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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Existing will always be waiting to die to me.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that to me is just waiting to die and I suffer simply from existing, I truly would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I'll just always see this futile, dreadful existence as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, I could never see a point to any of this and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from suffering, I just want to never exist ever again.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Only hope to sleep permanently.
No matter what all I could hope for is to sleep permanently, I just wish for peace from all the suffering, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I've ever hoped for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

As long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I never would had chosen, all I wish for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, cruel existence finally all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any peace.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
I suffer so much as a result of this existence.
I truly do suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I just wish to be at peace from all pain and suffering, I just wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, it's all so terrible, futile and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is no more suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile to me and I could never see a point to any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in dreamless eternal sleep and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this.

I always suffer so much from being denied the option to peacefully cease existing to free myself from all futile unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me only non-existence is positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace. I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so futile and torturous and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish to exist, all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Only seeing non-existence as positive.
For me no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous, futile and deeply undesirable existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I could hope for.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for non-existence as all I want is to be unconscious for all eternity, I'd never wish for the dreadful and cruel burden of existing as a human that I never would had chosen in the first place.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I wish for is no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I wish I never suffered more than anything.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
All I want is to never exist ever again.
I truly do just hope and wish to never exist again, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I never would had chosen is finally all gone and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering.

I just want to never wake again with all finally gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist. I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence continues and I always wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and painful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Always so tired.
I truly am always so tired and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I just wish I never existed.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen and would just never wish for.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'm just so tired of it all, all I want is to never wake again, I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this painful, torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily hoping and wishing to be gone, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much because of being burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for non-existence.

I just want to never wake again but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want to never wake ever again, I only hope and wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence, it's just all so terrible to me.

I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace from the suffering of existing and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish to never wake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence.

It truly is all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for non-existence to bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll always see it as such a terrible, cruel burden to exist, all I want is to never suffer again. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering and I'd never wish for any of this.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence.

For me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence where there's all this endless suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake.

I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just hoping and waiting to be gone and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, harmful existence, all I want is to never exist ever again and there's just so much suffering, pain and cruelty in existing.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Always so tired.
I truly am always so tired of it all and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for eternal dreamless sleep with this dreadful, cruel existence all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

I really would never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to peacefully cease existing and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from the suffering of existing as all I want is to never suffer again, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm unconscious for all eternity free from this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I'm always so tired of, I've just always felt so tired of suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
To cease existing is all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for in this existence of endless cruelty and suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues.

It's all so dreadful and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence, all I want is to not exist, I just want to never exist again.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is peace from all suffering, I truly will only hope to be gone as long as I exist, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence just waiting to die anyway, I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Just wanting all to be gone for me.
No matter what all I could hope is for all to be gone for me in non-existence, all I want is to never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake finally all gone and forgotten.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I always wish and hope to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief in this existence so undesirable and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just always prefer to not exist and only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any relief and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I really would just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never exist again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I suffer simply from existing, I really do just want all to be gone for me, I just want to erase this existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I really will only be at peace in eternal sleep and the peace of non-existence really is all I could hope and wish for, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this torturous, dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I never would had wished for.

It feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope for some peace, I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I wish for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer ever again and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just want to never wake, I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and there is no suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, all I want is to never wake again and finally be free from it all, all I want is some peace.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and is just all I hope for in this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes endless amounts of suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish that more than anything I never existed.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, futile and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, all I want is to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this futile, cruel existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, all I want is to never exist again with all finally gone for me and I suffer simply from existing.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
I'll always see existence as a mistake.
I really will always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, all I want is to never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous existence finally all gone but of course all the suffering just continues.

I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so futile to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from the mistake of existence, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is some peace, I just want to never exist again, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,939
Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never wake again with this torturous, cruel existence finally all gone and forgotten.

I just want some peace and for me peace could only lie in eternal sleep and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to never wake again, in this existence so torturous and futile for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just want to never wake again, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and torturous that I always saw as a mistake but of course more than anything I wish I never suffered, I just never should had suffered at all.
 
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