FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Existence to me always feels like a mistake.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it burdened with this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, in this existence so cruel and torturous the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again. I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me, more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake and to me existing really is only suffering.
I suffer just from being conscious and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist no matter what and in this existence where there's all this suffering the only peace for me could lie in non-existence, existence to me really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and all I wish for is to never suffer suffer ever again, existence really will always feel like a mistake to me and it's one so cruel that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, only eternal sleep could ever bring me the relief and peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer all for the sake of it burdened with this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, in this existence so cruel and torturous the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again. I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me, more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake and to me existing really is only suffering.
I suffer just from being conscious and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist no matter what and in this existence where there's all this suffering the only peace for me could lie in non-existence, existence to me really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and all I wish for is to never suffer suffer ever again, existence really will always feel like a mistake to me and it's one so cruel that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, only eternal sleep could ever bring me the relief and peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen.
