
unluckysadness
Arcanist
- Jul 9, 2025
- 493
I have no kids or partner but I have a huge collection of vinyls, CD, DVDs and other stuff. I was a collector since more than 20 years but I don't care anymore since I plan to CTB. Collecting things ruined my life. I think it is because of my autism. Nevermind.
I wrote my will where I give everything to my family but I hesitate to make a donation to a charity (animal protection for example) because my family is not in need of money. Or I'll maybe give some money to my cousin who has mental health problems and who needs money. I'd like to give the money to homeless people too.
I'm starting to sell my collection but it will take some time because I have thousands of records. I want to have the control about it. It is strange because if I'm dead, I won't give a shit, but i's important to me.
There is another reason why I want to sell all my records : I believe in afterlife and I don't want to be connected to my home as a ghost... Buddhists say it's important be detached from material things. You may find it silly, but these kind of things bother me a lot. My goal is to have an almost empty apartment before I leave. I know it's impossible because I've collected so much things in my life. I told my mother that I wanted to sell everything and I hope she doesn't suspect anything about my CTB plan.
I wrote my will where I give everything to my family but I hesitate to make a donation to a charity (animal protection for example) because my family is not in need of money. Or I'll maybe give some money to my cousin who has mental health problems and who needs money. I'd like to give the money to homeless people too.
I'm starting to sell my collection but it will take some time because I have thousands of records. I want to have the control about it. It is strange because if I'm dead, I won't give a shit, but i's important to me.
There is another reason why I want to sell all my records : I believe in afterlife and I don't want to be connected to my home as a ghost... Buddhists say it's important be detached from material things. You may find it silly, but these kind of things bother me a lot. My goal is to have an almost empty apartment before I leave. I know it's impossible because I've collected so much things in my life. I told my mother that I wanted to sell everything and I hope she doesn't suspect anything about my CTB plan.