Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die to me.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that to me is just waiting to die and I suffer simply from existing, I truly would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I'll just always see this futile, dreadful existence as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, I could never see a point to any of this and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from suffering, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to sleep permanently.
No matter what all I could hope for is to sleep permanently, I just wish for peace from all the suffering, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I've ever hoped for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

As long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I never would had chosen, all I wish for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, cruel existence finally all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I suffer so much as a result of this existence.
I truly do suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I just wish to be at peace from all pain and suffering, I just wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, it's all so terrible, futile and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile to me and I could never see a point to any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in dreamless eternal sleep and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this.

I always suffer so much from being denied the option to peacefully cease existing to free myself from all futile unnecessary suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me only non-existence is positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace. I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so futile and torturous and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish to exist, all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as positive.
For me no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous, futile and deeply undesirable existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I could hope for.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for non-existence as all I want is to be unconscious for all eternity, I'd never wish for the dreadful and cruel burden of existing as a human that I never would had chosen in the first place.

Only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, all I wish for is no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible and painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to never exist ever again.
I truly do just hope and wish to never exist again, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I never would had chosen is finally all gone and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering.

I just want to never wake again with all finally gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist. I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, torturous existence continues and I always wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and painful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired.
I truly am always so tired and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I just wish I never existed.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen and would just never wish for.

I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'm just so tired of it all, all I want is to never wake again, I just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this painful, torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily hoping and wishing to be gone, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much because of being burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish for non-existence.

I just want to never wake again but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want to never wake ever again, I only hope and wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence, it's just all so terrible to me.

I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace from the suffering of existing and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.