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Hobbes

Hobbes

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Jun 12, 2019
34
Basically the noise inside my head most of the time. The exact point where melancholy meets bleak.

This was lovely to hear. Thank you very much for sharing. It's not something I would have come across otherwise.
 
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Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613


"They say we come from nothing, and to nothing we'll return"
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
Brave Little Toaster, anyone? I loved this movie as a kid but I don't remember it getting so dark, haha. Well, as an adult I can definitely relate a lot more now... lucky me!!

 
LongTimeComing

LongTimeComing

I'm a saint, got a date with suicide
May 23, 2019
58

Oh my god, thank you for reminding me of this band. I haven't heard them in years and I forgot how much I loved their music. :love:
 
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Thorn

Wrecked
Jun 8, 2019
284
Oh my god, thank you for reminding me of this band. I haven't heard them in years and I forgot how much I loved their music. :love:

An awesome talent, agreed. David is gone, but not forgotten.
 
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LongTimeComing

I'm a saint, got a date with suicide
May 23, 2019
58
Music has been a really big trigger (I hate using that word, but it is) for me lately, but this is one of the few bands I can still listen to.
 
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Hobbes

Hobbes

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Jun 12, 2019
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I wanted to share what I think would be my favourite song. It represents everything that I find beautiful and hopeless, and surrounds the world in a melancholy curtain. I think it's really nice.
 
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Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613
 
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inconsequential

inconsequential

Enlightened
Jun 1, 2019
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Orin

Orin

Experienced
Apr 16, 2019
253



"Can't explain the reason why
Someone would rather live than die
If dying is the only way
To end a life of mental stains"
 
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The Hunter

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Jun 4, 2019
88


Oh, I don't think I can wait that long
Oh, you see that I'm not that strong

Please, sister Morphine, turn my nightmares into dreams...
 
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chlorine

chlorine

I am free, therefore I am lost.
Apr 12, 2019
217


The mouth of the just one
will prepare itself for wisdom
And his tongue is telling a judgement

Blessed is the one who bears a temptation
Since after being tested, he will receive the crown of life

Lord, the source of good-heartedness
Lord, the divine fire, be gracious

Oh how holy, how serene, how benign
How beautiful is the virgin believed to be

Oh how holy, how serene, how benign
How beautiful, Oh lily of chastity.


I love the contrast between the purity of the opening and the general plot of the anime, which is a great one btw. And the opening is beautiful, and also in latin so yeah.
 
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anna-morphosis

anna-morphosis

Member
Jun 19, 2019
23
this is my favorite song of all time. all of the elements just combine perfectly for me, like if i could make a song exactly how i wanted it i think it would pretty much just be this song



I be chillin on the west side
I ain't ever going outside
Feels like my arms are tied
Whoever you pray to is a lie
I been letting my fam down
Tryna get a grip I can't now
My plug wanna see me in the ground
Nobody make a fucking sound

I don't trust none of you
I don't trust none of you
I don't even trust myself
I don't feel none of you
I don't feel none of you
I don't even feel myself

I don't ever fly first class
You could find me poppin' something in the back
I be on a flight like every day
Nothing's ever made me wanna stay
And I can't understand this
My thoughts are fuckin outlandish
Y'all too worried 'bout the lavish
Feel like a long time I been crashing

I don't trust none of you
I don't trust none of you
I don't even trust myself
I don't feel none of you
I don't feel none of you
I don't even feel myself

this is also probably my favorite song/album about suicide. i listened to it endlessly as a teenager. i've also resonated with giles corey's stuff a lot



Looking right around you
And how will I know
when you'll decide to jump
Jump out of a window
falling faster
I can imagine
The ways you'd roll your eyes
Before you hit the ground

Telling everyone you know
Maybe I'll be bad for you
Maybe you're too good for me
Everyone is getting screwed
Well if the shoe fits then put it on
Wear it like a crown
I can't believe you called
Just to say that you were coming down
I like the way you roll your eyes
Right before you fall down
I like the way you rolled your eyes
Right before you fall down

On bended knee
Will you marry me
And on November 16
Everything was buried down
 
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sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
@anna-morphosis - i'm listening to your first song you shared, it's so sad, it's so painful, it hits me because the lyrics is what i will feel about family gathering that waits me in the next few days and that song describes how i feel :( "I don't trust none of you" to be part of family, but unable to communicate with them shit shit. But it's beautiful too. On repeat now.. Thanks..
 
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Bärchen

Bärchen

Distracting myself through Life
Apr 7, 2019
202
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
This may be my ctb song, hahaha.




We've got the right to choose it
There ain't no way we'll lose it
This is our life, this is our song

We'll fight the powers that be just
Don't pick our destiny 'cause
You don't know us, you don't belong

Oh we're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
Oh we're not gonna take it anymore
 
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anna-morphosis

anna-morphosis

Member
Jun 19, 2019
23
i love this band, and especially this song, cuz it's so just so completely over the top in how rapidly and wildly the mood of the music changes that it's like acting out one of my mood swings



this is another personal classic i feel like posting. it's really good for the disorienting combination of feeling kind of emotionally "up" while also being completely hopeless



here's one more in that vein for good measure



and while i'm at it... i'll link a track that i made right before i completely collapsed earlier this year. i'll return to it and listen periodically now

 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
My ex girlfriend's theme song. But I still love this song.




 
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anna-morphosis

anna-morphosis

Member
Jun 19, 2019
23
oh man this is so good



the original is amazing too... a great "manic bubble bursted" anthem with an iconic video

 
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Enlightened
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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One of the best singers of all time, IMO.





Sometimes I think she made some kind of deal with Lucifer for that voice.
 
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anna-morphosis

anna-morphosis

Member
Jun 19, 2019
23
checking out the new chelsea wolfe now, it's really landing for me

 
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sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
My fav Joji song... I still watch Filthy Frank videos almost every day. I miss it. I miss so many things.

 
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