Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Sayo]

I have a headache from self-harming.

 

[enjoy]

feeling a lot of things. i should be doing work, but i'm not. i'm thinking about my friends.

 

[Halo13]

I can't sleep because I'm anxious. I feel like I'm bothering anyone with my ramblings. Probably overanalyzing. Don't want to deal with more doctors after just seeing another one yesterday. Still sick. Trying to spread some kindness on here to help others but I'm actually curled up crying in the dark because I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone.


I haven't felt someone hug me in so long I don't remember what it feels like anymore. I feel so unloved and discarded and worthless.

 

[nerve]

I just want this to be over.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Anger. Bile-spitting, head-cleaving, gut-churning anger.

 

[my heart hurts]

Why is everyone asking me for help
I know they wouldn't help me if I needed it :/

 

[Pallf]

I feel like an abject failure.

 

[Thereisnothing]

Cant bare to exist another second, let alone a minute or rest the evening................I just want to fall asleep and pass peacefully...............have totally had enough now

 

[kingmutantrat]

I feel alone even though im at my friend's place. I need to pee but im too lazy to get up. I want to cut so deep that i pass out again but all of my razors are in my room and its a three minute walk back to my dorm but im at the moment even too lazy to do that. Intrusive thoughtskeep popping up, obviously mot wanted bug at the same time im welcoming them if that makes sense??? My stomach keeps growling LOUDLY and its getting on my nerves. i know i shouldnt let it bc i only recently overcame my eating disorders so im prone to falling back into old habits but??? i want to die anyway so why think long term?? idk.

 

[maka]

Defeated. I got two more acceptance letters today for college and instead of being proud of me my nmom was pissed. Literally nothing I do will ever please her, and I feel like giving up at this point.

 

[Marchioness]

Empty

 

[Marchioness]

Listless and like everything is far away and slightly muted.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hunger, worried about finances, tired.

 

[Epsilon0]

I am gutted. Paralized. Exhausted.

I know for whom the bell tolls, and yet my will lies flaccid like a dead bird.

RELEASE ME!!!!!!

 

[Rue89]

Anxiety and depression are kicking my butt. I can't function anymore. I'm tired of trying, tired of life. I just want it to end.

 

[Halo13]

I have a migraine and it's making me irritable. Not liking my new medications.

 

[painoflife]

Disappointed that I will wake up tomorrow feeling the same as I do now

 

[Alexus]

I didn't get to enter to the university I'm a worthless piece of shit. I never will achieve anything in my life.

 

[Lady Lazarus 2020]

Hunger, worried about finances, tired.

same.
worried about money and shamed that i have ammounted to absolutely nothing.

 

[I'llGetOffHere]

I'm thinking about the good times I've had with my friends and family, but that only makes me want to go sooner since that's all in the past now and out of reach forever.

 

[Thereisnothing]

I am scared down to almost my core................my illnesses/symptoms and pain levels are increasing all the time and I have noone in real life to even be with me, let alone help me out..................I consider myself a strong person but not now.............feel so vulnerable and frightened...............Miss my dad so much............he was all I had left..............cant even get my head round the fact he has gone.......................I cant bare it all another second yet got no way out

 

[nerve]

I can't stop screaming

 

[ForensicallyAware]

I'm staggered they think I've no reason to want to die

 

[Dear Flabby]

Numb.

 

[Phill]

hunger

 

[nerve]

Today's been difficult so far too. I have my group at 1 today and really don't feel like going but I will. It feels so stupid and naive to keep trying. I hate sitting there trying not to cry but it's not like there's anything better to do with my time. I hope this pays off one day.

Been up for like 4 hours, gotten as far as sitting upright in bed. Dog peed on floor, spread under dresser, my room smells horrible. Smiled and told my boyfriend I love him and I hope he has a good day. I thanked him for being flexible and cooperative with getting me to appointments. Called suicide hotline and talked for an hour. Lady said she would pray for me and I said thank you. I don't want to give up if I don't have to.

 

[Going Home]

Absolutely petrified and dont know what to do, confusion also tearing me apart as to how to get through the minutes, hours...............I dont wish to be here, everyone I loved and who loved me are in spirit and I am left behind

I can relate to you. It's sad when people who love you are in spirit already.
Why would someone block my emails, texts and talk over me on my phone??? Is this a kidnapping?

 

[Desi]

I feel very lonely. Hopelessly lonely.

 

[exhausted]

Flashes of shame and humiliation and disgust going through me like a hot poker, but browsing this site is like a dunk in a warm bath amidst the pain.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

You know the feeling when you give life ANOTHER chance and you get screwed over yet again!?? I just can't do it anymore...how many damn chances have I given life only to end right back up in the depths of hell again. It's always when I'm almost happy and life is just sitting there lurking around the corner waiting to jump out and fuck me over.