What’s your method?

[justwannadip]

Kinda making this to see if there's others that are pursuing methods I'm interested in. I have SN but don't feel confident in my SI and not calling for help due to the time it takes to reach unconsciousness.

If anyone is doing opioids like fent or nitazenes pls dm me, as I'm seriously considering but want to know more about it. Also if you're doing an inert gas method pls DM me as well, as I'm also considering that. Thank you

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Do you think there will be time for anyone to help or reverse the effects, after you've taken it? Hope you find the confidence in whatever you decide, either way

 

[lilah]

SN and... the end is near

 

[justwannadip]

Do you think there will be time for anyone to help or reverse the effects, after you've taken it? Hope you find the confidence in whatever you decide, either way

Ya, if I called emergency services within 15 minutes or before I became unconscious i think they'd likely be able to keep me alive using oxygen and methylene blue (if they knew I took SN). Thank you for your wishes, I hope the same for you.

 

[justwannadip]

Ya, if I called emergency services within 15 minutes or before I became unconscious i think they'd likely be able to keep me alive using oxygen and methylene blue (if they knew I took SN). Thank you for your wishes, I hope the same for you.

Actually I'm gonna change my stance to "unsure" of whether I'd be able to be saved even if I called emergency services. I saw this comment made by a doctor under a post about methemoglobinemia and how its recognized and treated at the hospital. It seems as though its not a common incident, although the comment was 5 years ago, and suicides with sodium nitrite have gone up quite a bit since then; although I'm not sure if its enough for hospitals to be acutely aware of the signs of methemoglobinemia. Here's the comment:

"Critical care MD here - this is an uncommon but very well known complication of some meds, every case I've ever seen has been from a topical anesthetic, usually cetacaine.
What makes it such a tricky emergency is that usually the patients had the cetacaine as prep for an endoscopic procedure, usually a scope or ultrasound in the esophagus, for which they also received light sedation. So the typical case is, I'll get a call from the post op floor that a patient came back from an EGD (stomach scope) and is lethargic but otherwise "fine". The patient has bright blue tongue and lips, fingernails etc, but the tricky thing is, as noted below, the pathology is that the hemoglobin hinds too tightly to oxygen, and thus doesn't "drop it off" at the cells. So, the oxygen sats are 100%.


So you have a patient that is acutely dying of oxygen starvation, with all your equipment telling you the last thing to worry about is oxygen. And they just came back from a procedure where they got sedation, which is a much much more common cause of post op crashing. So you have maybe 3 - 4 minutes to figure it out and get the methylene blue in them, and the methylene blue has to be sprinted up from the hospital pharmacy.

Then to make it even trickier, when you give the methylene blue, the patient will get pink and revive in seconds, but the methylene blue fools with the oxygen sensors, so now as the patient is recovering, all the alarms start screaming as the O2 sats drop to 30% (normal is 98-100, 80 or below is usually a death or near death state).

They are also rare, so in 10 years at a major city's biggest hospital I saw three cases. Just something you always hafta have in mind when getting a call for a rapid response critical care consult."

So ya, unless I state that I took sodium nitrite (which I'm scared I might if I were to panic and call for help), then they could very well fail to save me. Although death from SN can take upwards of 1.5 hours, and prolonged or cancelled if treated at the hospital.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Actually I'm gonna change my stance to "unsure" of whether I'd be able to be saved even if I called emergency services. I saw this comment made by a doctor under a post about methemoglobinemia and how its recognized and treated at the hospital. It seems as though its not a common incident, although the comment was 5 years ago, and suicides with sodium nitrite have gone up quite a bit since then; although I'm not sure if its enough for hospitals to be acutely aware of the signs of methemoglobinemia. Here's the comment:

So ya, unless I state that I took sodium nitrite (which I'm scared I might if I were to panic and call for help), then they could very well fail to save me. Although death from SN can take upwards of 1.5 hours, and prolonged or cancelled if treated at the hospital.

Yeah, thanks for sharing. Also unsure, unlikely, but I guess anything is possible. Could depend on the emergency response team and timing, and the hospital to figure out. So many things to think of...

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I had the option to just painlessly free myself from this torturous, pointless existence in peace, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep even know I'd never wish for this existence I saw as causing nothing but suffering in the first place. I suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence just hoping and waiting to die anyway, I wish I had a painless poison like Nembutal to save myself from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would have wished for.

 

[justwannadip]

does anyone think there will be a way to get N or something similar in the near future without travelling to get it?

 

[CantDoIt]

does anyone think there will be a way to get N or something similar in the near future without travelling to get it?

I'm really crossing my fingers for N from J here. I hope the powder people received is the real deal - is so, we're really getting something special.

 

[justwannadip]

I'm really crossing my fingers for N from J here. I hope the powder people received is the real deal - is so, we're really getting something special.

Yes, I'm watching that thread too and hoping for the best

 

[Adamsnolife]

I'm planning on jumping from a 531ft cliff in south uk

 

[Hysteria]

What a coincidence that I found your thread. I used to do Fentanyl and Nitazenes. I'm an ex-opioid addict here, and I survived a few overdoses. Now I know where I made mistakes. I should have saved more for my final attempt. Unfortunately, by the time I got out of the psych ward and rehab, my vendors disappeared. I wish I saved a stash. But what is gone is gone. I'm considering an inert gas method next. I wrote you a private message.

 

[finishLana]

What a coincidence that I found your thread. I used to do Fentanyl and Nitazenes. I'm an ex-opioid addict here, and I survived a few overdoses. Now I know where I made mistakes. I should have saved more for my final attempt. Unfortunately, by the time I got out of the psych ward and rehab, my vendors disappeared. I wish I saved a stash. But what is gone is gone. I'm considering an inert gas method next. I wrote you a private message.

Im very interested and thinking about taking nitazene in acid resistant enteric capsules. What would be your plan if you had access to zenes?

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I'm going with inert gas, nitrogen exit bag to be precise.

For anyone else considering this method (@Hysteria, @justwannadip), I posted the setup I'm planning to use here:

Just finished putting together a nitrogen exit bag setup

I just thought I'd share a description of the gear I put together for inert gas asphyxiation with nitrogen and an exit bag. It's pretty basic since I felt it would be better to start with something simple and functional, then upgrade to SCBA/SCUBA or something else in the future if I have time...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[sevennn]

lol no one cares about DDMAPh.. and i didnt expect exit bag to be more popular than jumping.. casted other, its gonna be propofol for me (most likely)

 

[mysideofthemountain]

Kinda making this to see if there's others that are pursuing methods I'm interested in. I have SN but don't feel confident in my SI and not calling for help due to the time it takes to reach unconsciousness.

If anyone is doing opioids like fent or nitazenes pls dm me, as I'm seriously considering but want to know more about it. Also if you're doing an inert gas method pls DM me as well, as I'm also considering that. Thank you

I can't get SN but have been looking. Are you US based?

I chose gunfire because that's seems most likely to work for me

 

[justwannadip]

lol no one cares about DDMAPh.. and i didnt expect exit bag to be more popular than jumping.. casted other, its gonna be propofol for me (most likely)

How would you even do that tho?

 

[sevennn]

How would you even do that tho?

an IV. i have yet to learn how to IV which is my problem with the method

 

[justwannadip]

an IV. i have yet to learn how to IV which is my problem with the method

Idk if ur srsly considering it, but this method is highly unlikely to work. I mean nothings impossible but the setup would likely have to be more complex than you think. First propofol is a controlled substance and may just be as difficult to acquire as N. then you have the issue that propofol has a much shorter action, and its very likely that you won't be able to administer a fatal dose before passing out. Pretty sure you need an iv catheter and a whole iv setup for propofol too. Not impossible, but would likely take some form of medical training (for the iv setup), luck in finding a source, and a large enough dose administered before passing out, that is sufficient to kill you quickly (propofol has a short action and unconsciousness doesn't last long unless continuously administered).

 

[Mean Ja]

Tell me please what's SN stands for? I'm dumb

 

[sevennn]

Idk if ur srsly considering it, but this method is highly unlikely to work. I mean nothings impossible but the setup would likely have to be more complex than you think. First propofol is a controlled substance and may just be as difficult to acquire as N. then you have the issue that propofol has a much shorter action, and its very likely that you won't be able to administer a fatal dose before passing out. Pretty sure you need an iv catheter and a whole iv setup for propofol too. Not impossible, but would likely take some form of medical training (for the iv setup), luck in finding a source, and a large enough dose administered before passing out, that is sufficient to kill you quickly (propofol has a short action and unconsciousness doesn't last long unless continuously administered).

it's otc here. i can order it to my house lol. and i know i need IV. that's what i said

 

[justwannadip]

it's otc here. i can order it to my house lol. and i know i need IV. that's what i said

Damn propofol is otc in ur country? That's crazy. You guys don't have N there tho? Ah I see, I thought you were referring to iv like how heroin is shot up intravenously. Well ya, if you have the equipment and you learn how to do it it could work. You'd probably be one of the first to complete it on the site. Where would you learn how to set up an iv for it?

 

[beseechgod]

lol no one cares about DDMAPh.. and i didnt expect exit bag to be more popular than jumping.. casted other, its gonna be propofol for me (most likely)

What even is ddmaph

 

[sevennn]

Damn propofol is otc in ur country? That's crazy. You guys don't have N there tho? Ah I see, I thought you were referring to iv like how heroin is shot up intravenously. Well ya, if you have the equipment and you learn how to do it it could work. You'd probably be one of the first to complete it on the site. Where would you learn how to set up an iv for it?

online. maybe i could sign up for a class irl. man i hope nothing changed and i can order it. i'll order soon. and nooo we don't have nembutal *sob* it's so sad. i wish we did

What even is ddmaph

in other words "cardiac switch" it's a method involving 5 meds. every letter d d m a ph stands for a drug. it's hard to source. not many try this one at all. you can look it up on the forum, which drugs are those. i could tell but i feel kind of uncomfortable sharing methods in depth. it's from the peaceful pill book. i just laughed because the results on the poll were zero for it, it's like no one cares about it. i've seen one member try it. i don't remember anyone else.

 

[justwannadip]

online. maybe i could sign up for a class irl. man i hope nothing changed and i can order it. i'll order soon. and nooo we don't have nembutal *sob* it's so sad. i wish we did

in other words "cardiac switch" it's a method involving 5 meds. every letter d d m a ph stands for a drug. it's hard to source. not many try this one at all. you can look it up on the forum, which drugs are those. i could tell but i feel kind of uncomfortable sharing methods in depth. it's from the peaceful pill book. i just laughed because the results on the poll were zero for it, it's like no one cares about it. i've seen one member try it. i don't remember anyone else.

Propofol otc but no barbiturates is wild lol. And ya i just threw ddmaph on there cus its on the pph and its maid protocol. But the amount of morphine needed and the number of pills that would be required just isn't realistic

 

[waterbaby100]

I'm planning on jumping from a 531ft cliff in south uk

Me too. But scared of getting caught by the chaplains. Hard to work out if there is just a. Lot of talk of people getting caught or if it actually happens that often

 

[justwannadip]

Me too. But scared of getting caught by the chaplains. Hard to work out if there is just a. Lot of talk of people getting caught or if it actually happens that often

How the hell do you guys get the courage to jump? Different brains ig

 

[waterbaby100]

I don't know if I will. But it's so high and so few survive. Don't want to fail at another method and permanently damage myself or end up being sectioned (the worse of the two)

 

[Hysteria]

Im very interested and thinking about taking nitazene in acid resistant enteric capsules. What would be your plan if you had access to zenes?

If I saved some Nitazenes from my addict era, I'd go with an injection. Nitazenes can turn your stomach upside down, and vomiting can potentially save your life. So, I wouldn't choose capsules. Although I had the experience of injecting Nitazenes daily, once I epic failed, and paramedics found the syringe still in my veins because it kicked me unconscious before I could inject the total syringe.

I'm going with inert gas, nitrogen exit bag to be precise.

For anyone else considering this method (@Hysteria, @justwannadip), I posted the setup I'm planning to use here:

Just finished putting together a nitrogen exit bag setup

I just thought I'd share a description of the gear I put together for inert gas asphyxiation with nitrogen and an exit bag. It's pretty basic since I felt it would be better to start with something simple and functional, then upgrade to SCBA/SCUBA or something else in the future if I have time...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thank you very much!

an IV. i have yet to learn how to IV which is my problem with the method

Tell me please what's SN stands for? I'm dumb

S(odium) N(itrite)

What even is ddmaph

D(igoxin), D(iazepam), M(orphine), A(mitriptyline), Ph(enobarbital)

 

[finishLana]

If I saved some Nitazenes from my addict era, I'd go with an injection. Nitazenes can turn your stomach upside down, and vomiting can potentially save your life. So, I wouldn't choose capsules. Although I had the experience of injecting Nitazenes daily, once I epic failed, and paramedics found the syringe still in my veins because it kicked me unconscious before I could inject the total syringe.


Thank you very much!





S(odium) N(itrite)


D(igoxin), D(iazepam), M(orphine), A(mitriptyline), Ph(enobarbital)

I see, good to know! Yeah I bet, IV is the deadliest roa, I doubt I could do that myself. Also, I read that many of them aren't water soluble, I thought of dissolving it in dmso and do IM injection but figured that maybe capsules are safer in a way.

The purpose of acid resistant enteric capsules is that they bypass the stomach and release once they reach small intestines (cant be vomited out anymore), that way I hope to avoid the nausea and other unpleasant things, I guess even one capsule containing around 150mg of proto with benzo should knock me out fast without experiencing pain.