Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting to never suffer again.
In my case all I truly hope and wish for is to never suffer again, I only wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone for me and I cannot be harmed in any way, I'm always so tired of suffering, I'm always so tired of the cruel and torturous burden of existing as a human where there is all this suffering all for the sake of it. In fact to me existence itself truly is the most terrible tragedy that just tortures and torments existing beings, I'd never wish for existence but rather I wish for the absence of it.

Only never being able to suffer again can bring me peace, the suffering this existence causes is endless and it's so horrific to me how there is no limit as to how unbearable the torture of existing can get, I only hope and wish for peace from it all. I just wish for death to take away all the suffering and torment, to me existing means suffering so unnecessarily and I just don't wish to suffer in any way, I wish for some peace instead and as long as I exist I'll always suffer. To me existing truly does feel like nothing but suffering and all I want is to be free from it, I just wish to die painlessly so I cannot suffer ever again, non-existence truly is all that's desirable to me, I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just saw as causing nothing but harm, I've only ever hoped to never exist again in my case, in an existence so cruel and torturous death truly is the only relief for me personally.

 

[FuneralCry]

I was never meant to exist.
I truly was never meant to exist, I was never meant for all the endless cruelty, torment and suffering this existence so tragically brings, to me existence truly does feel like the most horrific, terrible mistake that just causes so much pain all for the sake of it, I really was never meant to exist and I'd never wish for the burden of existence either.
I find it so painful how I was forced into this existence I was never meant for and have to suffer so much as a result and it's just so terrible to me and deeply cruel how I cannot just have the option to just painlessly die even know existence just brings so much suffering and I was never meant for any of this.

In an existence I see as so cruel, futile and torturous death truly would be the only peace and relief for me, I only hope for death to bring me peace from all the suffering and torment, I'm always so tired of existing, I'd always prefer to die as only then am I unable to be harmed in any way but more than anything I wish I never was forced here, I wish I never became conscious. To suffer in this existence is something deeply undesirable to me personally, ceasing to exist is always preferable to me than prolonging the suffering just to end up way more tortured and tormented, existence itself really is the true problem to me as it's the source of all suffering, I'd never wish for it rather I'd prefer to avoid existence no matter what, I truly was never meant for all this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist could only ever be something positive for me personally.
It truly could only ever be for me as after all it's the end of me suffering in this cruel, futile existence, if I'm dead then I cannot suffer in any way, nothing can matter to me and I cannot be harmed which is all I wish and hope for, I only wish for peace from the burden of existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it.
Only never suffering again is desirable to me and personally I'd be relieved to never suffer again, for me existence truly is something so horrific that just causes endless torment and suffering, I'd never wish for the agony of existence but rather I just wish to never suffer again, death truly would be the only peace for me.

I just wish to never wake, what terrifies me is how a human can suffer for so long, I'd never wish for any of this suffering which is why it brings me so much pain how I cannot just simply die in peace, I only hope for non-existence and it's all that feels positive to me, I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible cruelty and torment of existence. I'd personally rather prevent my suffering than prolong it just to suffer way more unbearably, for me there could never be any point and value to suffering so unnecessarily in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything only destined to decay and die anyway. Existence just feels like a terrible mistake to me which is why I only wish for death, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer and to never suffer again is all I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me feels like a curse.
It truly does feel like a curse to me that just tortures and torments existing beings and it's one that only death can bring me peace from, I just wish for death to finally bring me peace from the terrible cruelty and agony of existence where there is all this suffering all for the sake of it. Personally it'll always feel like a curse to exist especially it isn't like I could suffer from never existing at all yet there is no limit as to how torturous this existence can get, it's horrific to me how existence brings all this endless suffering and causes all this pain.

The pain of existing truly is very real and I'll suffer as long as I exist, I also saw existence as always so unnecessary as well, to me personally it just serves no function but to cause existing beings to suffer and that is why I see existence as a curse, I see it as a curse to be conscious and aware trapped in this meaningless existence just destined to decay and deteriorate, more than anything I wish I never suffered at all. I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence and the fact that I cannot just have a death like never waking again is so terrible and cruel to me, it just brings me so much pain as non-existence truly is all I see as desirable and ceasing to exist truly would solve everything for me, only in non-existence am I unable to suffer which is why it's all I hope and wish for, as long as I exist I'll only wish for death.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is the only comfort for me.
No matter what for me the only comfort truly could ever lie in death, the only relief for me could ever lie in an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally gone for me and I cannot suffer anymore. I could only ever see non-existence as desirable no matter what, personally I see no value in suffering in this cruel, painful existence that just torments existing beings all for the sake of it until they die anyway. I only wish to be permanently unconscious where nothing can matter to me and I cannot be harmed in any way, in an existence so futile that causes so much pain death truly would be the only relief for me.

I truly have only ever found comfort in death, all I hope and wish for is eternal nothingness where I'm finally free from the torment of existence, personally I find it a burden to suffer in this existence. I just don't wish to experience anything at all but rather I just wish for some peace, as well as seeing existence as so unnecessary I also see it as something that just causes so much harm, existence just feels like a mistake to me which is why I only hope for and only find comfort in death. I just wish for death to take away all my suffering and finally bring me peace, it truly feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I never would have chosen that just caused me to suffer, peace for me could only ever lie in never existing again, only when I no longer exist will I be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see nothing desirable about prolonging the suffering.
Personally I see nothing desirable about prolonging the suffering, to me all suffering is completely meaningless and unnecessary just torturing and tormenting existing beings all for the sake of it. I see existence as such a terrible tragedy in general and I only hope to be permanently free from it, I only hope to be unable to suffer, I'd rather prevent my suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to end up suffering way more unbearably in this existence I always saw as so cruel and futile. I only wish for peace from the cruelty of existence, I only wish to be permanently unable to suffer, it truly feels like I've suffered for so long and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, it brings me so much pain how I cannot just die peacefully to escape from all the suffering in this existence I never would have chose.

For me suicide would be suffering prevention, it'd prevent so much suffering in this existence that just leads to decay and death anyway with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, no matter what only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, I only wish to never suffer again, I'll only ever be hoping and wishing to be gone, prolonging this existence truly does just cause me way more pain and I'm always so tired of it, I wish I could just fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep, forget about it all and never suffer in any way again.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so horrific to me how existence causes so much suffering.
Personally I find it horrific how existence causes so much suffering, in fact the suffering this existence causes is endless, torturing and tormenting existing beings as a result, it terrifies me how there is no limit as to how unbearable the agony of existing can get in this existence that can continue for so long. To me existence truly is the most terrible tragedy that just causes so much harm and I find it painful how I had to exist at all, more than anything I wish I never was forced to suffer in this existence especially as I personally don't see any point and value to suffering in this existence and I suffer simply from existing, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence where there is all this pain and torment all for the sake of it.

I'd never wish for the terrible cruelty of existing rather I just wish to never exist again, I wish to be eternally unable to suffer, death truly is all that can bring me peace from this harmful existence where there is all this endless suffering. To me existence truly serves no function but to cause pain and suffering and all I feel is dread for what lies ahead, I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and it's suffering that only death can take away for me. I only wish for non-existence as only then am I unable to suffer, I only wish for permanent safety from all suffering where I'm unable to be harmed in any way, I just wish for a death like never waking again to finally free myself from the pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wishing for a death like never waking again.
All I hope and wish for is a death like never waking again to finally bring me peace from all the suffering in this cruel existence I never would have wished for, I just don't see anything desirable about prolonging all futile, unnecessary suffering just to end up way more tormented and tortured in this existence I always saw as such a terrible, tragic mistake in the first place.

To me there's just so much cruelty in how I cannot just painlessly die even know non-existence truly is all I wish for, only in non-existence can I no longer suffer and to be permanently free from all suffering is all I hope for, I only hope to never exist again where I'm finally at peace from the torment of existence. I just wish for peace and for me peace could only ever exist in an eternal, dreamless sleep, in an existence so cruel and torturous where there is all this endless suffering death truly would be the only relief for me which is why it causes me so much pain how I cannot just permanently escape from this existence in peace. I suffer so much from existing and I'm always so tired of it all, it's the kind of tiredness that only eternal sleep can take away for me, it's just so terrible and painful how I cannot just painlessly die even know only more suffering for the sake of it lies ahead for me this existence I always saw as so pointless and deeply undesirable that I was never meant for. In an existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel ceasing to exist truly is all that could bring me peace, I only hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer.
And this is why non-existence is all I hope for as all I wish is to be permanently unable to suffer, I wish to never suffer in this existence ever again, I've suffered for so long in this existence I never would have wished for and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all. Existence truly has brought me nothing but pain and just caused me to suffer which is why certainly why I only hope for death, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence where there is all this endless torment all for the sake of it.

Personally I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence, I just don't wish to suffer at all but rather I only wish for the peace of never existing again, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what especially as it isn't like I could suffer or be harmed by never existing again yet there is no limit as to how unbearable the suffering of existing can get. All I wish for is to be eternally unable to suffer with all finally forgotten about for me, I only wish for true eternal peace from the suffering this existence causes, to me existence truly will always be such a terrible tragedy, to never suffer again truly is all I've ever hoped for and as long as I exist I'll always and only ever wish for death, it brings me so much pain how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally bring me peace from an existence that just brought so much suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing ceasing to exist as desirable.
No matter what for me ceasing to exist could only ever be desirable, all I wish for is to never exist again, I only hope for eternal nothingness, I've personally never had any interest in the cruel and futile burden of existing as a human and I'm simply not meant for it either, I should have ceased existing a while ago but really I never should have suffered at all. Existence just feels like a terrible mistake to me that just tortures existing beings and brings so much suffering, I only see non-existence as desirable as only in death am I unable to suffer and I just don't wish to experience anything at all, I personally suffer simply from existing and I see no point and value to prolonging the suffering, simply being conscious and aware will always be so burdensome and unnecessary to me, I'd never wish for it no matter what.

To me it just feels painful to exist, I only hope and wish to never wake again which is why it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die as I'd never wish for existence, instead I wish to be permanently unable to suffer. I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence just to end up suffering way more unbearably, the thought of being trapped in this existence until old age is so horrific to me, it's something I'll always see as deeply undesirable, I just don't wish for existence and never would do, non-existence is always preferable to me than all this endless suffering and cruelty, I only hope for dreamless, eternal sleep where I'm free from all pain and torment.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always feel so futile.
No matter what existing truly will always feel so futile to me, I'm always so tired of suffering in this futile existence that to me serves no function but to bring so much pain all for the sake of it just for one to decay and die anyway, all I personally hope for is peace from the cruelty and futility of existing. I find existing to be deeply undesirable in general, to me existence just feels like a terrible mistake that just causes suffering and torments existing beings and I see it as all so futile anyway, to me existing really is just waiting to die and as long as I exist death truly will be all I hope for.

I was never meant for this futile existence that I always saw as so pointless, the way I see it existing truly is just meaningless suffering all for no reason and no purpose, I'd never wish for any of this rather I just wish for non-existence where all is gone for me and I cannot be harmed in any way. I just wish for the peace of dreamless, eternal sleep where there is no more pain and suffering, I see it as so futile to exist at all, to me existing will always be so unnecessary and I see no value in being conscious rather such causes me to suffer. To me existence truly is a burden, I'll always find it so burdensome to exist at all and I just find it so cruel how I cannot just have a death like never waking again even know it's all so futile to me anyway with there being no disadvantages to being permanently unconscious, only eternal nothingness could ever be desirable to me no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that's inevitable.
It truly is all that's inevitable and I see existing as being nothing more than just waiting to die where eventually this cruel, torturous exsitence I saw as terrible, tragic mistake will no longer be my problem as if I'm permanently unconscious then I cannot suffer in any way and all is finally forgotten about for me.

It just causes me so much pain how I cannot just have the option of a painless death like never waking again to prevent meaningless suffering in an existence that will just decay and die anyway even know death truly is all that's inevitable. I'm just going to die anyway so I'd prefer to cease existing sooner to save myself from suffering in this existence that just tortures and torments existing beings with no limit as to how much agony they can feel all for the sake of it but more than anything I wish I never suffered at all. I wish I stayed permanently unaware of this existence I always saw as so unnecessary and personally I see no value in suffering at all rather I'd prefer to escape from and avoid suffering no matter what, personally it terrifies me how the cruelty and torment of existence can continue for so long, just causing way more pain as a result. Ceasing to exist truly would solve everything for me and is all that could bring me peace from this existence I always saw as so futile, death is all that's inevitable and to me it feels so cruel how I simply cannot just choose when that is as I'd never wish for existence no matter what, I never should have existed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Don't want to get old.
For me personally the thought of suffering until old age is so horrific, I'd never wish to prolong the suffering for so much longer all for the sake of if just to end up way more tormented and tortured in this existence I saw as so futile anyway. Personally I just don't find existence to be desirable in general and it terrifies me how one can exist for so long just decaying and deteriorating with no limit as to how much agony they can feel.

To me existence truly is so incredibly cruel and harmful, all I hope and wish for is to be permanently unconscious of it all, I wish to never suffer again and to me there's just so much cruelty in how I cannot just choose to be euthanised when I'd never want all of the meaningless agony and torment of reaching an extreme old age, in fact I never wished to exist at all. In my case all I've ever hoped for is non-existence where I finally cannot suffer in any way and all is finally gone for me, to me existence truly is nothing but suffering and all I feel is dread for what lies ahead, all I hope for is to never wake, preventing all future suffering and torment as a result. I personally see no value to suffering for so much longer just to end up in way worse agony in this existence I always saw as so unnecessary in the first place, to me human existence just feels like the most cruel, torturous burden, no matter what existence will always feel like a mistake to me that just causes and brings so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always feel like only suffering.
No matter what to me existing truly will always feel like only suffering, I see existence itself as the most terrible tragedy that just causes endless amounts of torment and harm just torturing existing beings as a result and that's certainly a reason as to why I only hope and wish for death. I only hope to never exist again as existence is just too cruel, I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence that to me was always so unnecessary in the first place, I suffer simply from existing and find it horrific how there is no limit as to how unbearable the agony of existing can get.

I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence and I certainly never wished to exist at all, more than anything I wish I never suffered in this existence and I find it so painful how I had to suffer in this meaningless torturous existence that to me always felt like a mistake. I'd never wish for the torment of being conscious but rather I just wish for nothingness, I wish for an eternal, dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where I'm finally unable to suffer, for me peace could truly only ever lie in never existing again, I only hope for death to finally take away my suffering and bring me peace from this existence that just caused me pain. To me it just feels so cruel how I cannot just have the option to just painlessly die even know existence causes all this endless cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, ceasing to exist is always preferable for me personally, I only hope to never exist again, under no circumstances would I wish for the burden of suffering in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I truly was never meant to exist.
It's true that I was never meant to exist and I never should have suffered in this cruel existence in the first place, I was really never meant for all the terrible cruelty and futility of suffering in this existence, simply being conscious in this existence and having to wake again is such a painful, dreadful burden to me that only ever caused me to suffer. I find it tiring to simply exist and it's tiredness that only death can bring me peace from, I personally just hope for non-existence where all is gone and forgotten about for me, I only wish to never suffer again and to me existing feels like nothing but suffering, it's just so painful how I suffer and have suffered for so long and I'll suffer as long as I exist.

Suffering in this existence that was completely pointless and just caused harm is deeply undesirable to me and it's something I'd never wish for, human existence just feels like a mistake for me and I'd rather avoid it no matter what, personally I see no value to existing in this reality where there is all this suffering just to end up in a situation of way worse agony destined for nothing but to decay and deteriorate. I'd never wish to experience anything at all rather I just hope to be permanently unconscious free from all torment and suffering where nothing can matter to me, death truly is all that can bring me peace from an existence so torturous and meaningless that just torments existing beings and causes unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, more than anything I wish I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence truly is all I've hoped for.
I personally truly only ever hope for non-existence, I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence I always saw as so futile and cruel, to me simply just existing is deeply undesirable and is something I'd never wish for no matter what, personally I'd never see any point and value in being burdened with this existence rather to me such just causes pain and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it. I'd always prefer to avoid this painful, harmful existence that just torments existing beings, I'd just never wish to exist at all under any circumstances and I find it tiring to simply exist, as long as I exist I'll only ever hope for death, I only ever wish for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about for me and I cannot suffer and cannot be harmed in any way.

I only wish to be permanently unconscious and peace for me truly could only ever lie in never suffering again, I only hope to be unable to suffer in any way, to me existence just feels like a terrible, tragic mistake, to wake again and have to suffer as a result of it really will always be so burdensome to me. Personally I find exising so unnecessary as well, all I hope for is peace from the cruelty and futility of suffering in this existence, I never would have chosen and I never would have wished for existence, to me the true problem ultimately lies in existence itself and it feels so painful how I cannot just simply die in peace to finally be free from all pointless suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only finding comfort in death.
For me no matter what the only peace and comfort could truly only ever lie in death, I only hope to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer again, personally I see no value in suffering in this cruel, futile existence that I always saw as so undesirable rather I just wish for nothingness, I only hope to never exist again. Death truly has all that's ever been a relief for me as I believe it to be the permanent end of all suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would have chose that just caused me to suffer.

I'll always see it as a burden to suffer in this existence and for me existing truly is just suffering all for the sake of it, all that's desirable to me is being permanently unconscious of it all, unable to be harmed and unable to suffer in any way, there truly is so much pain in existing and it's pain that only death can bring me peace from. I wish to never exist again where this existence is no longer my problem and all is finally gone and forgotten about for me, I wish to never experience anything at all and the fact that I'm conscious just causes me to suffer and all I hope for is to never suffer again. I just wish for true permanent peace from this existence I was never meant for, in an existence so cruel and torturous where there is all this endless suffering death truly would be the only relief for me, I'll only find comfort in death no matter what, all I hope and wish for is non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is a burden to me.
No matter what I'll always see it as a burden to exist, I see it as so burdensome to be trapped in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts, I see it as a burden to have to wake again and be conscious and it's a burden that just caused me to suffer. I just don't find it desirable to suffer in this existence, I have no interest in the cruelty and futility of suffering in this existence but rather it's something I'd prefer to avoid no matter what, all I personally wish for is non-existence where I cannot suffer in any way and all is gone for me.

I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence that I was never meant for, personally I find it so terrible and tragic how there's all this cruelty and suffering as a result of the burden of existence all for the sake of it, I personally just wish to be unaware, I wish for fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep where I'm finally free from the burden of being conscious. To suffer in this existence is always something I'd never wish for, I see nothing desirable about the torment this existence causes, I just don't wish to experience anything at all in my case and it brings me so much pain how I cannot just die in peace to escape from all this, I just want to never exist again but more than anything I wish I never existed at all, I just wish for this existence I was unfortunate enough to be burdened with to be no longer my problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence as an imposition
To me existence truly will always be the most cruel and harmful imposition that just causes endless amounts of suffering, personally I find it a tragedy how this existence was imposed even know it isn't like I could suffer from never existing at all yet there is no limit as to how unbearable this cruel, torturous existence that just brings pain can get. Existence will always feel like an imposition to me no matter what, it's something I never would have wished for but rather I'd prefer to avoid existence and all the torment and suffering it causes, I find it so terrible how existence brings all this suffering all for the sake of it, just creating so much pain there was never a need for, to me existence truly does feel like nothing but suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering here.

I'd never wish to be conscious and I'd never wish to experience anything at all but rather I just wish to never suffer again, I only wish for peace from the imposition, there's so much pain in how I was forced into this existence yet I cannot just painlessly die in peace to escape from and prevent all future pointless suffering in this existence I always saw as deeply undesirable. I'll always find it so undesirable to exist at all, more than anything I wish I never existed, existence is just cruelty and suffering all for no purpose just to decay and die anyway, to me existence itself really is the most terrible tragedy, all I hope and wish for is nothingness, I only hope for death to take away all my suffering, I was never meant for the imposition that is existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd always prefer to not exist.
No matter the circumstances I'd always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can bring me peace from an existence so cruel and futile where there is all this pointless suffering all for the sake of it. I'd always prefer to not exist as if I'm dead then I cannot be harmed in any way, nothing can matter to me and all is finally forgotten about for me yet there is literally no limit as to how unbearable the torture of existing can get and personally I just don't want to suffer in any way, I wish to be unable to suffer instead.

I don't see value in suffering in this existence that is so torturous yet so meaningless to me, just to be tormented in agony from old age rather I just want to finally be at peace, existence will always feel like a horrific, terrible tragedy to me and it's something I'd prefer to be free from. It terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long just to end up in way more unbearable suffering as time goes on, I only see non-existence as desirable, I find it so painful and hopeless to be conscious and aware burdened with this existence, I only wish for death to take away all my suffering as only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, I'd never wish for the terrible cruelty of suffering in this existence. To me human existence just feels like a mistake, it's something I've only ever hoped for peace from, I was never meant for something as horrifying as existence that just torments existing beings and causes such extreme agony all for the sake of it, death truly would be a relief for me, I only want the peace of never suffering again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd be so relieved to never exist again.
For me personally the only relief could only ever lie in never existing again, I only hope to be permanently free from this existence, all I hope and wish for is peace from all the suffering in an exsitence I never would have wished for. I'd be relieved to never suffer again especially as there is no limit as to how unbearable the suffering can get and personally I suffer simply from existing. I'm so tired of being conscious and having to wake again, I just wish and hope for nothingness where all is finally gone for me and I can be at peace, for me peace could only ever lie in non-existence where I cannot suffer in any way and the terrible tragedy of existence is no longer my problem and nothing can matter to me, I wish to be incapable of suffering in any way.

It'd be such a relief for me to never think or feel ever again, existence to me is something so cruel and undesirable that just causes so much harm torturing existing beings all for the sake of it, death truly is all I wish for as I've suffered for so long and I never wished to suffer at all. Existence to me will always feel like a burden and it's one that just brings endless amounts of suffering and it's all meaningless to me anyway, I see existence as being meaningless suffering all for the sake of it just for one to be tormented and tortured by old age and it terrifies me how a human can exist for so long, ceasing to exist truly would solve everything for me as what I ultimately have a problem with is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really do feel like I've suffered for so long.
I certainly do feel like I've suffered for so long and I'm always so tired of it all, simply just existing is tiring to me and causes me to suffer, more than anything I truly wish I never suffered at all and it's so painful how I had to suffer in this existence. All I hope and wish for is to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer again where finally I cannot be harmed in any way and this cruel, torturous existence that just brings so much suffering would no longer be my concern but sadly the suffering just continues instead and I continue to be trapped in this existence I never would have chosen and never would have wished for. I've always felt so tired of existing, to me existing will always be a burden and it's one that only death can bring me peace from, I see existence as such a terrible tragedy which just causes harm and brings so much suffering, it's something I see as completely undesirable in every way.

I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence and personally I see no value in being conscious at all especially as it isn't like I could suffer from not existing at all, it's just so cruel to me how existence causes all this suffering all for the sake of it, I wish I was never burdened with this existence. I wish I never suffered, I just find existence to be so unnecessary as well, it just creates pain and problems there was never a need for, to me existing truly is suffering all for no reason and no purpose leading to nothing but decay and way worse agony and that is certainly a reason as to why I only hope to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me peace from all the suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feeling dread for what lies ahead.
All I feel is dread for what lies ahead in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering, personally I'll always find it so dreadful to be conscious in this existence, it's something I'd never wish for that I was never meant for, personally it terrifies me how a human can suffer for so long just to end up in a situation of way worse agony. I have no interest in prolonging the suffering in this existence I always saw as deeply undesirable and brought me nothing but pain just to face the extreme agony of old age, in fact the thought of reaching that is horrific to me, I just don't wish for any of this torment, I don't wish for the burden of suffering in this existence and I suffer simply just from existing and it fills me with dread to wake again.

No matter what only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, I just wish for non-existence where I cannot suffer in any way, it brings me so much dread how the suffering can continue for so long with no limit as to how much one can suffer. To me existence truly is the most terrible, horrific tragedy, existence just creates so much suffering all for the sake of it, all I hope for is peace from the terrible cruelty and futility of existing, as long as I exist I'll suffer and it always feels so dreadful to exist. Non-existence truly is all that can take away my suffering, the true problem for me will always lie in existence itself as it's the source of all suffering, I wish I never suffered at all more than anything, I wish I never became aware of something as dreadful as existence.

 

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Only hoping for dreamless, eternal sleep.
All I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone for me, all I wish for is to never suffer again, I've suffered for so long in this existence and I'm always so tired of suffering, to sleep for all eternity truly has been all I've ever wished for. Being permanently at peace is all that sounds desirable to me, in an existence so cruel and painful where there's all this suffering death truly would be the only relief for me, I only hope and wish to cease existing so finally this existence is no longer my problem.

I truly was never meant to exist, I've suffered so much but really I never should have suffered at all, I'd always prefer to not exist but more than anything I wish I never existed at all. But now that I do suffer in this existence all I can hope for is dreamless, eternal sleep where all the pain is gone and I cannot be harmed in any way but sadly the suffering just continues instead and I'm always so tired of it. It brings me so much pain how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from all the cruelty and suffering, I only hope to never wake, I'll always find it so undesirable and dreadful to exist no matter what and it's suffering that only death can take away and bring me peace from, as long as I exist I'll only ever hope to sleep for all eternity.

 

[Sunset Limited]

This thread is like proof that God does not exist. What kind of maniac would want to torture a living being like this? What kind of God would create someone who would not want to exist?

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will the suffering go away.
And that is why it truly is all I hope and wish for, I only wish to be permanently free from all suffering and to me existing feels like nothing but suffering, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence where there is all this pain all for the sake of it. For me existing really is a burden, I find it so dreadful and hopeless to be burdened with this existence and the torment of suffering in this existence truly is something I'd never wish for but rather something I only want peace from, all I hope is for non-existence to take away all my suffering.

I've suffered for so long and all I wish is to never suffer again, I wish to be permanently unconscious where all is finally forgotten about for me, I'd never wish for the cruelty and futility of suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just destined to decay and die anyway rather I only hope for non-existence. I wish to be permanently free from all pain and suffering in an existence I always saw as deeply undesirable in the first place, only in non-existence can the suffering go away and I only hope to never suffer again, I find it painful to simply exist, I was never meant for the burden of existence, only never suffering again can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll always and only hope to be gone, I just wish to be at peace from all suffering and it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I wish for is to never exist again.
All I hope and wish for is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence as all I hope for is nothingness, I just want to be at peace from the terrible torment and cruelty that is existence, all I hope for is to be free from all the suffering. I wish for permanent nothingness where this existence is finally no longer my problem, all is gone for me and I cannot suffer anymore for all eternity, I just wish for death to take away all the pain and suffering.

For me personally existence itself is the most terrible tragedy that just torments existing beings and causes them to suffer all for the sake of it, all I hope and wish is for permanent relief from this, I wish to be eternally unconscious where nothing can matter to me, all I see as desirable is never suffering again, to suffer in this existence at all and feel so much pain all for the sake of it is something incredibly undesirable to me that I'd never wish for. I truly was never meant for existence but rather I'm just meant for true, eternal peace instead and peace for me could only ever lie in never suffering again, I only hope to be free from all the suffering and it feels so cruel and horrible to me how I simply cannot just die painlessly to escape from it all as I'd never wish to exist and only non-existence could ever be desirable to me as existence truly has brought me nothing but pain and suffering, the only relief for me could lie in never existing again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase my existence.
I'm always wishing to erase my existence as I want it to be like I never suffered at all, I'm always wishing for this cruel, torturous existence that brought me nothing but suffering to just disappear into nothingness as I don't want to suffer in any way, I just want peace instead and I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence, I see nothing desirable about suffering in this existence at all.

I just wish to never exist again instead, being able to erase my existence truly would solve everything for me and bring me peace from all the cruelty, pain and torment, to me existence itself really is the true problem that I'd never wish for, to simply exist brings me so much pain and I see it as such a terrible tragedy to exist at all. In my case I only hope and wish for non-existence, I'd always prefer death but really I wish I could just erase my existence. I want all to be gone for me, I wish for no memories of this painful and futile existence which just brought suffering rather I only want all to be forgotten about for me instead, I just want to forget about this existence that only ever caused me to suffer, I just wish I could erase it all for me but of course the suffering just continues instead and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to be gone, I'd never wish for the torment of suffering in this existence, only never existing again can bring me peace from all the suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing at all is deeply undesirable to me.
No matter what I'll always see suffering in this existence as being deeply undesirable in every way and it's something I only wish to be permanently free from, to me existence truly is such a cruel, torturous burden that is ultimately so futile and just brings so much suffering all for the sake of it just tormenting existing beings until they die anyway.

I see nothing desirable about suffering at all rather I'd prefer to never suffer at all, it's just so cruel and terrible to me how existence causes all this endless suffering, I just don't see any value to being conscious at all rather such just causes me to suffer all for the sake of it. I just have no interest in suffering in this existence anyway and I'd prefer to avoid such no matter what, I see existence as such a terrible tragedy in general and more than anything I wish I was never forced into it, I wish I was never forced to suffer especially as it isn't like there were any disadvantages to never existing at all.

I was never meant for existing, I never would have chose any of this, I never would have wished for any of this, I've always found existing to be so undesirable and as long as I exist I'll always and only wish to be gone. I only hope to never be able to think or feel anything anymore, I don't wish to experience anything at all rather I just want peace from this deeply undesirable existence that just brought me pain and caused me to suffer, human existence just feels like a horrific mistake to me that I've only ever wanted peace from, only ceasing to exist could ever be desirable to me, death is always preferable to me than all this terrible suffering and cruelty.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find human existence to be a terrible tragedy.
To me personally human existence is such a painful, terrible tragedy that just causes suffering and brings so much pain, torturing and tormenting those who suffer as a result. To be conscious and aware is a curse to me, it's something so torturous that just leads to so much suffering and cruelty, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel rather I just wish to be permanently non-existent where I cannot suffer, I cannot think and feel at all and all is forgotten about for me instead, there's so much pain in existing and it's pain that only death can bring me relief from.


I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this pointless, meaningless existence I just saw as a mistake in the first place, to exist as a human capable of suffering to unlimited amounts just destined to decay and die anyway is something I'd always prefer to avoid no matter what. To exist is something deeply undesirable to me, I'd rather die than prolong this suffering just to end up tortured in way worse agony, I see existence itself is the ultimate problem that only ceasing to exist can solve for me, I'd always prefer to die but more than anything I wish I never existed, I wish I could erase my existence so it's like I never suffered and never felt any pain at all. Personally I find it tragic how I was forced into this reality where there is all this endless cruelty and suffering burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for death, I only wish to never suffer again, just the fact that there is all this suffering all for the sake of it is so painful to me and the pain I feel is such that only death can take away.