Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Myforevercharlie]

Like I don't matter.

 

[billie]

i'm worthless

 

[Cavalcade]

Emotionally all over the place. Disgusted by the fact that they're now trying to push into my very niche collecting hobby (down to the make and model, color AND finish). Also just hideously sick and pukey. But, I did find a cool hangout space and have been having fun diving into a newish hobby, so those are good. And gave some advice to an acquaintance that was well received.

 

[Mixo]

I missed you very much and remember the nights of phone calls, exchanging music, and just spending time being young with no real direction or heavy responsibilities. I would play guitar for you and you always sat and listened with rapt attention like I was special, though I wasn't. I remember thinking you were like a real life Kathleen Hanna; not everyday you meet a girl who's the singer of a punk rock band. You were creative, unpolished, vulnerable, open, but warm and genuine. But I can see now that decades have passed and you're only a shadow of the person you used to be; your face is the same but you're largely unrecognizable now. I'm only remembering a ghost. Scary that this is what aging and growing older encompasses - that everyone and everything you've experienced only gets harshly distilled into vague memories with nothing tangible to hold onto. Nothing stays the same, no one stays the same, and time marches on and changes us all.

 

[Anon1337]

Hopeless.