliness
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Indifference I guess...... I just don't Fckn care anymore,. FML.
 
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S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,484
Anger
 
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Blondie

Blondie

Member
Aug 12, 2022
79
Content
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,722
EMPTY!!!!
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
Frustrated because not enjoying vacations, wake up everyday like: now what
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Disappointment
 
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Tiberius85

Tiberius85

Member
Aug 21, 2022
74
Hopelessness
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
433
Sadness and heartbreak. Realizing I'll never get the love of my life back and how for years I've just become more and more depressed. I can't even keep food down now and I'm very sick all of the time. I just feel very very sad and cold
 
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Cowgirl2000

Member
Aug 21, 2022
27
Grief... For the most lovable person I've ever met.

❤️I Love you 4ever, Michelle❤️
 
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Night_Crew

Member
Oct 23, 2021
45
I had to be office-based today, spending most the day with my manager, a very patronising and condescending Director of services.

'Argo-fuck-yourself' played in my mind for several hours :)
 
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Blondie

Blondie

Member
Aug 12, 2022
79
Uncertain
 
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