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What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,229
Pain
 
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ArcherFiles44

Member
Mar 20, 2022
89
despair
 
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woe-boy

woe-boy

Never feeling love like that anymore
Mar 30, 2022
45
Longing. Desiring change
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Gaslight induced rage
Teddybear said:
I thought about the time the neighborhood kids chased me around the playground and down the street, yelling "Nigger" and "Son of the monkeyman" all the way.

And my mommy dearest always insisting: "You *must* have done something to provoke them!"

Yeah, I was still breathing, that provoked them.

In moments like these I get a lustful feeling about dying. The mere thought of it fills me with joy and pleasure.

But if anyone called me the 'N' word at that second, I'd kill him in an instant.
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Would you like a nice slice of... Murder?

Yes you would! Hihi! Nice of you to feel vengefulness. I love dark heroes like deadpool & ghost rider.

I've been bullied by a black guy but you, you're cool! 😀
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,236
Anger
 
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freedompass

freedompass

Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
768
Disgust. Detachment. Peace. Contentment
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Empty
 
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woe-boy

woe-boy

Never feeling love like that anymore
Mar 30, 2022
45
Exhausted. I just want a cold front and more time for me to sleep. It gets too hot in my room after a certain hour and cannot rest.
 
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Blondie

Blondie

Member
Aug 12, 2022
79
Failure
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
268
Excitement, actually. Lately it has been fear.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Sadness & Frustration
 
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narval

narval

Enlightened
Jan 22, 2020
1,188
Fury, hate, rancor


Good morning, btw. Agh. :notsure:
 
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PArazi

PArazi

Student
Aug 27, 2022
186
give up
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,737
Worry that I won't receive the SN. International postage is soooo sloooowww
 
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Teddybear

Teddybear

Specialist
Nov 20, 2021
335
The void, the friendly void …
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,229
Trapped in a world that I don't want to be in. Ready to leave. Stuck cuz of family. :aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw:
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,167
not-2-b-the-answer said:
Trapped in a world that I don't want to be in. Ready to leave. Stuck cuz of family. :aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw:
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I send you lots of huge hugs, smiles and bright blue sunny skies. You are such a kind, caring and understanding soul, that having you here on SS is such a blessing.

You are truly a good friend and I want the best for you.

All my best to you,

Walter
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,229
whywere said:
I send you lots of huge hugs, smiles and bright blue sunny skies. You are such a kind, caring and understanding soul, that having you here on SS is such a blessing.

You are truly a good friend and I want the best for you.

All my best to you,

Walter
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Thank you.
I wish the best for you as well. It's getting harder and harder to stay alive.
 
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curdywordy

New Member
Jun 30, 2022
1
Resignation. Feeling like I'm finally accepting this shit deal I was consigned to.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Trapped.
 
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BrokenJesus

BrokenJesus

Member
Jul 25, 2022
18
Disgust
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Loneliness & Fear.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Anxiety
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Confused
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,229
Regret
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Disappointment
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
849
Frustration
 
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Sardonia

Member
Sep 7, 2022
19
Yeah, frustration here too. I'm emotionally numb most of the time, but today things just got to me in a worse way than usual.
 
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