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faust

faust

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Jan 26, 2020
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That is a loaded question.
But also please note this was NOT set up for Political Agendas or means to CTB. That was not directed at you BTW.

Edit: I'm just tired of people trying to inject agendas into threads.
That is a good idea, I just saw some posts there and tried to ask what was the recent topic we were discussing ;)
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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That is a good idea, I just saw some posts there and tried to ask what was the recent topic we were discussing ;)
Sorry i've update my prior post after you posted.

Hey the thread can be slow at times. Recent topics seem to go minute by minute. Depending who is online here :sunglasses:
 
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Sorry i've update my prior post after you posted.

Hey the thread can be slow at times. Recent topics seem to go minute by minute. Depending who is online here :sunglasses:
Just wanted to tune in and not to interfere with others :)
 
one4all

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Just wanted to tune in and not to interfere with others :)

LOL You would have to ask them if you are interfering

"You can tune a piano but you can't tuna fish"
 
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LOL You would have to ask them if you are interfering

"You can tune a piano but you can't tuna fish"
Simply did not want to let anybody down. My brain is so foggy right now...
 
Soulless_Angel

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Sorry i've update my prior post after you posted.

Hey the thread can be slow at times. Recent topics seem to go minute by minute. Depending who is online here :sunglasses:

Recent topics often make no sense as sometimes they are picked up on again after another topic has been started! I love this thread no rhyme or reason just random.. Erm? !
(I'm not surprised to see @one4all steering this entire thread to.. well God knows where. It's like the Grand Canyon of auto derailment , and I think I've also seen here the Honourable Drunk Member of Drinkingpiss as well (look for that thread) , but I'm not sure. Oh well as long as @Underscore is driving y'all drunktards home. With their potatomobile I presume. "Green Tea" my ass. I smell @Soulless_Angel 's Rum all over the place!)

(Just commenting)


OI
 
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one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
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Simply did not want to let anybody down. My brain is so foggy right now...

No problem. If you let someone down..shit happens. You will never please 100% all of the time.
I'm probable not in the same boat as you are (strange because if your avatar was in a boat, i think we know what means) but some people understand where things come from. Whether deliberately or not, if a person knows you.. they might understand.
And for the rest of us .. you just have to see and what happens.

Sit the fuck down and enjoy yourself! :sunglasses: Leave the Worries at the door
Recent topics often make no sense as sometimes they are picked up on again after another topic has been started! I love this thread no rhyme or reason just random.. Erm? !

I was making a reference to a prior post i made to faust . Wasn't like i was following up days later to some bizarre post here :blarg:


I love the roller coaster post you did before! That was some interesting shit CHEERS
 
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Quarky00

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Did you search the Resource page? :pfff:
:pfff:

Or the Quarky version : Please read Resource Page . Please read Guide . Please read FAQ . Please r ... *smashes member with a baseball bat* Welcome to Sanctioned Suicide <hug emoji> .


inject agendas
Is this a new ctb method ?

This thread seems to often get derailed. I think that's part of the fun here.
It is :hug: I was of course joking .


I think we often see potato gifs here
Well , someone is injecting potatoism here . hhermm hhhmm @Potatoscore apchew .. Stupid pro-tubers .
 
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Or the Quarky version : Please read Resource Page . Please read Guide . Please read FAQ . Please r ... *smashes member with a baseball bat* Welcome to Sanctioned Suicide <hug emoji> .

Have you read anything? have you read it twice? Have you even bothered to read other members reply's and why is this the 4th thread you have started on the same question?

Is this a new ctb method ?

Could be if it's a trigger or you can OD peacefully on it. I doubt it would be a peaceful exit though.

Well , someone is injecting potatoism here . hhermm hhhmm @Potatoscore apchew .. Stupid pro-tubers .

LOL I was not meaning to throw any one under the bus. That would be assisted suicide. :sunglasses:
 
Quarky00

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Have you read anything? have you read it twice? Have you even bothered to read other members reply's and why is this the 4th thread you have started on the same question?
It's like looking into a mirror .
*smashes mirror*

LOL I was not meaning to throw any one under the bus. That would be assisted suicide. :sunglasses:

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@Underscore
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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It's like looking into a mirror .
*smashes mirror*



imagethumb.php


*smashes mirror*

I hope you are not superstitious. But smashing the mirror will not curb the flow either. I still will say this phrase "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink. You can still beat a dead horse though.

Okay there can be extending circumstances for Potatos. But i'm not cleaning up the mess. So that's not mashed, but squished ones?
 
RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
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Seems like this thread is most active when I'm asleep or in lectures.

Well, I guess it's time for me to do something useful this morning.

Also, does the vodka we're brewing here market itself as a "killer drink"?
 
Lorntroubles

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I am literally repeating to myself often how I want to die. It is a lot of turmoil and unfortunately it is nothing that can be fixed or recovered.
 
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I am literally repeating to myself often how I want to die. It is a lot of turmoil and unfortunately it is nothing that can be fixed or recovered.
I booked an online consultation to get meto and propranolol. My migraines are very often, technically I am not even pretending I have migraines...
 
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@faust *waves back at dolphin*
 
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RM5998

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My meds are running out, my country is probably going to be in lockdown till mid-March, and I don't know who to approach and how. Even if I could get my prescription refilled, there's no way for me to get the meds themselves without telling my parents.
 
faust

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My meds are running out, my country is probably going to be in lockdown till mid-March, and I don't know who to approach and how. Even if I could get my prescription refilled, there's no way for me to get the meds themselves without telling my parents.
I tried online GP right now. That is only 25 euro comparing to 60 euro which is a regular price in Ireland. If they are unable to give me prescription, they will do a full refund. Online doctor might be an option for you as well, which region are you from?
 
RM5998

RM5998

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I tried online GP right now. That is only 25 euro comparing to 60 euro which is a regular price in Ireland. If they are unable to give me prescription, they will do a full refund. Online doctor might be an option for you as well, which region are you from?
India. I think my psychiatrist would give me a prescription, but getting a session is troublesome as well, since I'm not alone at home and my parents don't know my meds are for mental health issues. And even when I get a prescription, I would have to get my meds myself to make sure my parents don't get to know. Which is impossible, at this point.
 
faust

faust

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Jan 26, 2020
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India. I think my psychiatrist would give me a prescription, but getting a session is troublesome as well, since I'm not alone at home and my parents don't know my meds are for mental health issues. And even when I get a prescription, I would have to get my meds myself to make sure my parents don't get to know. Which is impossible, at this point.
When I had no money, there was an option to send the prescription by post. Will that work in your case? Like call your doctor and ask for a prescription.
 
RM5998

RM5998

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When I had no money, there was an option to send the prescription by post. Will that work in your case? Like call your doctor and ask for a prescription.
It's the "call your doctor" part that's the issue. My parents don't believe that I have/should have any personal space or autonomy. And after that, the issue would be "go to your pharmacist", where the same problem crops up.
 
faust

faust

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It's the "call your doctor" part that's the issue. My parents don't believe that I have/should have any personal space or autonomy. And after that, the issue would be "go to your pharmacist", where the same problem crops up.
Maybe a message then? Or at least calling when you have a shower.
 
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Maybe a message then? Or at least calling when you have a shower.
Message - It's against policy for them to prescribe meds without having seen the patient somehow. Although I guess a video call where I type instead of speaking seems like a good idea.
Call in the shower - Network coverage in my house is already bad, it's going to be impossible to speak to my psychiatrist without being heard by my parents.

They want to keep doing this when I'm a working professional as well. I don't see any way for me to escape them. And telling my parents that I have a personality disorder isn't possible, since it would also entail telling them that they are responsible for it. Which they will never accept. I don't want to ruin our relationship, I just want it to fade away.
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Message - It's against policy for them to prescribe meds without having seen the patient somehow. Although I guess a video call where I type instead of speaking seems like a good idea.
Call in the shower - Network coverage in my house is already bad, it's going to be impossible to speak to my psychiatrist without being heard by my parents.

They want to keep doing this when I'm a working professional as well. I don't see any way for me to escape them. And telling my parents that I have a personality disorder isn't possible, since it would also entail telling them that they are responsible for it. Which they will never accept. I don't want to ruin our relationship, I just want it to fade away.
How about filtering your speech during the call. Instead of saying I have a depression, say I feel very low. Instead of anxiety say you become very anxious sometimes. Instead of saying your mental illness is going worse, say I have not seen any improvements lately. Make it sound like you do not have severe mental illness.
 
RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
How about filtering your speech during the call. Instead of saying I have a depression, say I feel very low. Instead of anxiety say you become very anxious sometimes. Instead of saying your mental illness is going worse, say I have not seen any improvements lately. Make it sound like you do not have severe mental illness.
My mom's going to flip out even upon hearing what you termed as "filtered". She doesn't know that I've tried to kill myself twice in the last 2 years or so. IMO she doesn't see me as my own person, just a tool for self-validation, but this is something she will never accept. And I don't want to add even more bullshit to the usual variations of "I wish you hadn't been born". At least there's been less of that and more of fat-shaming in the recent weeks of quarantine.

I'm going to try a Skype session where my psychologist speaks and I message back, though. Seems like a usable thing, because my mom rarely cares what I'm doing at my laptop. Thanks for that idea, @faust.
 
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faust

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My mom's going to flip out even upon hearing what you termed as "filtered". She doesn't know that I've tried to kill myself twice in the last 2 years or so. IMO she doesn't see me as my own person, just a tool for self-validation, but this is something she will never accept. And I don't want to add even more bullshit to the usual variations of "I wish you hadn't been born". At least there's been less of that and more of fat-shaming in the recent weeks of quarantine.

I'm going to try a Skype session where my psychologist speaks and I message back, though. Seems like a usable thing, because my mom rarely cares what I'm doing at my laptop. Thanks for that idea, @faust.
Wish you a good luck then! You may even start a call with a microphone and then disable it and start typing.
 
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Well , someone is injecting potatoism here . hhermm hhhmm @Potatoscore apchew .. Stupid pro-tubers .
Someone has to stick up for the vegetables. I'm not pro-tuber, though, I'm tuber-choice...how very dare you :blarg:
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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Someone has to stick up for the vegetables. I'm not pro-tuber, though, I'm tuber-choice...how very dare you :blarg:


FFS I read that as you are not a pro luber... throw that in with potato talk, take it as you will
Whered everyone go
 
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