Method 1-2 weeks left (+ need tips about SN)

[SocialSoil]

I ordered my SN yesterday, it arrives at monday. Everything else is prepared already. I got antiemetics, antacid, paracetamol, and also diuretic and laxative. Laxative and diuretic are here so I won't be covered in body fluids when I'm done. Even if something remains, I'm gonna lay 2 towels under myself before drinking SN. I also got trash can, plastic cups for SN, and mint for covering taste. I also managed to crack window open, and smell won't stay in room.
I wanna make everything as smooth as I can. I'm gonna write a will in this saturday, and if everything is alright, I'll ctb next week. So, before that, I wanna share what I wanna do.
I also remember about order of antiemetics, antacid and paracetamol from SN bible, just won't write them here. But I'll follow this order, too. So:

1. I'll eat tiramisu cake before fasting and using laxative, so around 48 hours before SN. I just really love tiramisu, can't just leave without having a bite.
2. I'll use laxative and diuretic in 24 hour before SN to clear system as much as possible.
3. I wanna do makeup before ctb, too. I live with a roommate, and even though she will be frightened in any way, I wanna do at least something to make it easier to cope. So I'll do makeup and cover any open skin with concealer.
4. Then mix SN with water in 3 cups, lay towels on bed, put trash can near.
5. I'll chat with my best friend a bit. I also already gave him list of numbers to check if I had successfully ctb, as here are city morgue, classmates, family.
6. Say goodbye, log out of of SS, clear browser history, then put some lo-fi stream on.
7. I'll drink first cup, and eat mint. Then second if it's not enough or I vomit. Lay down and that's it, passing out to calm music.

I also wanna to prepare myself for bad taste of SN, maybe drinking something sour or/and bitter. Only thing I can think of is tonic, since I cannot have alcohol. Any tips about that? I'll be glad to any suggestions.

 

[drraculaurra]

You're so real for the tiramisu bit.
I hope everything goes your way<3

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace and you have a peaceful journey!

 

[SocialSoil]

Moving this up. I kinda looked closer and SN seems to taste just really salty. It's a bit... expected, since SN is used in curing or nitrite salt. It's mix of food salt and SN which is in reeally small portion, for food preservation, so yeah it's kinda expected to be salty.

Anyways. I searched how to fix too salty food, and one of solutions is to add sour cream. Despite name, it's not really sour, I often ate that. Forums recommend to add teaspoon of sour cream into too salty food. I wonder if it'll work with SN. Or should I stick to getting chewing gum? Will it mess up method, how do you think?

 

[Unspoken7612]

If you eat anything else you are going to increase your chances of vomiting, it undermines the point of fasting.

To be honest your desire to use a laxative and diuretic seems like it will cause you unnecessary distress and dehydrate you, making you thirsty, while also making "accidents" more likely. I would advise skipping those steps. You could simply go to the toilet instead. If your rectum and bladder are empty then you don't need to worry about post-mortem discharge.

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

Moving this up. I kinda looked closer and SN seems to taste just really salty. It's a bit... expected, since SN is used in curing or nitrite salt. It's mix of food salt and SN which is in reeally small portion, for food preservation, so yeah it's kinda expected to be salty.

wait, just to clarify, you're using pure SN right? not curing salt/pink salt? i don't know if i'm misinterpreting you here.

 

[SocialSoil]

wait, just to clarify, you're using pure SN right? not curing salt/pink salt? i don't know if i'm misinterpreting you here.

pure sn! i know difference between curing salt and pure sn. it's okay, i just thought about why sn would taste salty.

If you eat anything else you are going to increase your chances of vomiting, it undermines the point of fasting.

To be honest your desire to use a laxative and diuretic seems like it will cause you unnecessary distress and dehydrate you, making you thirsty, while also making "accidents" more likely. I would advise skipping those steps. You could simply go to the toilet instead. If your rectum and bladder are empty then you don't need to worry about post-mortem discharge.

thank you for answer! yeah, then i'll stick to using chewing gum...
i understand i can just go to toilet, it's just i almost always get constipated, sorry for details. it could take around 3 days to shit. but hm... if it's so, maybe i really don't need this step, and diuretic too.
thank you again.

 

[Unspoken7612]

Ah that's fair, I have IBS (although usually at the other end of the spectrum!) so I get where you're coming from. If you're confident using laxatives then don't let me stop you, but I wouldn't experiment with them when at risk of dehydration.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

I also wanna to prepare myself for bad taste of SN, maybe drinking something sour or/and bitter. Only thing I can think of is tonic, since I cannot have alcohol. Any tips about that? I'll be glad to any suggestions.

SN is salty.

 

[SocialSoil]

Upd: I still was very interested in how to prepare for salty taste, and apparently there was no answer on this forum, so I made list of salty drinks. I found some of them at store, so maybe I'm be gonna updating that post with how they taste.

Post with list of salty drinks + descriptions

 

[thenorthern]

Hope you are ok.