Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die to me.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that to me is just waiting to die and I suffer simply from existing, I truly would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I'll just always see this futile, dreadful existence as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, I could never see a point to any of this and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from suffering, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to sleep permanently.
No matter what all I could hope for is to sleep permanently, I just wish for peace from all the suffering, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I've ever hoped for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

As long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I never would had chosen, all I wish for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, cruel existence finally all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I suffer so much as a result of this existence.
I truly do suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I just wish to be at peace from all pain and suffering, I just wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, it's all so terrible, futile and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is no more suffering.