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I am free, therefore I am lost.
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Rachmaninoff, Prokofiev, Tchaikovsky, Stravinsky & Chopin.
I agree. The russians are bomb btw.


Can't find the original song on youtube, but it's okay, another radiohead song. I just bought its vinyl OK computer, and it's just an amazing album. The lyrics, the music, laying in bed in the dark alone, i always get a feeling of swimming in this music. This track particularly does that for me.

Here's the lyrics:

The breath of the morning
I keep forgetting
The smell of the warm summer air
I live in a town
Where you can't smell a thing
You watch your feet
For cracks in the pavement
Up above
Aliens hover
Making home movies
For the folks back home
Of all these weird creatures
Who lock up their spirits
Drill holes in themselves
And live for their secrets
They're all
Uptight
Oh
I wish that they'd swoop down in a country lane
Late at night when I'm driving
Take me on board their beautiful ship
Show me the world as I'd love to see it
I'd tell all my friends but they'd never believe me
They'd think that I'd finally lost it completely
I'd show them the stars and the meaning of life
They'd shut me away
But I'd be alright
Alright
I'm alright
Alright
I'm just
Uptight
 
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Bärchen

Distracting myself through Life
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read the lyrics, it is about a weird guy who is betraying a woman...
happened to me at the time, when I loved this song...but I did not listen to Sadess warning [B]his eyes are like angel´s , but his heart is cold[/B] [QUOTE="martha, post: 319835, member: 6388"] [MEDIA=youtube]j5lUyucohBU[/MEDIA] read the lyrics, it is about a weird guy who is betraying a woman... happened to me at the time, when I loved this song...but I did not listen to Sadess warning
his eyes are like angel´s , but his heart is cold
[/QUOTE]
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

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Mar 14, 2019
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bacchata gefällig?
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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don't get sentimental, it always ends up drivel

 
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FakeNews

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Apr 30, 2018
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Heard this for the first time a few days ago. I've never been into cutting, it the feeling of hopelessness is one that I'm familiar with. Found it interesting that the song writer takes several different times before finding a peace.

 
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Heard this for the first time a few days ago. I've never been into cutting, it the feeling of hopelessness is one that I'm familiar with. Found it interesting that the song writer takes several different times before finding a peace.




Un, dos, tres, cuatro: ¡Tierra, Cielo!
Cinco, seis: ¡Paraíso, Infierno!
Siete, ocho, nueve, diez:
Hay que saber mover los pies.
En la rayuela, o en la vida
vos podes elegir un día.
¿Por que costado, de que lado saltarás?
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I usually come back to this song if I can't handle things anymore.

 
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Meh
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Distracting myself through Life
Apr 7, 2019
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I love the melody...its a video about a german youtube cat that passed away 3 weeks ago. And she looks very similar to my Kira who died 2015
 
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gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
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gorganizing

Faults of my own
May 29, 2019
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I'm an r&b fan, specifically 90s r&b but I like modern too. This song by Brent Faiyaz really hits home for me. This song is actually on my ctb playlist.

I also really like this one, which is also on my playlist. I don't listen to Juice WRLD but Brent Faiyaz really makes amazing Interludes.
 
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FakeNews

Student
Apr 30, 2018
149
Sometimes I'm filled with so much self loathing, as expressed in the song "Despicable" by Grandson which starts out:

The goodbye is the hardest part
When we find ourselves back at the start
But I'm not so brave, and I'm not so smart, no
I'm doing you a favor, doing you a favor

One day you will understand
Why I pushed you away as I am
And you will find a better man than I am
Trust, I'm doing you a favor, doing you a favor
(Ooh)

Despicable
I'm just a bottom feeder (uh huh)
Despicable
I ain't never been a keeper (oh no)
Despicable
Love her then I leave her

And if I were you, I wouldn't love me neither
Said if I were you, I wouldn't love me neither
I wouldn't love me neither
Despicable

 
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